Saturday, May 29, 2010

tangled up in you

"in this world where nothing else is true... here i am..... still tangled up in u..."

finally the 3yr long MCA came 2 an end cpl of days ago.. thot f posting dis 1 dat day itself but dint really feel lyk typing den.. but d 3 yrs , dis blogshpere n d ppl abt whome d post is goin 2b desrvd dis 1...d final day f colg,, d last viva f dem all.. smthing made me feel amazing dat day.... ws happy beynd happiness...sm say how can ending f d colg can mk u feel so,, fair enuf... but dunno wot was it..

nostalgia has been in d air 4 smtym now.. actually i felt it started alil early 4 sm f us :P... evn now dis post myt b a lil early ,, but guess sm yrs dwn d line reading it wud mk dat NOSTALGIA factor come alive... so it comes now.. but d essence f it mite tk smtym 2 surface.. (did dat make sense?? well am not a literature guy or a english teacher soo alls well :P)

goin back 2d 1st yr f colg.. d very 1st day ..1AUG 2007 ..SAD it ws.. lookin at d classmates i ws goin 2 hv 4d next 3yrs.. made me feel "lag gayi yar.. yeh kaisa crowd hai :P".. n den d thot of ok lemme jst b wid sm studious nerds n study here 4 3long yrs n get d degree n hallelujah... but den der ws dis fimiliar face.. sm1 4m my graduation days.. sm1 i had nvr noticed b4.. sm1 i had no contact wid.. but here d face seemd like a blessing in disguise :P.. a female 4m my grad tuition days.. who i nvr interactd wid.. but here it ws lyk .."ohh i knw u " how funny is dat.. ..dey say ppl r destined 2 meet 1 way or d odr.. guess it holds true in evry aspct n way... dis very female went on 2b d gelling factor for 5 more random individuals... probably she had d eye for genuine ppl :P n ws der 4d purpose f bringing in ppl 2ghtr.. d shorter she is in strature d taller she is in her ways n ambitions... the title of "jhansi ki rani"(tho i prefer 2 cal her chotti) mite jst fit her well... 4 incite her evn alil n she will b ready 2 tk on d world.....d precision she can chew d pen n transform it in2 a small lil umbrella ws commandable :P.. n mind u alot f concentration n precision went in2 it... 1yr dwn d line,, dunno how it went by.. n she left 4 greener pastures.. but not b4 she bot sm f totaly opposite ppl 2ght... looking back in tym... doesnt seem it wud hv been posible odrwise.. but den again if things r destined 2b.. den dey will b 1 way or d odr... she still remains chotti n d jhansi ki rani spirit only growin stronger day by day... :P

den der ws D dude... d master of all n jack of none.. is der anything on dis planet dat d dude cant hv solutin 2?? NONE.. my 1st interaction wid d dude.. n he goes on 2 ask me if i smoke n i need not feel shy if i do :P... unfortunate 4d dude.. i dnt.. alot changed ove tym wid d dude.. not a bad person but guess tyms n company smtyms mks us in2 a diff person altoghtr.. d day we start thinking abt wot odrs think n not wot we think.. dat very day v lose ourselves n d result aint rosy 4 no1.. had my share of bitter sweet exprnces wid d dude... guess not all can b frnds... ppl arnt gud or bad .. but tyms can b tricky... so 3yrs gone by.... i can only wish all d very best 2d dude.. n hope rathr am sure he will do exceedingly well in wotevr he chooses 2do..

now i'v met many a individuals in my life... but nvr b4 have i come across any on d same lines as f d ones am goin 2 write abt

dey say ladies 1st.. but am gona make it a lil diff by making ladies man 1st :P.. am sure d ladies wont mind at all on dis... n am not jst sayin dis 4d heck f it... smtym dwn d road i ws enlightend wid d fact dat d persons popularity has alwaz been such... 2d extend of him being called "MM"... wich ws short of marriage material :P... gurls 4m his grad days told him how he ws d guy who dey cud tk home n introduce 2 der family... talk abt fans.. here is a superstar himself... a GEM f a person in evryway f life... ppl develop an instant liking 4him. n in d last 3 yrs not jst women but men hv been attracted 2him alike :P :P... he can very easily b a male version on meneka.. LOL... dunno.. jst felt like writing dat... d guy's philosphy leaves me wondering at tyms... his humour n timing of one liners ... not many can match his wit.. tho i try but guess its natural born talent n not all can match mine eithr :P :P.... jokes apart , a very genuine person n evn a bttr frnd.. wud go n did go totaly opposite , out f his ways 2help out ppl.. i hapnd 2hv exprncd dat 4 my own misfortune :(

but like i said its all destined so cant really run alway 4m nothin.. tyms n situations r funny..

