well ppl dis post f mine is not a post in itself but rather a commnt i wrote 4 a certain blog dat i came across.. a frnd gave d link n said how gud d post ws, so decided 2go thru it 2.. n yes true 2her words indeed a vry well written post.. but off late wen i read such posts wid social issues n stuff like dat.. my brains work in a very random n strange way.. i cmpltly agree wid wot is bein written abt certain hapnings n issues worryin d whole f human kind n also how d very humans in d society r d culprits n victims... so aftr goin thru dis amazingly written post, i decided 2 drop a cmmnt on how my brains work on reading stuff like dat,,, not many wud agree wid my ways n thots but its all gud.. am not here 2 convince ne1 rather jst play wid words n jot down my own ideas.. so i wrote dis cmmnt but cudnt publish it... 4 like a day did not get y its not allowing me 2 publish.. seemd as if d owner f d blog had sm spam managmnt or rathr control system wich dint allow my commnt 2b published....(if not ppl mite think f getin 1 now :P :P).. but later i realisd my commnt had exceeded d word limit allowd 2b publishd.. so had 2 brk down d commnt in2 3 parts n publish it... n den i thot dis is rathr a big commnt, shud hv had made a post out of it.. thot ovr it n yes not a bad idea considering hw lazy i am 2 think n write smthing....hmm guess i hardly think wen i write smthing... nehw..also no gud ideas cooking up.....wich wud mk me write smthing worth writing 4me n readin 4d ppl..... here i had sm write up n it surely cud add 2my posts.. so not talkin randomly any further.. well hv done it thru out d post... so nvrmind... am dropping d link of d post at d end 4 wich i posted dis commnt,(n now my blog) so d ppl curious 4 wot made me write all dis can read.. its like a prequel on rathr underlying basis of dis blog of mine.. hope a author f d post doesnt minds,, n has no copywrite issues... so here is sm write up wich is vry diff 4m wot all i hv posted till now.... lets c how ppl find dis.... n yes d cmmnt(ie dis blog) mite not b as gud as d post 4 wich dis cmmnt came 4m me..so dat post is sure worth reading .. nehw here is d commnt... (4d post go2 d link at d end)
now i dint read ur tk on advantages f bein a woman .... n yes sure dat wud hv been funny... but on d other side f d coin it gets all d more bizzare n hell 4bein a woman.. yes wot all u wrote here is all abt d society n d stupid stigmas attchd wid it..n evn worse dat wen it comes 2crime against woman , its not only d men but also women involvd at tyms.. now u talk f soaps on color.. ders a certain shw on ndtv imagine wich shows hows a village bein headed by a woman has all its stigmas f bein a gurl der.. n its dat very lady governing d village who goes on enticing crime against d woman (jst thot shud let evry1 knw am not watching des soaps or following dem ..no no :P its jst dat my folks watch dem n i hapn 2 b der at tyms .. so dats how i get dat knwlgd.. but knwlgde never goes waste so ..:P :P), nehw comin back 2d post n d serious issues.. wot am tryin 2 say is.. very well written n gud thot provokin post.. d issues u hv displayed in d true colors.. but d ugly part f d society is while v all like 2 discuss n talk n debate on such issues.. none f us does nothin more den dat.. (now am not sayin u dnt do nething.. am talkin off ppl like me)general masses ..v all knw wots hapnin but wot do v do?? u knw its not jst wid ur post or any othr issue.. wot i find strange is dat more n more such post come up but hardly ne1 goes on n does smthin abt it n den write a post whr dey wud tell how 2 mk sure dat such elemnts f our society get civilized n humane.. not against any organization or any individuals.. but how many .. say evn NGOs claimin 2 wrk 4 issues r doin any gud? excpt d parties?? yes wot all u wrote is very shamefull n disgusting on our society's part n like it or not all f us r part of it... n not wid d woman issues n all but generally i feel.. (now dats my n only my perception.).. dat instead of discussing d issues wich all of us r very much aware of .. y not talk f smthin v ourselves have, or sm1 v knw has done ...smthin in order 2 sort out d issues.. dat will mk evn a bttr post.... n no i hvnt done nething.. i cud b categorised as 1 f d lazy laid back gud 4 nothing souls who do nothin n jst wild away his tym... so probably u can evn skip my commnt as in no need 2gv it a thot.. (but am f dos who feel dat yes issues need 2b discussd at tyms.. n probably 1 f dos tyms wen u writin here ..) but come on dude.. al of us who can write n read here i guess r dis much aware f wots hapnin in d society.. if v jst post n talk here.. its no gud... can ne1 think f smthin dat will mk our's a bttr society.. well i certainly cant.. nw i dnt mean 2 criticise u or potray anything negatv abt d post. ...dats not d case.. infact d post is vry nicely written such a senstive isuue .. guess u hv penned it dwn really well.. but dude as i mentiond above.. men ..women .. wen d crime against women is done v find cases whr mostly men r d jackasses.. but at tyms d female specimen is part f it 2 against her very species.. so its d mind n thots n up bringing dat mks such feaks who r worse den parasites.... n u talk f how west world has less f crime against woman.. yes less but d crime is still der... so as long as d pervertd minds r at work.. b it in men or women.. d situation is only gona worsen... u knw smhw gets 2me dat its not actually d disadvntg f bein a women.. but rathr d disadvntge of belongin 2 d kinda society dat v hv.. wots mks me sick is its not only d interiors but also d metros n well educated ( well atlst der degrees says so,) morons 2 r invlvd in all sort of acts agnst women...
y is it dat in west world wer u say crime rate is less, dat women can walk arnd free at nite n not in our society... dats 4 our stupid traditions n stuff.. values ppl talk f .. n here v r discussin d advntages n disadvntage f out stupid traditions n values... its like yes alot f gud things dat r being follwd 4m ages in ur country mk it.. but on d flip syd.. all such crimes r 2 becos f d traditional mind sets f fools n ppl who mk use f d tradition as per der convneince.. but wot if v talk f a taliban culture?? guess its d curse 2b a woman der... so on scale f relativty sm mite argue how bttr our society is.... hmm, now dis is wot am sayin... debating discussing .. well v all hv evolvd such dat v can mk ourselves n at tyms evn odrs blv our point f view.. n v can sit n talk n talk n talk... whr do v reach?? any conclusion?? yes on ur part u wrote on advntges n disadvntages... but dnt v hv des 2 in evry single aspect f life???d 1s who r doin crimes aganst d females r freaks.. no1 can mk dem walk n d righteous path.. so u wana get 2dem.. u gota become freaks urselves... now der r ppl sitting n preaching wot gud is it if v become freaks ourselves in order 2 tackle d jerks... but its d iron wich cuts d iron.. so r v strong enuf 2b iron ourselves 2 cut n slaughter d perverted rusted iron??.. do dat n u hv d human rights ppl who seem 2do nothing wen a woman is bein raped but if d masses hit d rapist d human rights ppl wud b der 2 protect him.... dats d society my frnd..
a thot or 2 here n der n v ppl move ahd... well d 1s who try 2do smthing will argues wot can v do.. evn if v try v end up in trbl oursleves.. but ppl its like wen it hapns wid u or sm1 u knw (i hope n pray dats nvr d case 4 ne1)..dats wen d real traversity f d crime v get 2knw... n only den it seems d tym gets 4 us 2 act... till den, v dont understnd nething beyond posting abt it or debating on it.. n hi u did mention wot a piece f cake it ws wen dis issue ws given 4 debating...so temme...aftr d debate ended,, how many whr thinkin f doin smthing 4d issues, n how many were hapi 4 getin such an easy toicp 2talk on??? dats hw v ppl r...so yes a vry thot provoking post.. but readin is no gud if v jst read n go back 2 our lives doin nothin... am 1 f dos..d useless fools who jst talk n do nothin.. so d 1s who do smthing feel free 2 critisize me.... but if honestly v need 2do smthin 4 such issues... it has 2 begin on our own ends..wid v ourselves doin our bit n hopin d same is wot d rest arnd us r doin.. n not postin how bad it is rathr postin wot hs 2b done 2 mk it bttr... ne1(n am not sayin dis only 4d author f dis post) who gets offended by readin dis comment n feels like hittin me out sayin wot r u doin 2 talk like dis.. den yes am 1f dos USELESS N GUD 4 NOTHIN souls... all i can do is talk n commnt here... n if u guys r doin smthin besids postin den yes ur far bttr den me.. if not . well wot can i say... n if u genuinly r doin smthing 4d causes den u cud nvr b offended by wot i wrote here.. cos u wud knw d truth of d system bttr dan me.. far more bttr den me..
pheeww ,, guess wrote alot..well i hv dat tendency .. but all things apart ... gud 2c 1 male bretheren doin so well in d bloggin deppt whr uptill now i hv only come across women who can write... so gud goin man.. tho i still maintain.. d female specimen way ahd in dis dppt..(n many more deppt f life 2 :P.. gota b politically correct) but here is 1 guy followin close behind :P..(pun intended)...hahaha..n i mean 2 say in d bloggin deppt.. generally,, ohh yes u ladies do hv many of my species followin behind,, n hi v dont mind u ladies leading us :P :P(n dat is supposd 2b taken in lite humour n not in accrdnce wid d post n its issues..)..now like i alwaz say.. dnt pay no heed 2 wot i write here.. cos i nvr listen 2 wot ppl tell me how n wot 2 post.. so niethr shud u or ne1 listen 2me....
here is d link 2 d post i dropped dis cmmnt 4 :
http://thesolitarywriter.blogspot.com/2009/08/disadvantages-of-being-girl.html?showComment=1251046703467
Monday, August 24, 2009
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Schizophrenic Conversations
for d past sm tym i'v been getin d privilge of readin certain blogs wich mk me laff out real hard.... all des blogs have been on SEX.. :P by wich i mean gender as in d male n female .. or rather shud i b typin female n male, jst 2 mk sure dat i dnt gv a pictre f egoistic male psyche by writin it 1st,, but seriously i dnt care who gets wot pictr by readin dis,, anther f d egoistic traits?? hahahaha now am not f a blogger ,,its jst dat i wirte wen i wan2 or feel like not a regular here... but i do like readin stuff n getin 2 pass my expertise on dem, mani ppl tend not 2 2like dat .. but den again who cares.. hmm mayb shud hv titled d post who cares,, but dint seems catchy 2me..
