Tuesday, November 16, 2010

black illusion

THE TRUTH WILL MAKE YOU FREE..
this was and still i believe is the GOLDEN rule of my school...sure the truth does makes us free.. free from almost everything but everyone gotta pay a price for this freedom to come... now when there is a cost to pay, how is the concept of "free" working with the truth ???was watching this movie "valentine's day" (and why was i watching this?? lets see, have seen almost all the good action ,thriller ,comedy movies i got , all that is left are the sappy ramonaticas.. and i dont have anything against romantic comedies..i liked "notting hill" and "sweet november"...among others... so ended up watching this one too.. besides i also saw "harry met sally"-nice movie, "serendipity"-not bad, "remmember me"- sad boring NONSENSE... in the past few weeks) and one of the lines in the movie got me wondering if this can make a blog post?? after all been long since i last visited my page..

we all encounter times in life where the so called ghosts from past or some secret/fact we prefer to stay unknown come visiting us... or atleast this sure is the case in romantic movies... things we think we can do better without, truth which we dont want to accept but cant ignore either for long... things which are not in our control.. or sometimes are our own wrong choices or decision for the times and circumstances... there are the times we gota take the wrong turn.. or some lineage you gota carry forward with you without any choices... just when you think things are going perfect for you and nothing can go wrong, the skeletons from the closet come knocking... now have i got any such closets full of ghosts am scared of?? lets c... or should i
be taking a generall perspective and take the onus of me by saying no one is perfect.. we all have our dirty closets which we dont want to clean up.. or refuse to acknowlegde most of the times... but how long before knock knock knockong on heavens' door..

how one can go on to build a perfect world by keeping one little (or more than just one in some cases) secret aside for the fear of that one things ruinung up it all.. but the great minds will say gota make the base strong and not lay the world with some skeletons underneath... in any world the ghosts will do there job and come haunting.. hmm seems am out of words and just writing the same thing in different ways.. something i picked up in my MCA days to fill up the answer sheets ;p.. but well gota be rusty writing after this long and doing nothing but lying on bed for 40 odd days now.. so anyhow what got me thinking was no matter how dark d secret, in romantic movies the ending goes happy more then often for kiss and make up and THE END..
seems the concept fits well in real life too.. not d kiss and make up but once ur meet ur THE END, people tend to forgive you and remmember only your good side ,not the not so good which you tried to avoid in the
first place.. but the same people might not be very convinced of your decisions till the time you were hanging on.. funny aint it??

so where do we set the boundaries for how much amount of not so truth should be included in the perfect worlds?? to be free from the fear of being haunted by the ghosts... or to evaluate which ghost wont be that scary and which one would be... facing our worst fear and becoming a good person , but everyone can see
there own skeleton in a light where they would feel it isnt that bad why cant people acceplt it.. but go across the table and some else's skeleton would be unacceptable to that same person.. the concept TRUST always facinates me, how people say they do.. but one small doubt and the "I DO" changes to "DO I".. no amount of trust can ever make the slightest of doubt go away.. but the vice versa can happen in a fraction on a split second... how one unknown blast from d past can lit the fire of betrayal and end up in nothing but ashes of good times.. (:P not bad.. still not that rusty am i?? or is too lame?? i'll give myself benefit of the doubt..) trust they say lays the strongest foundation for mankind.. but why the same trust has the weakest of base for itself?? like i said funny i find trust.. many times we hear people saying i trust you... the funny acts can begin then and there itself... with the other person thinking.. no you dont ur just saying.. self doubting is it?? or the person saying just for the heck of it and get away with it.. well if we doubt then trust is the land of unknown for us.
but if everything is fine and there is no doubt in anyone regarding anyone else then i believe some TRUTH can be kept at bay and done without... for in the no doubt all trust situation.. sometimes truth will be a heavy price to pay to be free.. counter me saying with that amount of trust none can shake the foundation, but that's where the human psychi comes into play and it sure is twisted.. ou never know when the best of person can become the worst of nightmares... where does the trust goes away then?? or are we too weak to acknowlegde the truth.. be it our own or someone else's?? but why does so called or framed as "betrayal" of one person matters more then some one else?? the more you count on the person the more trust-doubt-hurt factor comes in.. while the insignificant's truth remains insignificant and they still keep the same place.. guess the higher we rise the greater the fall funda plays well here...