moving ahd of d ladies man... gota get 2d ladies now... 2f der own kind... d 1st tym i got 2 knw dem... :P well d fact dey being 4m a gurls convent made me cautious... thot dey were clever n only acting 2b dumb but wid tym dey prvd me wrong :P :P... dey were neithr clever nor dumb ...while one has a childish like smile n glint in d eye... d odr has elegance n sophistications of a royal princess... while 1 is hasmukh d odr 1 is dadi ma , where ones infectious smile can brighten evn d gloomiest f atmosphere arnd, d odrs dignity n class will mk u try n b in ur best behaviour... needless 2 say both had der own huge fan following ... guys wanting 2 jst say a hi... but only managing d courage 2do d same on social networking :P :P... funny 2wrds d beginning f it all dey hated me 4my rude n to much in d face nature... i 2 dint had much likin 4d 2 eithr.. partially 4 der schooling history :P n partially f d fact dat dey dint approve f my ways f treating ppl n d dislike ws evident... but wid tym d dislikes changed in2....hmmm... appreciations lets say n not likes 2 b politically correct here :P :P.... things chngd wid tym 4 gud n d way dey stand now.. it funny thinking f how n where v started...

3 long yrs made short by certain ppl... had our shares of ups n downs... d latter being few,, n former being so many dat cant count dem ....n d dwns i blv only bot us evn closer.. 4it made me realse d value n need of des ppl arnd.... remmbr d days f nonstop nonsense lafters 4 no rhyme or reason.. finding d humour in almost nething.. laffing 4 hours dat d jaw starts aching n tears start rolling dwn d cheeks.. of 1 particular individual specially...d bonding tyms at NSP or countless hours at CP...

remmbering tyms f making fun f almost evry1 :P... d way some walkd.. d way odrs used 2 talk... den d postures few used 2mk .. suggestin as if dey r asking d teachers.. "madam meri maar lo" ROFL.... giving nicknames 2 ppl... d kartik ka mahina incidences :P.. n countless such memories... guess i alone cant recollect dem all.. aftr all i ws not a only 1 ... i had my partners in crime....

i alwaz hated d class rooms n lectures,, ws on d low side f d attndence alwaz .. n cudnt stand d administration.. but still am glad i landed up in d colg dat ws ours 4d past 3 yrs... 4 i made sm frnds here who i jst cnt afford 2 lose.. each individual made me realise smthing or d odr.... my post r usually long ..dunno if dis 1 is short or long.. but it sure is very small 2 jott dwn all my memories n praises 4 des individuals.. but guess like sm things sm memories r bttr kept unsaid n unshared...

P.S. prior 2 starting dis post, jst say a dosti video upload by a talented junior.. wid d jane kyun song 4m dostana bein played in d backgrnd... d song sure fits d bill ... am not makin no radio broadcast request here.. but sure wud dedicate it 2d few close 1s who i sure cant b widout.... :P

CHEERS!!!

"how long has it been since this story line begin....... n i hope it never ends .....n goes like dis 4evr"

P.P.S. the start n end quoted lines are 4m d very same song which is d title 4dis post....

14 comments:

Roshmi Sinha said...

So... you should be more regular.. henceforth @ blogersville :)

I must say this was quite an interesting take on your college life... so to speak. Also, one is usually filled with nostalgia, etc on the last day of college. But you seemed to have felt very happy... ???

sobhit said...

ya i felt really happy.. hv been waiting 4 D DAY 4 long... u c its not d journey coming 2 an end dat mattrs.. wot mattrs r d exprnces n ppl u met n travelld wid.. by d end of d journey n in d tyms 2 come d ppl r still 2ghtr n hence d happiness ;p ;p.... u wont find d usual stuff in dis particular blogersville my frnd... things r alil diff here ...

swati said...

its amazing how u hv summed up d 3 fantastic yrs here (1 or me though :) ). The 1 yr at MCA seemed such a distant memories at times, and ur post just took me bak to the vry 1st day.. n to tell u d feeling u hd on seeing a fimiliar face is totally mutual :). to do complete justice to how strongly i felt abt d 1 yr and these ppl all i can say is; i actually hated my 1st sem at MBA just comparing the amazing times and amazing ppl i hd shared these times wth.. it seemed dat though i ws doing wat i wntd to do professionally, n ws happy abt moving here, bt jst cudnt helped missing wat i lost on.. evrybody says u wasted an year at MCA.. Trust me it was anything but wasting an year.. i found frnds who hv always been thr.. sum who r d ppl i can count as my 4 a.m. friends.. :)

monica said...

Yes back to day one in DIAS!I saw you on day one and i was like "Phaltu log bhi aagaye yahan!" You gave the impression of either a hardcore intellectual or a non-sense guy.
The first impressions were not at all conducive to the forging of a "Pucci friendship".Gradually we overcame our preconceived notions and went on to this stage. Wow! i thank my stars.