SCHIZOPHRENIC CONVERSATIONS did.. :P now i had no clue wot dis means but i like 2 use songs title as my post name so dis 1 seemd nice .. u findout d meain f it urself(if ur accepting d fact ur not smart enuf ..like me...n i mean 2 say here.. dat am not vry smart eithr.. ) on blackle.com.. its a energy savin engine of google so use dat ppl n contribute in savin d planet.. well getin back 2d post.. now d title may or may not mk sense 2 wot u read
here.. but nvrdless u dnt need 2 relate 2 nethin u read here.. read it ..hv fun .. n go back 2ur same ol (boring if i may say so :P)life.. i guess since childhood hv alwaz come across dis stupid lil phenomenon whr d 2 sexes hv been tryin 2 outdo d othr n prove nothin.. tho wid yrs passin by d male specimen hv dcided not 2b wastin tym in it ..cos der r mani bttr othr things 2do :P...while d fairer sex as dey wud(but if i use stronger sex 4 men i wud b inviting trbl so i rathr not :D) like 2b calld i smhw find stil stk up wid d same ol stupid who is bttr den d othr issues..
CHAUVINIST PIGS.... :P now i hear dat word alot.. not dat am cald 1 all d tym.. ohh no no.. jst d women arnd like makin use f it alot .. i doubt haf f dem dnt evn knw d meanin f it .. jst dat dey like d heavy word n it mks dem feel gud sayin it... so d evry 3rd conversation dey gota bitch abt d men arnd dats wot u gona hear.. i find it funny ..hahahahahaha wot is it dat mks d women feel gud abt male bashing n y do evry 3rd females wants to c a guy bein beaten up by his gurl?? othrs terms like bastards .. dogs.. well u women wil hv mani more only i hv been blessed enuf not 2 hear beyond dis :P.. .. lemme tel u ladies 1 thing men r not chauvinist pigs or dogs or ne othr
stuff u like 2 relate dem wid.... trust me v can b far worse den dat :P ... but like i said if v wan2. but den again humans beings hv dis tendency.. wid mem women alike ..dat dey can b n do wotdey wan2 ..wid d kind f situation dey r in .. n wot d tyms expects f dem.. i find it really funny wen women equate guys 2 dog.. now if ur sayin men=dogs.. n ur d fairer sex 4 us den normal maths says women=bitches.. prove me wrong :D.. wot mk u call urself a bitch.. i pity u ladies ..hahahahahahahaha n am not sayin it ur sayin it urself .. n besides u say men r
not 2b trusted.. anthr funny thing.. dogs r supposd 2b d most trusted n like dey say dey r man's best frnd.. ahh evn d sayin goes man's best frnd.. well i dint made dat so catch d person who made it.. but if not goin in2 d technicality dogs r 2b best frnd 2 human beings.. bttr?? now i tend 2 find a positv wen women cal men dogs. its only dat ur sayin dat dey r d best frnd n most trust worthy is it?? c human beings can percv n get wot dey wan2 out f nething n evrything.. or is it jst d men in dis case?? lol besides dntvd guys lauuvvv d bitches :P :P mayb women wnt find d humour here but sure all my bretheren will...
tym n again d posts dat i read went sayin dat d women ends up being hurt n bein d jerk men r dnt really care n jst tend 2 njoy lives in evry aspct widout no emotions n stuff... d laauuuuvvv mks d females a sentimental fool n guys tk advntge f it.. now temme so mani years f evolution n u women still think ur d fools in all srt f emotinos?? wot is it ladies.. y do u wan2 underestimate urselves so much??cos wen itr cums 2 laauuuuv u can b waaayyyyy beyond den bein jst fools.. n u knw it.. den y blame d guy wen u urself dnt mk strong stands.. movies n books portray stuff
wich is 2 get u all sappy n stupid.. i smhow belive dat women r smarter den d stupid romanticas dat u read.. but den u talk f male bashin n how dat mks u feel gud n i cant help laffin.. now cumon lets keep d male female aside n think generally 4 once.. u say male bashin is fun n u like dat.. ok.. now netym wid 2 opponents d general masses alwaz welcums d victory f d underdogs n not d stronger 1s.. its dat wen d stronger 1 is bashed ppl arnd like it more.. now wen u say u like male bashin ..wot r u sayin?? u saying dat women r d weaker sex?? all des years so mani personalities men n women alike hv been tryin 2 brk dis myth n gurls 2day still r holdin on2 it?? u find a sense f pride wen a guy is hit out hard?? well evry1s tks more pride wen u defeat d stronger opppnent as compared 2 wen hv a weaker 1.. seriously think abt it..wots dats mks u feel gud wid male bashing??? i can only find d fact funny.. now if ur sayin dat bash up d fools who r born jerks n dunno how b behave in d civilized world wid human beings.. den go ahd beat dem up hard.. n trust me ur opposite sex wud b thr 2 help u out in dat bashin.. u c male bashin or
not.. wen needed d male specimen arnd u e alwaz goin 2b der.. now d thing wich i find wierd is dat certain guys 2r advocating d fact dat men jerks n dey dunno how 2 respect women.. i feel sorry 4d dudes n seriously such specimens need 2 GET A LIFE.. u tralk abt perversions n like it or not.. evry livivng bein has dem..wid only levels varyin .. u gota knw whr u gota draw d line d live respectfully in d world.. u trip ovr d line ur nothin but a !#$#!%$!$%& ,... n it holds gud 4 both d sexes.. d women mite arguee dat mostly men r d freaks n women d victims.. well not
denyin dat.. but den again u ladies r mature enuf 2 knw wots rite wots not.. who 2b wid who not.. d crime against women r so much on d high n due 2d fear f being attacked u bttr not move out at nite.. but at d same tym u feel safe n relaxd wid ur male counter parts arnd.. u c its d same male specimen dat u bash up n d same u wan2 b it.. (unless ur not sm1 who follows d natures laws :P) like it or not dats how it is supposd 2b.. now getin back 2d dudes who think dey wud get 2 befrnd women wid der men bashin speeches n by potrayin how much disgusted dey r 2b
1.. it gvs only 1 messge out jackass.. eithr ur not strait, or ur as perverted as d speeches or thots u share,its ur own frustations n by potrayin such a picture ur probably getin d most dirt 4 ur d artist f it.. besides i blv ladies 2day r smart enuf 2 dat ur jst a jerks whose actin like evn a bigger 1.
anthr thing wich mks me go haha is dat women claim 2b d weaker 1 in laauuuuvvv .. while d funny story is in most f d cases u mk d guy dance arnd on ur finger tips.. i knw cpl f frnds who r no more den jst puppets in der gurls hands n i laff ahrd at it.. i mean cumon d guy wud b waitin 4 hours 4d women.. now dis 1 is funny... dude u dnt hold ur gurls bag.. its s ladies bag n u look funny holdin it.. but ask d ladies dey say it cute cos dey r merely fooling u.. :D lol... all d stupid ass things a guy gota do 4d lady love only cos she finds dem sweet.. n if nething oges wrong n guy is 2b blamed 4.. evr realisd by a guy wud cheat.. well u mk hium do such stupid stuff ..wot is d poor chap expctd 2do.. cos u want let go f him easily .so he aint got no clue how 2 brk up.. cos deep donw u knw.. dis 1 u were able 2 mk move as per ur requiremnt wot if d nxt 1 wnt b d same.. c u start thinkin abt it.. u gt skeleton in ur own closet.. n bash up d poor chap... :P ahh.. n d idea dat men r not emotinal n play wid gurls sentiments.. lemme tell u 1 thing.. d male spicies is far more emotional wen compared 2d opposite sex, coswhile u gurl hv found a way f cryin n tekin all ur negatv emotions out, d process does not comes vry natural 2us guys.. not preachin d men dont cry things.. but wid women its a tear here n der like 4 alwaz.. dats not our case,, n u blame d guy aftr brk up..lol.. i find dis funny. but u c aftr a brk d gurl cries n has 10 shoulders 2 lean on.. n in no tym u find dat true laauuvv of urs yet again.. while d guy is like ok.. now where 2go :P :P,,, n if he cries den hahaha is wot he gets 4m us frnds.. cos cryin like a lil gurl... aww soo sweet lol...hahahahahahahaha funny thing..lemme share an equation wid u .. probably all f u hv read dis n it makes sense.. n gurls wid not a gud sense of humur plzz u can go past dis.. only d1s who can read it..(nehw u all gona read it :P).. its funny n kinda stupid, but still d person who came up wid dis ws sure a smart head.. n smhw dunno y i feel it ws a female specimen who must hv had derived dis
MONEY * TIME = GIRL (dats true ask d guys n u probably knw it urself)
MONEY * MONEY = GIRL (for dey say TIME=MONEY)
(MONEY)2 = GIRL (as in money square)
(/EVIL)2 = GIRL (as in money is root of all evil)
EVIL = GIRL (cos d underroot n square cancel each othr :P)
n hence pure evil u women :D.. but dnt v laauuuvvvv d evil :P
cumin back 2 post brk up ...den der r guys who go 4 on excessive alcohol n drugs.. well dey r fools n if dey act like 1 den not evn d almghty god can help dem...
so all am sayin is ...gud or bad its totaly ur cal.. u dcyd wot u wan2 do u wanna keep getin ur pleasures f bashing men or try n b on not so bashfull side.. u knw not a suitabl example here.. but i blv human beings can fit in wot evr dey mk up der mind 4.. so its on u ladies now... v all knw 1 rotten apple spoils d rest all 2.. now u dcyd u wanna bash dat 1 rotten apple or pik d 1 wich is not so rotten?? u wana concentrate all ur energies on d rotten 1s wich u knw can nvr 2 gud again.. n in d tym u mk merry basjin it.. der r chances f d smarter women takin away d gud 1s..while u wll b stk wid ur bashin... dnt let d bashful guys tk away all ur tym n d not so bashful 1s u miss out.. as u all r mature enuf ..so lets not enter dis stupid debate of wich sex is superior.. cos eithr wayz SEX is superior hahahaha .. (d women i feel will go ahhh here while d men will hv gud laf like me).. now men n women r suposd 2b toghtr ..it hs alwaz been like dat n will b like dat 4alwaz.. n if it mk any bttr 4 u females..den yes i accpt here on my part n mani othrs who think like me.. dat women r indeed d stronger sex (only not physically) n kudos 2d women power.. no if or BUTT attached :P...but still u wan2 write on how u like d male bashin do dat.. cos its 2 much fun readin it.. n seriously u ladies gota improve ur sense f humuor... yes not d humuor whr it gets ugly n disgusting but al neat fun u mst knw how 2 njoy... now i dunno wot all i hv written up here.. cant afford 2 read it n chk.. guess wud b long post ..yet again,, but den so much i gota say lol.... n i hv tried 2 mk it more readbl 4 d ppl by makin paras...spare me on d short hand .. cant help usin dem..