too many question i ask in my post some say.. but never give the answers.. well if i had the answers i guess i would not be talking about things like theses in the first place.. plus we all know preaching is way more easy than to practise.. we may say great things but when gota face the situations ourselves.. who knows where we might flip out.. still i believe irrespective of the skeletons and ghosts.. somewhere down if things and people are meant to be ... none of the paranormal activies matter(please bear with my attempt at metaphors here.. only if they are.. never was into wren and martin during school) the test of one's character and relationships only make them stronger, provided they were strong enough to go through the turbulent times in the first place.... too many conditions?? philoshy-easy to preach and not so easy to practise? well what can i say.. i aint no one.. and none in this world are perfect... lets c how long before my skeletons show me the middle finger and screw things up... or do they get a middle finger from me once and for all... well my old rescuer time comes for me here and says let me take you through and when it will be right it will play the cards itself.. and my weakness allows it to plays the cards as per its convinience.. why rush in the ghosts when time is on y side :P :P.... or is it?? well only the almighty time can answer that... till then alls well with the world... AMEN

P.S. hmm not bad dint turn out that small post after all.. but some habits shuold die hard... some traits of a human being should never change... else he/she loses there own selves.. hopefully no sms style this time , tried my best to keep it out, but aint gona check for that, so let things be..

SOMETIMES TRUTH CAN MAKE EVRYTHING ELSE LOOK LIKE A LIE

(now these were the words which got this post in the making..hit me deep and got me wondering if lies can be good at times)

14 comments:

monica said...

The first thing that i noticed was- full words, no sms lingo! Great change.
I read and re read, still am a little hazy. I was unable to comprehend the subject matter, the philosophy was way higher than my level of understanding or is it that i don't want to look deep down in my closet and face my ugly truths. Am i looking away on purpose! Yes! I am!Or have i learnt to live with those and now they are a part of me? confused!! You got me confused. The Trust part, yes it is funny in a way but that's how we have been programmed to rely upon others for a contented social existence.

The 40 odd day rest brought out the dormant philosopher.The way a single line has hit you and triggered this chain of thoughts...way to go man!!But Pardon me for my inability to comprehend this.I will get back to this again for a better understanding. For now, the veil sets me free :P

venu said...

Sirji, bhoot woot kuch ni hote :-), baaki for me 'truth' and 'lie' are just words nothing more thn tht, so mere liye to post alag si hi hai tune zyada hi importance de di shayad :-P

Roshmi Sinha said...

Well... I couldn't believe I was reading one of your posts. No sms lingo! Must say... its an welcome change :)

Thats quite a philosophical post... frankly speaking.

'Truth' and its opposite depends on one's perspective and thinking. What is 'truth' for someone may be an outright 'lie' for another...

sobhit said...

@monica - ya no sms lingo , tho it mite not b a trend.. u jst mite encounter d sms lingo nxt tym arnd, strnge it left u confused, am forcd 2 blv mayb i hvnt done justice in writing 2 mk it all clear wot i was tryin 2 say or mayb am confused myself to write abt dis... mayb reading it again u cud get it bttr,, n if still u stay confused den i guess d full words n no sms lingo i causing d confusion :P :P..

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sobhit said...

@ venu - sirjee aapne commnt kiya yeh hi bahoot hai , baki post alag hi honi chahiye,, same si ho toh kya maza :P... n gud 2knw its not f much mttr 4u, goes on 2 show how balncd person u r.. gud hai sirjee.. aapke jaise logo ke aas pass hone se mera bhi thoda bhala ho jayega :P :P... karte raho commnt sir... let dem keep coming..

sobhit said...

@roshmi - yup no sms lingo n indeed its a philosphial post :P... "truth n lie" sure is only a person's perception... but d philosphy in dis post was meant 2b a lil diff,, guess i dint present wot i wanted 2 ... like i said mayb d full words not suiting me :P...

suruchi said...

Hi Sobhit,
A little late in the day to come here..but I guess, better late than never....
Certain fears remain with us for life...
Certain others lessen as we share them with someone...
You’ve got to trust someone down the road...may be a tried n tested person...maybe someone who has nothing to benefit out of your misery n hence is safe enough*read that as “me”:-)*

And sharing ALWAYS helps...
Ask me...
For years I bottled up feelings n resentments...
But having distributed some of them randomly distributed among some people whom I thought would just take it in...helped release a big load off my chest!
Try it:-)

N kudos to the amazing accuracy of spellings n minus sms style:-)

sobhit said...

@suruchiji - well coming from a english teacher that the spelling are accurate :P , thnk u n fair enuf no point f keeping things bottled up.. only sometimes gota know when time is right.. and some time things are just beyond our scopes.. baki dekho kab kisi se kya share hota hai.. aap mile kabhi online toh apka dimag bhi khauga now that you have given the hari jhandi :P.. n apne darshan diye yaha.. jai ho :P... dete raha karo darshan ji..

Chandrika Shubham said...

I liked the ending lines. :)

sobhit said...

@chandrika.. haha .. well d ending lines r dos from d movie.. rest all was my write up.. funny thing u jst liked d movie lines :P.. well not ur fault.. dey r catchy aftr all dey made it write all dis.. thnx 4d read nehw...

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Roshmi Sinha said...

Knock! Knock!

P.S. Have a fabulous year ahead :)

Puneet said...

Profound!