Coming back to the post. I really wonder whether this nostalgia thing is moving us apart or brining us closer. Because when you miss someone it is an indication of "being apart and miles away".

monica said...

So this sentiment makes me jittery at times. The days are incomplete without all of you, even the weekends are dull and lifeless without the meetings. The Blues are much more painful. Alas! Such is the cycle of life and am finding it hard to adapt to this transitional cycle.
Oh!! Those days of endless laughter sessions and killing time were the the most amazing of all. How i wish we had more of such sessions now :(

This post bought a smile on my "Saturday Lazy Countenance". This weekend too we couldn't make it :(
The Blues are gonna be real bad this week :(

Jaane kyu dil jaanta ha tu ha toh i'll be alright!

monica said...

Such a short post from your side!
I too had this word dodging game while playing with nostalgia. Was it the same thing with you?
I guess in matters like these, some words are best left unspoken, some emotions refuse to morph into phrases and some priceless memories refuse to be unveiled for they are too exquisite to be a "SHOW ALL REVEAL ALL".

sobhit said...

faltu log ;p.. well u sure hv an eye 4 ppl must say :P.. n der r rules or impressions 4 pucci dosti?? i dbt dat.. nvr knw any such funda ... as 4 nostalgia.. well i mentioned in d post.. probably sm yrs dwn d line readin dis post mite mk me nostalgic den.. as or being apart and miles away... well der is no funda of missing sm1.. infact its d colg am sayin bbye 2.. d ppl remain.. phew.. dint i mention dat like in d post.. funny.... perceptions i guess
moving us aprt or bringing us closer.. i blv its d latter n evn a moving apart brings ppl closer so eithr ways it all gud :D..

the post bot smile on ur face... but i only c sad smileys here :-/ well thing wud hv been diff prior 2 3yrs f MCA n thing ought 2b diff aftr des 3 yrs.. it ws initially hard 2 adapt in MCA 2 but evntually v all did n dat 2 beautifully.. n so will b d case now.. trust me on dat :).. u understnd d cycle of life n dats battle haf won alrdy.. n evry1s gona handle his/her blues demslvs.. but "jaane kyun dil janta ha tu ha toh i'll b alrite :)" so alls well

n d post doesnt seem short i guess, its jst dat no amt f word can do justice 2d 3yrs memories... words did dodge me ... but sm memories indeed cnt b shared n reveald n dats d beauty f dem,, only d ppl wid whome dey were made knw n cherish dem :)....

P.S. jst added d janu kyun song 2 my playlist here in d widget .. :P

Parul said...

You know what, you guys making it difficult for me to get more and more attached to the damn place. Getting harder to come over the fact, that things are over:| No more, bunking lectures, killing times at the cafeteria, pulling legs, movies, bitching... and the list is endless!!

The post is lovely, knew it that your take on Nostalgia would be quiet different and so it was :) Although, thodi choti hai baki posts se :P But i guess these things dont need no words, all's felt and so it did!
ye toh sach hai, intially was thoda apprehensive of being around you. You can say that, i did not approve of 'kisi ke lena' types people. But ask me now, tables have turned completely. haina? :P
Been a joyride with you guys, not that it has ended but at times get scared 'what else if not this?' you guys have had a great impact in so felt un-eventful life ;) Hope the bond grows stronger over the years, and we spend not only weekends but a great deal of time together! Lemon-ball shots bhi maare bohot saare :P

love you all.. muahahahahaha :D

CHEERS!!

sobhit said...

v make it diff 4u 2gt more n more attachd 2d damn place?? wot place?? n ya ppl dnt approve f me n my ways more dan often so nothin new in ti 4me 2knw dat.. n lemon ball shots?? yeh kaun se hote hai ??

dint no1 notice d male meneka n MM thing?? kya yar i ws expectng sm elaboration on it :P :P

Parul said...

The sentence meant: 'nostalgia making it difficult to get de-attached to DIAS' :P you forgot lemon ball? Vedas dude ... bas sab bhool ja tu!!!!! :x

and MM ... lol jaane de kitni loge uski :P

sobhit said...

lemon ball kaha se agayi?? n meine kiski li.. but gud 2c ur concern in dis particular case :P :P..

sobhit said...

n detachd 4m dias?? attach hi ni hua mein toh kabhi.. its u ppl who got me hitched ...

Parul said...

koi case wase nai hai, its just that jab wo hai hi nai, toh kya maza lene me. Saamne baith ke milke lenge :P lolzzzzzzzzzz

ya iv got attachd to DIAS, cuz have beautiful memories of that place

Puneet said...

Now the only thing that could take you back to college would be Phd, and since that is highly unlikely.. Congrats on those last college moments!! You'll wish these times to come back in more ways than one my friend. Even the jackasses of the batch are really missed after a few years, trust me on this :)