n probably aftr readin dis post.. a few ppl who knw me personally wud b like OKAY.. but i assume dat dey knw me far more bttr den dis n r mature enuf wid gud sense f humuor not 2tk things othrwise.. but nvrdless. here i hv anthr post :P feels gud.. cos postin is 1 big task 4me.. moreovr not much 2 write des days. so njoy dis post .. thot wud gv a disclaimer in start f it.. but den dat wud kill d fun of it so .. njoy :P :P
SCHIZOPHRENIC CONVERSATIONS did.. :P now i had no clue wot dis means but i like 2 use songs title as my post name so dis 1 seemd nice .. u findout d meain f it urself(if ur accepting d fact ur not smart enuf ..like me...n i mean 2 say here.. dat am not vry smart eithr.. ) on blackle.com.. its a energy savin engine of google so use dat ppl n contribute in savin d planet.. well getin back 2d post.. now d title may or may not mk sense 2 wot u read
here.. but nvrdless u dnt need 2 relate 2 nethin u read here.. read it ..hv fun .. n go back 2ur same ol (boring if i may say so :P)life.. i guess since childhood hv alwaz come across dis stupid lil phenomenon whr d 2 sexes hv been tryin 2 outdo d othr n prove nothin.. tho wid yrs passin by d male specimen hv dcided not 2b wastin tym in it ..cos der r mani bttr othr things 2do :P...while d fairer sex as dey wud(but if i use stronger sex 4 men i wud b inviting trbl so i rathr not :D) like 2b calld i smhw find stil stk up wid d same ol stupid who is bttr den d othr issues..
CHAUVINIST PIGS.... :P now i hear dat word alot.. not dat am cald 1 all d tym.. ohh no no.. jst d women arnd like makin use f it alot .. i doubt haf f dem dnt evn knw d meanin f it .. jst dat dey like d heavy word n it mks dem feel gud sayin it... so d evry 3rd conversation dey gota bitch abt d men arnd dats wot u gona hear.. i find it funny ..hahahahahaha wot is it dat mks d women feel gud abt male bashing n y do evry 3rd females wants to c a guy bein beaten up by his gurl?? othrs terms like bastards .. dogs.. well u women wil hv mani more only i hv been blessed enuf not 2 hear beyond dis :P.. .. lemme tel u ladies 1 thing men r not chauvinist pigs or dogs or ne othr
stuff u like 2 relate dem wid.... trust me v can b far worse den dat :P ... but like i said if v wan2. but den again humans beings hv dis tendency.. wid mem women alike ..dat dey can b n do wotdey wan2 ..wid d kind f situation dey r in .. n wot d tyms expects f dem.. i find it really funny wen women equate guys 2 dog.. now if ur sayin men=dogs.. n ur d fairer sex 4 us den normal maths says women=bitches.. prove me wrong :D.. wot mk u call urself a bitch.. i pity u ladies ..hahahahahahahaha n am not sayin it ur sayin it urself .. n besides u say men r
not 2b trusted.. anthr funny thing.. dogs r supposd 2b d most trusted n like dey say dey r man's best frnd.. ahh evn d sayin goes man's best frnd.. well i dint made dat so catch d person who made it.. but if not goin in2 d technicality dogs r 2b best frnd 2 human beings.. bttr?? now i tend 2 find a positv wen women cal men dogs. its only dat ur sayin dat dey r d best frnd n most trust worthy is it?? c human beings can percv n get wot dey wan2 out f nething n evrything.. or is it jst d men in dis case?? lol besides dntvd guys lauuvvv d bitches :P :P mayb women wnt find d humour here but sure all my bretheren will...
tym n again d posts dat i read went sayin dat d women ends up being hurt n bein d jerk men r dnt really care n jst tend 2 njoy lives in evry aspct widout no emotions n stuff... d laauuuuvvv mks d females a sentimental fool n guys tk advntge f it.. now temme so mani years f evolution n u women still think ur d fools in all srt f emotinos?? wot is it ladies.. y do u wan2 underestimate urselves so much??cos wen itr cums 2 laauuuuv u can b waaayyyyy beyond den bein jst fools.. n u knw it.. den y blame d guy wen u urself dnt mk strong stands.. movies n books portray stuff
wich is 2 get u all sappy n stupid.. i smhow belive dat women r smarter den d stupid romanticas dat u read.. but den u talk f male bashin n how dat mks u feel gud n i cant help laffin.. now cumon lets keep d male female aside n think generally 4 once.. u say male bashin is fun n u like dat.. ok.. now netym wid 2 opponents d general masses alwaz welcums d victory f d underdogs n not d stronger 1s.. its dat wen d stronger 1 is bashed ppl arnd like it more.. now wen u say u like male bashin ..wot r u sayin?? u saying dat women r d weaker sex?? all des years so mani personalities men n women alike hv been tryin 2 brk dis myth n gurls 2day still r holdin on2 it?? u find a sense f pride wen a guy is hit out hard?? well evry1s tks more pride wen u defeat d stronger opppnent as compared 2 wen hv a weaker 1.. seriously think abt it..wots dats mks u feel gud wid male bashing??? i can only find d fact funny.. now if ur sayin dat bash up d fools who r born jerks n dunno how b behave in d civilized world wid human beings.. den go ahd beat dem up hard.. n trust me ur opposite sex wud b thr 2 help u out in dat bashin.. u c male bashin or
not.. wen needed d male specimen arnd u e alwaz goin 2b der.. now d thing wich i find wierd is dat certain guys 2r advocating d fact dat men jerks n dey dunno how 2 respect women.. i feel sorry 4d dudes n seriously such specimens need 2 GET A LIFE.. u tralk abt perversions n like it or not.. evry livivng bein has dem..wid only levels varyin .. u gota knw whr u gota draw d line d live respectfully in d world.. u trip ovr d line ur nothin but a !#$#!%$!$%& ,... n it holds gud 4 both d sexes.. d women mite arguee dat mostly men r d freaks n women d victims.. well not
denyin dat.. but den again u ladies r mature enuf 2 knw wots rite wots not.. who 2b wid who not.. d crime against women r so much on d high n due 2d fear f being attacked u bttr not move out at nite.. but at d same tym u feel safe n relaxd wid ur male counter parts arnd.. u c its d same male specimen dat u bash up n d same u wan2 b it.. (unless ur not sm1 who follows d natures laws :P) like it or not dats how it is supposd 2b.. now getin back 2d dudes who think dey wud get 2 befrnd women wid der men bashin speeches n by potrayin how much disgusted dey r 2b
1.. it gvs only 1 messge out jackass.. eithr ur not strait, or ur as perverted as d speeches or thots u share,its ur own frustations n by potrayin such a picture ur probably getin d most dirt 4 ur d artist f it.. besides i blv ladies 2day r smart enuf 2 dat ur jst a jerks whose actin like evn a bigger 1.
anthr thing wich mks me go haha is dat women claim 2b d weaker 1 in laauuuuvvv .. while d funny story is in most f d cases u mk d guy dance arnd on ur finger tips.. i knw cpl f frnds who r no more den jst puppets in der gurls hands n i laff ahrd at it.. i mean cumon d guy wud b waitin 4 hours 4d women.. now dis 1 is funny... dude u dnt hold ur gurls bag.. its s ladies bag n u look funny holdin it.. but ask d ladies dey say it cute cos dey r merely fooling u.. :D lol... all d stupid ass things a guy gota do 4d lady love only cos she finds dem sweet.. n if nething oges wrong n guy is 2b blamed 4.. evr realisd by a guy wud cheat.. well u mk hium do such stupid stuff ..wot is d poor chap expctd 2do.. cos u want let go f him easily .so he aint got no clue how 2 brk up.. cos deep donw u knw.. dis 1 u were able 2 mk move as per ur requiremnt wot if d nxt 1 wnt b d same.. c u start thinkin abt it.. u gt skeleton in ur own closet.. n bash up d poor chap... :P ahh.. n d idea dat men r not emotinal n play wid gurls sentiments.. lemme tell u 1 thing.. d male spicies is far more emotional wen compared 2d opposite sex, coswhile u gurl hv found a way f cryin n tekin all ur negatv emotions out, d process does not comes vry natural 2us guys.. not preachin d men dont cry things.. but wid women its a tear here n der like 4 alwaz.. dats not our case,, n u blame d guy aftr brk up..lol.. i find dis funny. but u c aftr a brk d gurl cries n has 10 shoulders 2 lean on.. n in no tym u find dat true laauuvv of urs yet again.. while d guy is like ok.. now where 2go :P :P,,, n if he cries den hahaha is wot he gets 4m us frnds.. cos cryin like a lil gurl... aww soo sweet lol...hahahahahahahaha funny thing..lemme share an equation wid u .. probably all f u hv read dis n it makes sense.. n gurls wid not a gud sense of humur plzz u can go past dis.. only d1s who can read it..(nehw u all gona read it :P).. its funny n kinda stupid, but still d person who came up wid dis ws sure a smart head.. n smhw dunno y i feel it ws a female specimen who must hv had derived dis
MONEY * TIME = GIRL (dats true ask d guys n u probably knw it urself)
MONEY * MONEY = GIRL (for dey say TIME=MONEY)
(MONEY)2 = GIRL (as in money square)
(/EVIL)2 = GIRL (as in money is root of all evil)
EVIL = GIRL (cos d underroot n square cancel each othr :P)
n hence pure evil u women :D.. but dnt v laauuuvvvv d evil :P
cumin back 2 post brk up ...den der r guys who go 4 on excessive alcohol n drugs.. well dey r fools n if dey act like 1 den not evn d almghty god can help dem...
so all am sayin is ...gud or bad its totaly ur cal.. u dcyd wot u wan2 do u wanna keep getin ur pleasures f bashing men or try n b on not so bashfull side.. u knw not a suitabl example here.. but i blv human beings can fit in wot evr dey mk up der mind 4.. so its on u ladies now... v all knw 1 rotten apple spoils d rest all 2.. now u dcyd u wanna bash dat 1 rotten apple or pik d 1 wich is not so rotten?? u wana concentrate all ur energies on d rotten 1s wich u knw can nvr 2 gud again.. n in d tym u mk merry basjin it.. der r chances f d smarter women takin away d gud 1s..while u wll b stk wid ur bashin... dnt let d bashful guys tk away all ur tym n d not so bashful 1s u miss out.. as u all r mature enuf ..so lets not enter dis stupid debate of wich sex is superior.. cos eithr wayz SEX is superior hahahaha .. (d women i feel will go ahhh here while d men will hv gud laf like me).. now men n women r suposd 2b toghtr ..it hs alwaz been like dat n will b like dat 4alwaz.. n if it mk any bttr 4 u females..den yes i accpt here on my part n mani othrs who think like me.. dat women r indeed d stronger sex (only not physically) n kudos 2d women power.. no if or BUTT attached :P...but still u wan2 write on how u like d male bashin do dat.. cos its 2 much fun readin it.. n seriously u ladies gota improve ur sense f humuor... yes not d humuor whr it gets ugly n disgusting but al neat fun u mst knw how 2 njoy... now i dunno wot all i hv written up here.. cant afford 2 read it n chk.. guess wud b long post ..yet again,, but den so much i gota say lol.... n i hv tried 2 mk it more readbl 4 d ppl by makin paras...spare me on d short hand .. cant help usin dem..
n probably aftr readin dis post.. a few ppl who knw me personally wud b like OKAY.. but i assume dat dey knw me far more bttr den dis n r mature enuf wid gud sense f humuor not 2tk things othrwise.. but nvrdless. here i hv anthr post :P feels gud.. cos postin is 1 big task 4me.. moreovr not much 2 write des days. so njoy dis post .. thot wud gv a disclaimer in start f it.. but den dat wud kill d fun of it so .. njoy :P :P
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I have been tagged!
monica has tagged me n being d lazy person i am its goin 2 tk a toll on me..n worse still hv 2 type it again..... 4d 1st 1 gt erased n a blank draft gt saved..nehw i will try to be honest with answers here.
The rules:
* Link the person who tagged you.
* Post these rules on your blog.
* Share your ABCs..
* Tag 3 people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.
* Let the 3 tagged people know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.
* Do not tag the same person repeatedly but try to tag different people, so that there is a big network of bloggers doing this tag!
The ABC of me...all that there is about me :p.. well almost..
A – Available/Single? single
B – Best friend? like d 2 othr frnds f mine.. d whole concept f best frnd doesnt goes wid me.. hv few gud n close frnds.... but unlike d odr 2.. i'll rather not name my near n dear 1s here.. dey knw who dey r.... besides in order 2b politically correct if i gota write names f all in 1 certain grp den it wnt b wot its supposd 2b :P:P .. so yes hv my own close knit frnds who i cant b widout
C – Cake or Pie? Cake cake cake all d way
D – Drink of choice? JD wid water n soda,nimbupani as in lemonade ,WATER n yes lots f juices
E – Essential item you use every day? My specs.. intellignt ans monica.. hope u dnt mind me borrowin d asn 4m urs.. but cant thnk f nethin bttr after readin specs as d asn.. n guess dis is 1 similarity btwen me n u.. :P:P rest all toh am nowhr near ur standards..
F – Favorite colour? black.. mks u look thin :D
G - (ok if none f u fillin d abc dint notice dat G is miisin in it den am surprised... so on suggestion f a frnd who hapn 2b d same 1 who tagged me.. am addin a ques wid g in d questnr.. addin d missing link)Good ,Bad, or Ugly? bad
H – Hometown? Saddi dilli
I – Indulgence? have many guess depends on d mood .. eatind n fooling arnd cud b majors 1s tho
J – January or February? January...new years kicks off.. n nite b4 have a gud reason 2 get drunk n b all hapi
K – Kids & their names? Not yet n so no names either.
L – Life is incomplete without? many things n ppl.. but all dos things n ppl gota get u HAPPINESS
M – Marriage date? dunno... can sm1 tell me??
N – Number of siblings? 2 sisters
O – Oranges or Apples? oranges
P – Phobias/Fears? bein all alone n losin d near n dear 1s...
Q – Quote for today? not jst 4 2day but 4 alwaz ""life is endless,so we never die,we were never really born" Dr. Brian Weiss 4m d book many lives many masters
R – Reason to smile? do u need a reason 2 smile???
S – Season? F.R.I.E.N.D.S. all 10 seasons :P:P
T – Tag 3 People? I tag thee,... wel who do i tag.. 2 3 f d ppl i knw hv alrdy been tagged n not mani i knw blog.. so lets c..
adam-http://ad-rustinpeace.blogspot.com/
aditi-http://nothingsprioritizedinmymind.blogspot.com/
viren-well d sailor aint got no blog link i have.besides d fool wud b smwhr in d sea so wnt fill dis neway
U – Unknown fact about me?.. hmm let d unknw remains such.. or guess der r mani unknw so can tell 1.. hmm ya ok ..so here it goes , can b very manipltv n mk use f hypocrisy at tyms... detest both d traits but u get wot u gv me.. so dcyd wot u want.. u b gud wid me i'll b my best.. now if dats not gud enuf 4 u den ur in wrong company... b bad n i dunno wots coming 4u
V – Vegetable you don't like?BOTTLE GOURD.. :P:P wonderin wot dis is find 4 urself.. i had 2 look out its name
W – Worst habit? being too moody n not forgiving easily
X – X-rays you've had? jst gt 1 done recently... wondering ws dat so i can fill up in dis quiz???left leg .. 4d knee... wot i got xrayed
Y – Your favorite food? d list is very long.. cant name any.. cos if i miss out on ne dish it wnt do justice 2 dos....
Z – Zodiac sign? GEMINI
n finally done hope dis tym it saves fine n gets published widout fail ....
The rules:
* Link the person who tagged you.
* Post these rules on your blog.
* Share your ABCs..
* Tag 3 people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.
* Let the 3 tagged people know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.
* Do not tag the same person repeatedly but try to tag different people, so that there is a big network of bloggers doing this tag!
The ABC of me...all that there is about me :p.. well almost..
A – Available/Single? single
B – Best friend? like d 2 othr frnds f mine.. d whole concept f best frnd doesnt goes wid me.. hv few gud n close frnds.... but unlike d odr 2.. i'll rather not name my near n dear 1s here.. dey knw who dey r.... besides in order 2b politically correct if i gota write names f all in 1 certain grp den it wnt b wot its supposd 2b :P:P .. so yes hv my own close knit frnds who i cant b widout
C – Cake or Pie? Cake cake cake all d way
D – Drink of choice? JD wid water n soda,nimbupani as in lemonade ,WATER n yes lots f juices
E – Essential item you use every day? My specs.. intellignt ans monica.. hope u dnt mind me borrowin d asn 4m urs.. but cant thnk f nethin bttr after readin specs as d asn.. n guess dis is 1 similarity btwen me n u.. :P:P rest all toh am nowhr near ur standards..
F – Favorite colour? black.. mks u look thin :D
G - (ok if none f u fillin d abc dint notice dat G is miisin in it den am surprised... so on suggestion f a frnd who hapn 2b d same 1 who tagged me.. am addin a ques wid g in d questnr.. addin d missing link)Good ,Bad, or Ugly? bad
H – Hometown? Saddi dilli
I – Indulgence? have many guess depends on d mood .. eatind n fooling arnd cud b majors 1s tho
J – January or February? January...new years kicks off.. n nite b4 have a gud reason 2 get drunk n b all hapi
K – Kids & their names? Not yet n so no names either.
L – Life is incomplete without? many things n ppl.. but all dos things n ppl gota get u HAPPINESS
M – Marriage date? dunno... can sm1 tell me??
N – Number of siblings? 2 sisters
O – Oranges or Apples? oranges
P – Phobias/Fears? bein all alone n losin d near n dear 1s...
Q – Quote for today? not jst 4 2day but 4 alwaz ""life is endless,so we never die,we were never really born" Dr. Brian Weiss 4m d book many lives many masters
R – Reason to smile? do u need a reason 2 smile???
S – Season? F.R.I.E.N.D.S. all 10 seasons :P:P
T – Tag 3 People? I tag thee,... wel who do i tag.. 2 3 f d ppl i knw hv alrdy been tagged n not mani i knw blog.. so lets c..
adam-http://ad-rustinpeace.blogspot.com/
aditi-http://nothingsprioritizedinmymind.blogspot.com/
viren-well d sailor aint got no blog link i have.besides d fool wud b smwhr in d sea so wnt fill dis neway
U – Unknown fact about me?.. hmm let d unknw remains such.. or guess der r mani unknw so can tell 1.. hmm ya ok ..so here it goes , can b very manipltv n mk use f hypocrisy at tyms... detest both d traits but u get wot u gv me.. so dcyd wot u want.. u b gud wid me i'll b my best.. now if dats not gud enuf 4 u den ur in wrong company... b bad n i dunno wots coming 4u
V – Vegetable you don't like?BOTTLE GOURD.. :P:P wonderin wot dis is find 4 urself.. i had 2 look out its name
W – Worst habit? being too moody n not forgiving easily
X – X-rays you've had? jst gt 1 done recently... wondering ws dat so i can fill up in dis quiz???left leg .. 4d knee... wot i got xrayed
Y – Your favorite food? d list is very long.. cant name any.. cos if i miss out on ne dish it wnt do justice 2 dos....
Z – Zodiac sign? GEMINI
n finally done hope dis tym it saves fine n gets published widout fail ....
Saturday, July 4, 2009
EXPEDITION 2 ABNORMALIA
ok dis is goin 2b really long.. so if u cant go thru d full thing it all gud not ur fault.. but i dnt like 2 write in parts so.. guess will put it all in ds1 only.. no 2b continued n stuff.. so if u tired readin ,u can gv up den n der itself.... njoy if u can...
d past few weeks hv been prtty evntful 4me.. on n move, n now cumin few weeks r goin 2b bed ridden .. wot a contrast.. its hardly been a week thru n am alrdy tired of stayin n bed all d tym.. hmm not smthing i thot i cud say, but v can nvr b 2 sure f nething can v??? ahh question marks, such a trademark of my blogs or as it seems 2me, but nvrdless am here bloggin more stuff so its all gud. now nothin hs been on d mind 4 past sm tym, d previous 1s were on d same lines n dint wanted 2 tk d ideas ne ahd , nw i alwaz ask myself y am i bloggin .... dis tym arnd am not havin ne thots in d mind dat i wanna get out here,, but rather its jst dat gt nothin much 2do wid lyin on bed 24x7.. so here i am tryin 2 wild away my tym n urs.. n ya lemme tk sm pride wen i say dis.. :P a few ppl luk 4wrd 2 readin my blogs ,hahaha .. ya ok so on public demand :P here is anthr 1 to kill ur tym.. now dis is goin 2b unlike wwot i hv cum up wid previously,, n lemme say dis am takin inspiration n idea f writin dis blog 4m a person whose writin skills r as smooth as d dance moves ne exprt can do... :D.. d person hs been a source f inspiration 4 few othrs in d past 2...so d idea isnt smthing new, probably u hv read such post b4, only yes d content wud b wot u definately hvnt read newhr else dats 4 sure.. now a cpl f weeks back i went a helluvah roadtrip.. d most random n sudden trip i hv evr cum across.. courtesy A FEW GOOD MEN :P :P actually 2 gud men.. get a cal friday nyt 2 mv out early sunday mornin n am game 4 it,, but arnd 11pm it changes n v gota mv out saturday mornin itself.. now wot am i supposd 2do.. get up pack my bags arnd 5 early mornin n tell my folks.. hi am leavin 4 arnd a week so c ya .. now luckily 4me it got 2 aftrnoon 4d journey 2 begin..so had sm tym 2 gathr d stuff 4d trip... n ya literally gathred d stuff.. lets c borrowed sneakers 4m 1 frnd.. floaters 4m anthr n d small bag pack 4m d 3rd,, so dats how d preprations started.. vry unlike me but alot unlikely was 2 hapn on d road, so dis ws nothin .. i nvr thot so.. but evrything hapns 4d 1st tym in life.. n alot hapnd .. a week long or rather 6days 2b precise trip seemed like a gud month long outing. hv alwaz hrd f d idea of brkfast in paris, lunch in london n so on in movies but exprncd d phenomenon myself.. well not exactly london paris... but brkfast at srinagar, lunch in joshimath n dinnr in badrinath.. well not smthin i wud hv thot off.. but den again thot nothin 4 wot ws 2 hapn n dats gud.. cos nothin hapnd dat 1 wud hv imagined,, but den again dat is d beauty f d roadtrip . now kicked off 4m delhi arnd 2 n landed in rishikesh arnd 9 in nyt.. now had 2 spend d nyt der,, n move out early mornin arnd 4 nxt day.n yes v did dat.. were up by 2:30 n on d road at 3:45AM..so had 2 stay 4d nyt.. n no hotel had ne room availbl al were full, so whr did v put up 4d nyt :D.. well sm myt think meyb camps n tents,, n hell no ur wrong, v slept 4d nyt on d terrace of a gaushala .. 4dos who cant understnd dat.. it d cow house whr :D.. nw dats exprnc trust me.. n strange as it myt sound.. it ws a fun exprnc not bad at all.. so nehw.. out f d gaushala n on d road .. had brkfast at d tea stall in srinagar arn 6 or 7 i guess... n on d road again.. njoyin d view n d dust n heat along wid it.. had 2 cover d nose wid hankerchf.. n ya hahah "push push .. shake shake it" now dos were d lines f a song dat seems 2 keep appearin in between of all songs at ramdon interval.. lol... nvr hrd more of it cos chnged it aftr d intro.. but funny story d intro alwaz played.. :D.. so b4 v realisd dat all d pushin n shakin stopped v were in joshimath.. cooled d car der 4 smtym n had lunch... d gates had der timins 2 move outta der n go ahd 2 badrinath.. so once d doors opened v were again on d run.. now v were headin 2 high places 2 escape d heat ,, but lil v knew not much refuge3 up above eithr.. now evnin landed in d DEVBHOOMI .. badrinath .. d alltitude got me alil breathless but guess wsnt much of a trbl..nehw tuk shower n went 2d temple.. n aftr dat.. were in bed dozin hard.. nxt ws again an early mornin.. gt ready had alil brkfast n left 4 MANA.. now dats d last village n ders no civilizations as such beyond dat point.. parkd d car der n went ahd 4 sm trekkin .. n hel yeah sure gt a lot 2 trek aftr dat :P... saw d "hindustan ki akhri dukan" missd out on d "hindustan ki akhri chai ki dunak" tho due 2 tym issues... but nvrdless wot v saw ws more 2 remmbr n cherish den 2 crib wot v dint get 2c.. d 4-5 km trek made us reach VASUDHARA.. now i'v nevr seen a beauty like dat.. water fall or wot.. u dnt knw but sure pleasure 4 eyes.. n yeah nt 2 miss out saw a glacier in front f me.. rathr sat ryt nxt 2it... enroute 2 d destination is wen i exprncd d real peace n solace... it sure explaind y all d babas find high mountains 2 meditate as ideal places... no sound excpt n nature's voice... no mattr how tired u wud get , once u reach wot u headin 4.. its all gone.. but hi only once u start ur way back whr 2 came 4m. dats wen u realise u gota b getin tired... so aftr d 10 km trek gt 2d car n continued d journey... on d way my fellow mates tuk dips in d holy river GANGES.. now i dint .. guess my sins cant b washed away in ganges :P.. but goin on wid d journey v reachd govindghat by 4 in d evnin.. now had 2 cross ovr d ghat n get 2 d start f 13km uphill trek 2 reach... smplace whose name i still cant remmber.. nehw .. anth of exprncs dat were 2 cum my way :D :P... 4d 1st tym in my life i had 2 use a public loo ... not a exprnc i wud hv wanted 2 hv .. but den again wen nature calls u cant defy it can u?? :P... so nehw govindghat v had 2 cross.. now it ws getin dark n d trek isnt lighted at nites so dey dnt allow u aftr a certain tym 2 go... but der ws a developmnt.. d usual bridge ws now a hangin brigde in true respect as one f its chords ws broken courtesy(wid all due respect 2d community) 500+ khalsas n der curiosity 2c d gushin water 4m a dam.. :P.. so went pass d temporary arngmnt n started d trek.. now gota realise have had alrdy trkd 10 km in d day.. now des 13 were not cumin vry rosy 2me.. now d 13 km strech is a wild way.. small villages in between but no plce 2 put up.. so eithr ur at d start or d end f it.. v sure started but my enrgy reservoirs sure were givin up, d othr2 only had 2 stop 4 me else guess dey cud hv had went all d way.... luckily 4 us aftr 3km v got sm shelter.. n beat dis d rooms were completed only like 3 4 days b4.. d finishing stil ws 2b done..so i considered ourselves damn lucky.. had dat not been der.. v wud hv been left all out in d dark n stranded in sm wild habitat 4 hours.. n 3km in between were d jungles.. wid wild bears n dunno wot else der... so dat room came as a great refuge 2 us.. toh i did feel alil bad 4 makin d othr 2 stop becos f me.. but cumon fallin f d clif wud hv benn worse so decided in stayin in 4d nyt.. nxt yet again a early mornin.. left d place at 5 n started d trek 2 d place whr v had 2 reach ... n 4m der u have valley of flowers 1 way 3km trek n hemkund sahib 8km trek.. d plans kept chngin thruout d journey,, while v were plannin 2 visit both d places.. once up der.. cud only manage valley f flower... n dat 2 saw d flowers on d way 2 valley n stopped 1 km b4 d valley... phew... damn am tired writin dis.. wonder how ppl gona read thru dis.. but hell yeah i went thru d whole trip.. n givin all d details wont b possble.. but still will write wot all i can..now d trek ws takin toll ovr me, so i decided 2 go slow n steady.. njoyin d view along n not stressin myself, dis sure made me lack behind my fellow mates but den again i cud no way match der stamina n strnght.. so i went on wid my speed njoyin d view n wonderin wot all ws i goin 2gt across on dis trip...` now ppl getin dwn were offerin glucose n toffees on d way... strngly no 1 was offrin water tho.. but den again khalsa zindabad :P.. again no offense der.. but an observation, so arnd 10 11 gt 2 d place whose name i dnt knw.. had brunch der n headed d valley f flowers.. now dis ws a beauty u gota c atlst once in ur lifetym... all natural habitat in d best way possble.. d whole exprnc wos amazin.. n guess wot in d very valley v played on our lives.. n am not jst sayin dis.. v actually were dat stupid 2 do dat... so nehw.. saw it all njoyd d view n went back 2 our refuge.. n gt our feet back in d bed.... so all dis n only only 2 3 dats thru in d trip.. phew.... hmm will tk a brk yaha...
n now i start again so early nxt morning v left again.. v hi so in 2 days v trekked arnd 40km dat 2 on hill slopes.. livin dangerously :P :P.. but njoyin evry momnet f it, so completin dis v headed back 2 govindghat d nxt early morning, n hi guess wot d hanging bridge awaited us.. now wid shaky legs v had 2 cross dat shaky bridge,, n ask me valley of flower made my heart sink once.. dis ws d 2nd tym d JAI MATA DI chants started in an undying way.. n hell yea v crossed it 1 piece,.. 4m der d journey down retracked...n ya trust me like dey say.. its not ovr yet.. ritely said by my mates .. picture abhi baki hai mere dost.. seems alot ws still 2 hapn.. n yes it did.. 1st tym in my life i tuk shower under a waterfall.. d natural shower.... d rest 2 washed d car.. :P :P.. i must say i ws blessed enuf 2go wid a company nt mani can get.. evn while trekkin i dint had 2 kary d bagpack.. cos it ws like 4gt abt karyin d bag.. it ws more den enuf if i cud kary myself :D... n still i lagged behind n it tuk me a hour more den d othr 2 2cmplt d 40km... but hi by d end f it all i did it :D.. so alls well .. n cumin back 2d natural shower.. it ws like lemme go in 1 last tym .. d water d so pure n cold.. cud sit in a pool of it 4 hrs, now v washed d car (technically not me bt d othr 2) n ourselves n went ahd on d journey.. nw on our way back 2 rishikesh v hapn v meet a naga baba... who dat is.. well d babas who do all d shrines visit on feet.. n naga as in naked.. now noble company dat i had alng..n i mean it 4 real. no sarcasm involvd... d baba askd if v had a vacnt seat n gv him lift till rishikesh..n :P :P der v go anthr f d xprnces,, now personally am not d kind of person or a KIND person 2 do such favor 2 ne1 specially sm random strnger,, but d noble n good soul dat my frnd is.. he decided v tk him along.. nehw v were goin der,, now again like i said.. i wudnt hv done dat.. wud hv apologised 2d baba(dats no gud tho.. no harm in takin d poor chap along but still dats me) n moved ahd.. but my frnd sure thinks othrwaz... n v gt d baba along wid us 2 rishikesh :D... xprnc?? oh yea .. sure it was.... n now d last nyt of d trip ... dis is whr v stayed d 1st nyt in rishikesh.. dis is whr v gota b on d last 2.. only dis tym not d gaushala.. :P :D... now raftin ws nvr on our minds... ask me wen movin out. i ws goin 2 valley f flowers only.. n wot all dint i c in btwen..... so now raftin.. hmm i ws alrdy getin home sick n tired on d run but... like dey say picture abhi baki hai... so jaha did so much.. yeh bhi sahi.... so nxt day raftin is wot v went 4... n me bein scared of water did it... n hell yeah i sat in d vry front f d raft... :P again not hw it ws supposd 2b but der i ended... funny story behind dat 2.. went in d waters ..wents thru d rapids...evn peeled of alil skin off my thumb while rowin.... had a cpl f assholes who were raftin wid us.. who seemd 2knew it all... n were true jackasses 2d core.. but evn der presence cud not hamper our excitemnt... tho wen it came 2 jumpin in d water 4m d rock... my fear gt d bttr f me n i chicknd out der.. but koi ni nxt tym ke liye bhi kuch rakhna chahiye :P.... so dis tym ganga snan bhi ho gaya.. paap dhule ya ni dat i dnt knw.. but talk abt havin a gud tym?? had a gr8 tym... alil road trip out off no whr ended up as d proper adventure trip wid all sort f exprncs n evnts in it... n like i said... 1 week seemd like a whole month, landed back in delhi d vry same day at nyt... so did wot all n ws all fine.. sure ws tired n whole body needed rest, but wot has 2 hapn hapns... nothin hapnd on d whole trip but.. 2 days later getin dwn on d ladder i twist my knee, lockin d knee cap... probably sm muscle gt damaged(i hope not tho.. no xray n MRI findin nethin in my case) so now on bed thru out d month.... :( had a trainin 2tk care off.. nvr went 2d concerd workplce aftr 4th f june n cant go in near future eithr ... mixed thots der.. but tryin 2 find d positv in it,, am glad no fractre hapnd.. n wid tym hopefully it will heal on itself widout no surgery requird..so lets c wots more in store in d cumin days... as 4 d past cpl f weeks.. wot all havnt a went thru... n still dunno wot all am supoosd 2... so kudos if u hv mangd 2 read dis far.. n am glad sm1 did :P.. cos i myself wudnt read suc h a long post... gets borin 2 read so much in 1 go, ohh i 4gt d most hapnin part f d trip.. d bhoole tigers :P like my frnd wud call dem.. i alwaz hrd ppl sayin nvr go on mountains in ur car .. n hill drivin is tof n risky n wot allonly SUV's gud wen u goin on mountains... v guys went in d small car n no worries der... n beat dis n khalsa army goes on bikes n scooters.... guts n wot all needed 2do dis... only my sikh brethren can do dat... hats off 2u guys.... so wid dis i guess i shud stop.. readin all dis myt not appeal 2u much, but trust me ppl u gota go 2d places i mentiond... yes der wud b bttr places.. but dis ws among d best dat i hv been 2 n sure wud like 2 visit dem again smtym ...dnt hv d pic wid me yet else sure wud hv attached few along wid d blog....nehw till d tym i gt back 2d places again dis blog will help me remmber d trip wich i wnt 4gt in d near future...
d past few weeks hv been prtty evntful 4me.. on n move, n now cumin few weeks r goin 2b bed ridden .. wot a contrast.. its hardly been a week thru n am alrdy tired of stayin n bed all d tym.. hmm not smthing i thot i cud say, but v can nvr b 2 sure f nething can v??? ahh question marks, such a trademark of my blogs or as it seems 2me, but nvrdless am here bloggin more stuff so its all gud. now nothin hs been on d mind 4 past sm tym, d previous 1s were on d same lines n dint wanted 2 tk d ideas ne ahd , nw i alwaz ask myself y am i bloggin .... dis tym arnd am not havin ne thots in d mind dat i wanna get out here,, but rather its jst dat gt nothin much 2do wid lyin on bed 24x7.. so here i am tryin 2 wild away my tym n urs.. n ya lemme tk sm pride wen i say dis.. :P a few ppl luk 4wrd 2 readin my blogs ,hahaha .. ya ok so on public demand :P here is anthr 1 to kill ur tym.. now dis is goin 2b unlike wwot i hv cum up wid previously,, n lemme say dis am takin inspiration n idea f writin dis blog 4m a person whose writin skills r as smooth as d dance moves ne exprt can do... :D.. d person hs been a source f inspiration 4 few othrs in d past 2...so d idea isnt smthing new, probably u hv read such post b4, only yes d content wud b wot u definately hvnt read newhr else dats 4 sure.. now a cpl f weeks back i went a helluvah roadtrip.. d most random n sudden trip i hv evr cum across.. courtesy A FEW GOOD MEN :P :P actually 2 gud men.. get a cal friday nyt 2 mv out early sunday mornin n am game 4 it,, but arnd 11pm it changes n v gota mv out saturday mornin itself.. now wot am i supposd 2do.. get up pack my bags arnd 5 early mornin n tell my folks.. hi am leavin 4 arnd a week so c ya .. now luckily 4me it got 2 aftrnoon 4d journey 2 begin..so had sm tym 2 gathr d stuff 4d trip... n ya literally gathred d stuff.. lets c borrowed sneakers 4m 1 frnd.. floaters 4m anthr n d small bag pack 4m d 3rd,, so dats how d preprations started.. vry unlike me but alot unlikely was 2 hapn on d road, so dis ws nothin .. i nvr thot so.. but evrything hapns 4d 1st tym in life.. n alot hapnd .. a week long or rather 6days 2b precise trip seemed like a gud month long outing. hv alwaz hrd f d idea of brkfast in paris, lunch in london n so on in movies but exprncd d phenomenon myself.. well not exactly london paris... but brkfast at srinagar, lunch in joshimath n dinnr in badrinath.. well not smthin i wud hv thot off.. but den again thot nothin 4 wot ws 2 hapn n dats gud.. cos nothin hapnd dat 1 wud hv imagined,, but den again dat is d beauty f d roadtrip . now kicked off 4m delhi arnd 2 n landed in rishikesh arnd 9 in nyt.. now had 2 spend d nyt der,, n move out early mornin arnd 4 nxt day.n yes v did dat.. were up by 2:30 n on d road at 3:45AM..so had 2 stay 4d nyt.. n no hotel had ne room availbl al were full, so whr did v put up 4d nyt :D.. well sm myt think meyb camps n tents,, n hell no ur wrong, v slept 4d nyt on d terrace of a gaushala .. 4dos who cant understnd dat.. it d cow house whr :D.. nw dats exprnc trust me.. n strange as it myt sound.. it ws a fun exprnc not bad at all.. so nehw.. out f d gaushala n on d road .. had brkfast at d tea stall in srinagar arn 6 or 7 i guess... n on d road again.. njoyin d view n d dust n heat along wid it.. had 2 cover d nose wid hankerchf.. n ya hahah "push push .. shake shake it" now dos were d lines f a song dat seems 2 keep appearin in between of all songs at ramdon interval.. lol... nvr hrd more of it cos chnged it aftr d intro.. but funny story d intro alwaz played.. :D.. so b4 v realisd dat all d pushin n shakin stopped v were in joshimath.. cooled d car der 4 smtym n had lunch... d gates had der timins 2 move outta der n go ahd 2 badrinath.. so once d doors opened v were again on d run.. now v were headin 2 high places 2 escape d heat ,, but lil v knew not much refuge3 up above eithr.. now evnin landed in d DEVBHOOMI .. badrinath .. d alltitude got me alil breathless but guess wsnt much of a trbl..nehw tuk shower n went 2d temple.. n aftr dat.. were in bed dozin hard.. nxt ws again an early mornin.. gt ready had alil brkfast n left 4 MANA.. now dats d last village n ders no civilizations as such beyond dat point.. parkd d car der n went ahd 4 sm trekkin .. n hel yeah sure gt a lot 2 trek aftr dat :P... saw d "hindustan ki akhri dukan" missd out on d "hindustan ki akhri chai ki dunak" tho due 2 tym issues... but nvrdless wot v saw ws more 2 remmbr n cherish den 2 crib wot v dint get 2c.. d 4-5 km trek made us reach VASUDHARA.. now i'v nevr seen a beauty like dat.. water fall or wot.. u dnt knw but sure pleasure 4 eyes.. n yeah nt 2 miss out saw a glacier in front f me.. rathr sat ryt nxt 2it... enroute 2 d destination is wen i exprncd d real peace n solace... it sure explaind y all d babas find high mountains 2 meditate as ideal places... no sound excpt n nature's voice... no mattr how tired u wud get , once u reach wot u headin 4.. its all gone.. but hi only once u start ur way back whr 2 came 4m. dats wen u realise u gota b getin tired... so aftr d 10 km trek gt 2d car n continued d journey... on d way my fellow mates tuk dips in d holy river GANGES.. now i dint .. guess my sins cant b washed away in ganges :P.. but goin on wid d journey v reachd govindghat by 4 in d evnin.. now had 2 cross ovr d ghat n get 2 d start f 13km uphill trek 2 reach... smplace whose name i still cant remmber.. nehw .. anth of exprncs dat were 2 cum my way :D :P... 4d 1st tym in my life i had 2 use a public loo ... not a exprnc i wud hv wanted 2 hv .. but den again wen nature calls u cant defy it can u?? :P... so nehw govindghat v had 2 cross.. now it ws getin dark n d trek isnt lighted at nites so dey dnt allow u aftr a certain tym 2 go... but der ws a developmnt.. d usual bridge ws now a hangin brigde in true respect as one f its chords ws broken courtesy(wid all due respect 2d community) 500+ khalsas n der curiosity 2c d gushin water 4m a dam.. :P.. so went pass d temporary arngmnt n started d trek.. now gota realise have had alrdy trkd 10 km in d day.. now des 13 were not cumin vry rosy 2me.. now d 13 km strech is a wild way.. small villages in between but no plce 2 put up.. so eithr ur at d start or d end f it.. v sure started but my enrgy reservoirs sure were givin up, d othr2 only had 2 stop 4 me else guess dey cud hv had went all d way.... luckily 4 us aftr 3km v got sm shelter.. n beat dis d rooms were completed only like 3 4 days b4.. d finishing stil ws 2b done..so i considered ourselves damn lucky.. had dat not been der.. v wud hv been left all out in d dark n stranded in sm wild habitat 4 hours.. n 3km in between were d jungles.. wid wild bears n dunno wot else der... so dat room came as a great refuge 2 us.. toh i did feel alil bad 4 makin d othr 2 stop becos f me.. but cumon fallin f d clif wud hv benn worse so decided in stayin in 4d nyt.. nxt yet again a early mornin.. left d place at 5 n started d trek 2 d place whr v had 2 reach ... n 4m der u have valley of flowers 1 way 3km trek n hemkund sahib 8km trek.. d plans kept chngin thruout d journey,, while v were plannin 2 visit both d places.. once up der.. cud only manage valley f flower... n dat 2 saw d flowers on d way 2 valley n stopped 1 km b4 d valley... phew... damn am tired writin dis.. wonder how ppl gona read thru dis.. but hell yeah i went thru d whole trip.. n givin all d details wont b possble.. but still will write wot all i can..now d trek ws takin toll ovr me, so i decided 2 go slow n steady.. njoyin d view along n not stressin myself, dis sure made me lack behind my fellow mates but den again i cud no way match der stamina n strnght.. so i went on wid my speed njoyin d view n wonderin wot all ws i goin 2gt across on dis trip...` now ppl getin dwn were offerin glucose n toffees on d way... strngly no 1 was offrin water tho.. but den again khalsa zindabad :P.. again no offense der.. but an observation, so arnd 10 11 gt 2 d place whose name i dnt knw.. had brunch der n headed d valley f flowers.. now dis ws a beauty u gota c atlst once in ur lifetym... all natural habitat in d best way possble.. d whole exprnc wos amazin.. n guess wot in d very valley v played on our lives.. n am not jst sayin dis.. v actually were dat stupid 2 do dat... so nehw.. saw it all njoyd d view n went back 2 our refuge.. n gt our feet back in d bed.... so all dis n only only 2 3 dats thru in d trip.. phew.... hmm will tk a brk yaha...
n now i start again so early nxt morning v left again.. v hi so in 2 days v trekked arnd 40km dat 2 on hill slopes.. livin dangerously :P :P.. but njoyin evry momnet f it, so completin dis v headed back 2 govindghat d nxt early morning, n hi guess wot d hanging bridge awaited us.. now wid shaky legs v had 2 cross dat shaky bridge,, n ask me valley of flower made my heart sink once.. dis ws d 2nd tym d JAI MATA DI chants started in an undying way.. n hell yea v crossed it 1 piece,.. 4m der d journey down retracked...n ya trust me like dey say.. its not ovr yet.. ritely said by my mates .. picture abhi baki hai mere dost.. seems alot ws still 2 hapn.. n yes it did.. 1st tym in my life i tuk shower under a waterfall.. d natural shower.... d rest 2 washed d car.. :P :P.. i must say i ws blessed enuf 2go wid a company nt mani can get.. evn while trekkin i dint had 2 kary d bagpack.. cos it ws like 4gt abt karyin d bag.. it ws more den enuf if i cud kary myself :D... n still i lagged behind n it tuk me a hour more den d othr 2 2cmplt d 40km... but hi by d end f it all i did it :D.. so alls well .. n cumin back 2d natural shower.. it ws like lemme go in 1 last tym .. d water d so pure n cold.. cud sit in a pool of it 4 hrs, now v washed d car (technically not me bt d othr 2) n ourselves n went ahd on d journey.. nw on our way back 2 rishikesh v hapn v meet a naga baba... who dat is.. well d babas who do all d shrines visit on feet.. n naga as in naked.. now noble company dat i had alng..n i mean it 4 real. no sarcasm involvd... d baba askd if v had a vacnt seat n gv him lift till rishikesh..n :P :P der v go anthr f d xprnces,, now personally am not d kind of person or a KIND person 2 do such favor 2 ne1 specially sm random strnger,, but d noble n good soul dat my frnd is.. he decided v tk him along.. nehw v were goin der,, now again like i said.. i wudnt hv done dat.. wud hv apologised 2d baba(dats no gud tho.. no harm in takin d poor chap along but still dats me) n moved ahd.. but my frnd sure thinks othrwaz... n v gt d baba along wid us 2 rishikesh :D... xprnc?? oh yea .. sure it was.... n now d last nyt of d trip ... dis is whr v stayed d 1st nyt in rishikesh.. dis is whr v gota b on d last 2.. only dis tym not d gaushala.. :P :D... now raftin ws nvr on our minds... ask me wen movin out. i ws goin 2 valley f flowers only.. n wot all dint i c in btwen..... so now raftin.. hmm i ws alrdy getin home sick n tired on d run but... like dey say picture abhi baki hai... so jaha did so much.. yeh bhi sahi.... so nxt day raftin is wot v went 4... n me bein scared of water did it... n hell yeah i sat in d vry front f d raft... :P again not hw it ws supposd 2b but der i ended... funny story behind dat 2.. went in d waters ..wents thru d rapids...evn peeled of alil skin off my thumb while rowin.... had a cpl f assholes who were raftin wid us.. who seemd 2knew it all... n were true jackasses 2d core.. but evn der presence cud not hamper our excitemnt... tho wen it came 2 jumpin in d water 4m d rock... my fear gt d bttr f me n i chicknd out der.. but koi ni nxt tym ke liye bhi kuch rakhna chahiye :P.... so dis tym ganga snan bhi ho gaya.. paap dhule ya ni dat i dnt knw.. but talk abt havin a gud tym?? had a gr8 tym... alil road trip out off no whr ended up as d proper adventure trip wid all sort f exprncs n evnts in it... n like i said... 1 week seemd like a whole month, landed back in delhi d vry same day at nyt... so did wot all n ws all fine.. sure ws tired n whole body needed rest, but wot has 2 hapn hapns... nothin hapnd on d whole trip but.. 2 days later getin dwn on d ladder i twist my knee, lockin d knee cap... probably sm muscle gt damaged(i hope not tho.. no xray n MRI findin nethin in my case) so now on bed thru out d month.... :( had a trainin 2tk care off.. nvr went 2d concerd workplce aftr 4th f june n cant go in near future eithr ... mixed thots der.. but tryin 2 find d positv in it,, am glad no fractre hapnd.. n wid tym hopefully it will heal on itself widout no surgery requird..so lets c wots more in store in d cumin days... as 4 d past cpl f weeks.. wot all havnt a went thru... n still dunno wot all am supoosd 2... so kudos if u hv mangd 2 read dis far.. n am glad sm1 did :P.. cos i myself wudnt read suc h a long post... gets borin 2 read so much in 1 go, ohh i 4gt d most hapnin part f d trip.. d bhoole tigers :P like my frnd wud call dem.. i alwaz hrd ppl sayin nvr go on mountains in ur car .. n hill drivin is tof n risky n wot allonly SUV's gud wen u goin on mountains... v guys went in d small car n no worries der... n beat dis n khalsa army goes on bikes n scooters.... guts n wot all needed 2do dis... only my sikh brethren can do dat... hats off 2u guys.... so wid dis i guess i shud stop.. readin all dis myt not appeal 2u much, but trust me ppl u gota go 2d places i mentiond... yes der wud b bttr places.. but dis ws among d best dat i hv been 2 n sure wud like 2 visit dem again smtym ...dnt hv d pic wid me yet else sure wud hv attached few along wid d blog....nehw till d tym i gt back 2d places again dis blog will help me remmber d trip wich i wnt 4gt in d near future...
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
PhOnEy sMiLeS & FaKe hElLos
now been sm tym since i last blogged so myt b a lil rusty dis tym arnd.. but nvrthless anthr beginning at last evr wondered y 1 wud bolg??is it d daily evnts 1 wud put dnw??or d frustations v nvr share out in d open??? random thots wich seems so wierd n strange??? or smtyms mayb jst 4d fun of it.. y am i writin dis thing?? mani reasons i guess , well 4 starters gt nothin bttr 2do, been on an extnded holiday mode so thot y not do smthin 4d society (:P ok bloggin doin smthin 4d society hahahaha ahhmmm...)newaz reasons... hmmm, comin across ppl in life... say sm 4m d past aftr long times or new 1s, wonderin how does each n evry day brings abt new changes in ppl, der way of life, d way of thinkin... 1 new addition 2a person n der perspctv change 2wards evrything.. how dey start speakin each othrs tongue.. d influence v hv on our peers n vice versa, now is dis influence makin us bttr ppl, or makin us 4gt who v r?? dey say good n bad 2 sides of d same coin but wot r v getin?? is it head or tails 4us?? n who is d 1 flippin dis coin?? y does its alwaz d gud syd all wan2 c n show n nvr cum across d bad 1?? amidst all dis goodness n friendly air do v realise dat so mani tyms v r jst fakin arnd.. b it our behaviour , d way v meet othrs... like d title sez ..phoney smiles n fake hellos.. while inside u knw wots goin on.. how well u like d company f d person presnt, d comfrt level dat person has wid ur presence... all pretendin hw elated dey r 2b der while d reality is far 4m wot it seems,, but smtyms maby des is wots requrd, jst 2 shw smthin dats not aftr all u gt ur whole life ahd of u.. dis person dis moment will soon b a thing of past den y not jst let dis thing b.. aft all des fake smiles only makin d worst go away, ..wot wen d harsh emotions replace dis sweet air tho not real n uncmfrtabl.. hw comfrtable is reality goin 2b?? newaz guess dat all 4 d individuals 2 dcd demslves n work out wots best ... in d words f a gr8 soul"choose wot u wish 2 blv.. choose wot u wish 2 c, ... cos v live no more"d falsehood v kary along is d1 wich mks it all kickin.. smtyms mks evry1 stick 2gtr.. or mayb dats nthr thot 2 jst mk 1 blv its all gud, funny thing u meet a random person 4m past n eithr f u jst cant stand each othr but how u gona hugg dem n sport ur best smile evr.. n how all d phrases like "stay in touch" "lets mk a scn soon" "will catch u later" n ya ofcourse share d mobiles numbers.. hahaha only 2 nvr call in most f d cases.. like i said funny story ... n evn more crazy d social networkings.. wid ppl comin across each othr almst evry day but d best interaction dey can hv wud b on sm social netwrkin.. mayb cos it easy not 2 hv 2put up d fake smiles der cos d smileys do dat work :P like dis 1 n mani more... wots der dat mks a person get along wid 1 while cant stand sm1 esle... goin by d theory f algebre.. well thot shud use in my bloggin bein a mathematical student....dey say X=y n y=z makes x=z,,, but x bein comfrtbl wid y n y bein wid z doesnt neccrly mks x gud wid z n thus d phoney hellos surface 2 save a law of great mathematicians... lolzz.. so it goes well dwn in history 2... ok mayb its easy 2 deal dis way wid our past.. but d past ws present 1 day n wot used 2 hapn den?? nthr funny story :P think abt it n u gona hv a gud laf, smtyms it feels lyf's 2 short 2hv things against sm1 n y waste it in jst makin thing worse.. n smtyms jst certain things becum soooooooooo long dat all d friction comes out loud.. so shrt sweet life wid long bittr exprnces... so let all d fakenss n pheny hellos prevail cos d smile do lie along wid dem.. u nver knw wen des plastc smiles mayb wash away all dats not 2b ....n all v wud b left wid wud b d Smiles n hellos .... n ofcourse in d tyms of technology y 4gt d smileys:P :) ;) :> :X n mani more ..guess certain of us r bttr den othrs in placin d smileys .. certainly ppl i knw who r bttr den me at dat... nehw enuf of d blog 4now,, nothin more comin 2d head.. so till d tym it cooks up smthin again lets all b wid d smiles n hellos wid nothin phoeny or fake......
Monday, December 29, 2008
demise of sanity
ok ..y am i writin dis ??? y dnt knw .. is it gona mk ne sense??? i cant say.. guess smtyms in life v jst do thing v really dnt knw y v doin dem.. or mayb v dnt wan2 knw smthings... at certain points in life 1 gota look back n realise wot hv v got out of it.. or wot hv v given 2 life.... or is it jst 22yrs of total waste, whr sme othr soul wud hv had mde bttr use of d life given, gota ask 1self am i livin or jst existin, u feel ur life sux.. its all hell 4u , whiled reality is dat its bttr den mani othr arnd u, but am i doin justice 2 dis life am livin??? wot is 1 supposd 2do wen nothin in life is goin ryt 4 u n d time passin by only mskes it worse ..... d air arnd u gloomy n all negative vibes 365 days a yr, how long is 1 supposd 2 jst keep der minds away 4m d reality arnd dem... is it ryt 2 tk d easy way out cos u knw ur not strng enuf 2 tk d ryt way , 2do d ryt thing.... do v need 2 mend d ways n face d hardships or ignore d consequenses.... does d fake world 1 spins arnd gona b of ne refuge or only pave way or our own graves ,,, wot hapns wen d only 1's u care bout mk u all frustated n irritated??? u cant stand dem but cant affrd 2 loose dem eithr... wot does it tks 2 hv a peacefull life.. or is it jst d grave whr 1 can rest in peace??? o i 4gt not evn der cos dats only beginnin of d othr life.. damn des selfhelp life chngin exprenc books... wen d doomsday is ryt on ur head n u hv no whr no run wot is 1 2do den??? b all lost?? kill d soul?? commit suicide?? no my frnd cant evn do dat cos d suicidal efforts only gona mk u live d hardships f life u hv had uptil den once again.. dnt v here bout d karmas n life lessons, so killin 1self 1 f d easist way so out f options now.... now wot ???jst live wid a world filld wid gloom u4?? d ppl who care bout r all wot hapnd?? wots wrong?? but dey cant help unless u allow dem 2.. but do u really desrve des ppl??? des r d 1s who help u outta ur daily routine life n gv u a reson 2 live, but do v really desrve dem??? bein d lame lazy loser , gona lose dem all 1day , den wot??? r v livin or jst existin?? is ne gud left in us?? can v find 1 reason not 2 mk life of des ppl.... d family d frnds, horrble jst bcos our brains r fuckd up like hell??? dey dint do nothin wrong 2 desrve a fool like us, jst like v cant find a reason wot did v do 2desrve des souls arnd us???y is it dat d 1s u care bout r d 1s wid whome u often end up messin up ur relation wid???is it really worth it?? but wot wen things jst nvr go ryt 4u??? its only d wrong which keeps on hapnin ryt 4u??? a wise man said once"u nvr knw wen u so damn high on d blessed hellride".. n bamm... u end up in ur own grave.. do d death march n fall dwn wid nothin 2 cling on2... nvr did nethin ryt??? no gud in ur own life.. but yes can critisize othrs,mke dem look likde fool... wen ws d last tym v saw our own true image in d mirror?? wnt it b easy 2 c our true selves den 2 show othrs der?? cant appreciate others... but knw wot guys.. give me smthin dat is worth applaudin,, dat i genuinly gud.. i knw wot all crap u do jst 2 mk n image f u.... b all awesum n gr8... do dat b hapi ... but hi... i dnt tell u d crap u do is ryt or wrong.. so spare me n dnt tell me wots wrong n wots wrong wid me.. cos ya nothin can b ryt wid me,,dnt u fuckin gimme ne advc n attitude... am tryin 2 look myself in d mirror .. u do d same..
am not a gud person n am jst f9 wid dat... i cant do nothin ryt... dats my problem let me handle dat.. am bein unreasnbl, so let it b... its a total waste f life in me... allw me 2 drag my sorry arse 2my grave ... let d insanity prevail arnd me... cos i cant run away 4m smthin dat makes me... wots life wots death??? life's ultimate destination???is it d end dat mattrs or how v achvd it??? wot lesson am i 2 learn 4m dis life.. wots makin d head go bizzare.. y cant it all b d way it alwaz hv it untill smtym now... n sm wud say BE OPTIMISTIC.... be hapi dnt wory all wud b f9.. like d selfhelp books say.... but can i run away 4m d reality??? n pretend 2b all hapi n optimistc wen day in day out u jst find same old gloominess arnd u??? isnt it human nature not 2 tk nothin beynd a saturation point?? u dnt do nothin wrong n ppl keep on poitin fingers at u 4 smthin u nvr did... y cant dey jst let 1 b in peace... but r des trbls really arnd us?? or is it jst a state f mind??can sm1 else really mk life terrible 4 ppl or is it 1 demselves makin our own lives hell n findin excuses 2 blame it on othrs??? u knw it all n stil u do it wrong??? who is 2 blame 4 1s plight??? fuck d crazy brains cos it only makes life bizzare.. shud v live in d moment n not think of wot will cum outta it or b all calculatv?? is der ne1 who is goin 2 b der 4u alwaz or u will go jst d way u came?? bare naked in evry aspct of life..... hv i lost my sanity or am i on d verge of losin it??? whr do des thots cum 4m?? n y do dey blow my brains away... hw long is dis phase of dis hellride gona continue?? ?whr am gona land aftr dis?? wot crap am i bloggin here?? is it in true sense d demise of sanity????
am not a gud person n am jst f9 wid dat... i cant do nothin ryt... dats my problem let me handle dat.. am bein unreasnbl, so let it b... its a total waste f life in me... allw me 2 drag my sorry arse 2my grave ... let d insanity prevail arnd me... cos i cant run away 4m smthin dat makes me... wots life wots death??? life's ultimate destination???is it d end dat mattrs or how v achvd it??? wot lesson am i 2 learn 4m dis life.. wots makin d head go bizzare.. y cant it all b d way it alwaz hv it untill smtym now... n sm wud say BE OPTIMISTIC.... be hapi dnt wory all wud b f9.. like d selfhelp books say.... but can i run away 4m d reality??? n pretend 2b all hapi n optimistc wen day in day out u jst find same old gloominess arnd u??? isnt it human nature not 2 tk nothin beynd a saturation point?? u dnt do nothin wrong n ppl keep on poitin fingers at u 4 smthin u nvr did... y cant dey jst let 1 b in peace... but r des trbls really arnd us?? or is it jst a state f mind??can sm1 else really mk life terrible 4 ppl or is it 1 demselves makin our own lives hell n findin excuses 2 blame it on othrs??? u knw it all n stil u do it wrong??? who is 2 blame 4 1s plight??? fuck d crazy brains cos it only makes life bizzare.. shud v live in d moment n not think of wot will cum outta it or b all calculatv?? is der ne1 who is goin 2 b der 4u alwaz or u will go jst d way u came?? bare naked in evry aspct of life..... hv i lost my sanity or am i on d verge of losin it??? whr do des thots cum 4m?? n y do dey blow my brains away... hw long is dis phase of dis hellride gona continue?? ?whr am gona land aftr dis?? wot crap am i bloggin here?? is it in true sense d demise of sanity????
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