tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24518367249681966982024-03-13T21:21:09.261+05:30LIFE : THE BLESSED HELLRIDEsobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.comBlogger22125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-30849133670672818332014-12-18T20:58:00.000+05:302014-12-22T00:00:02.086+05:30a solitary wise advisor<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: magenta;">Serene, elegant, exquisite. These are few of the many qualities people relate to, with just a thought of you. So it intrigued me, (for
the first time in all these years that I have known/not known you) what could be
the possible meaning of the name MOINCA. And believe me not, the very title of
this post is what it means. Not to my or anyone else’s surprise.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #e69138;">You have been posting birthday blogs for others and self (once if I remember
correctly) for some time now, thought would try and post one for you this time.
They often say actions speak louder than words, but somehow in your world it
could be the other way round. Knowing you in not knowing you, for you are one
hard nut to crack (read - pulling my hair). Yet the simplicity you have, not knowing
you would be to miss something beautiful in life. Like many of my post (I think),
I could be contradicting my words here. Then again sometimes it’s better to
leave words open ended than giving definitive conclusion (read – yes, no ,maybe
and the best “i don’t know” ). As they say, the beauty of the chapter is often
best while it’s still not over. What good is a mystery solved!!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Coming back to your birthday post (and refraining myself from the
philosophical bakchodi), HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONICA :-) alias dadi ma alias momd alias
monix (and the ones I am not aware of). I know the idea of your birthday does
not excites you, but still you can’t help feeling special on this
particular day. If you don’t the ones around you are going to make it that way,
no matter how reluctant and uncomfortable you get. The cakes, the gifts, the
flowers and all things ‘birthdayie’ shall be there.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #6aa84f;">December birthdays wishes I feel are always tricky, for people often wish “may
this year be the best for you”, while technically the year calendar is about to
get over. And you choose to be born in this month. Don’t you like to complicating things for people!! Everyone throws tantrums to do this, do that, get me
this, get me that, for it’s my birthday. However your tantrums are don’t get me
anything, don’t do nothing special, for its only my birthday!! The devilish streak in you
is all time high on this day of the year I guess, for you make it difficult for
people to make it special doing the usual ‘birthdayie’ (a new word learnt,
eureka!!) stuff. Kuch hatt k karna padta hai everytime, because the next year
you would say "yeh ni karna". Thodi daya karo bacho pe dadi ma, and normal cake
cutting, flowers, chocolates type birthday for you karne diya kar. At the same
time the simplest of things and stuff can make you smile the most. You leave me no choice but to be bewildered.</span><br />
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<span style="color: red;">From the first impression of you till this day, have seen you change and
evolve like no other. Yet the very virtues of being MONICA are still the same,
sophisticated, moody, unreasonable (who said it was all praises ;-)), kind and
a whole lot more (which I might have used before and shall do in years to come).
You are weird as crazy, yet plain and composed at the same time. Well my prowess with words is not too good, only if could have taken your help here the adjectives list would have been longer. But guess even few words are enough at times. And who better than you knows that. "The girl of few words". A lot has changed;
and a lot will change in the days to come. Irrespective of that, birthdays will
come every year and irrespective of all the changes, some things will remain the
same. You still will cut the cakes and you still will get those gifts. Let this
post be my gift to you this year. For if nothing else, I know the following
snapshots will make you smile. For your love of your girlfriends :-P is
universal.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #444444;">P.S. You might not like the birthday cakes and gifts, but I still would look forward for your birthday treat. That you can't run away from. Maybe the resto studio is where you can take me. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY :)</span></span></span><br />
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sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-59677187836451568422014-02-02T16:33:00.001+05:302015-11-29T17:17:45.407+05:30bombay local<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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"the city never sleeps" some say. While it's "the city of
dreams" for others.<span style="color: white;">'Funny though, like an oxyMORON maybe, for the city of dream never sleeps??? </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="color: white;">The usual principle would dictate one needs to
sleep to dream, so just a city of day dreamers then. Or the zombies have
already taken hold of the city and the idea of dead man walking has begun to
spread.' The flux of thoughts were still loud in his head when suddenly he felt the
commotion and realised the zombies have come to life and the race for who gets
the best kill is on.</span><br />
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THE BOMBAY LOCAL<br />
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Railways - A humble mode of transportation suitable for all age group, taking
people to their “dream destination” (well, more or less). <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><br />
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Mumbai
locals however seem to have evolved into a different breed altogether. It has a strange effect on the people. People who just seconds ago were civilised, well behaved (or maybe not) and 'oh so culured', are now an angry mob, not a flash mob (how aunthentic is that anyways), but a real mob. From a 6 year old to a 60 year old, the only "laksya" they see, lies with those elusive window seats. Something orgasmic about these seats maybe, for the look of satisfaction and the grin of relief/victory on the faces of the conquerors is something. <br />
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“It’s the life line of our city”, a
proud Marathi gentleman ("gentleman"? nevermind) exclaims. “The
stats say more than 6 million commuters take the locals everyday”, another
proud voice among the lot.<br />
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‘But the stats also says it kill over 600 people every year. A conventional
lifeline would not kill someone, but do otherwise. Then again, nothing
conventional in the times we live. And the stats! Well damn the stats. They are nothing but works of a bored one trying to make a point with numbers, while others
just manipulate these numbers and get their kicks out of it (those interviewers
with their guesstimates, take a local ride and I will make you an estimate you
cannot refuse).’<br />
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Almost a year in the city and he was still adjusting to the cultural shocks
that keep running into him. While taking a public transport was never a deal
breaker, it never was a preferred choice either. But the city of dreams does
not leave you with many options. Irony?? The options made available, are either a waste
of time or money, and mostly both.<br />
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'When did it all come to this!'<br />
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A screeching brake and the whole world goes
forward, not still, but forward. Yes the train has arrived on the platform. It’s showtime. Prepare yourself for what can be the very beginning of a zombie apocalypse<br />
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”Kiska kursi ka” wouldn’t be this aggressive even in the parliament.“Come what may I shall take what’s right fully mine” (is it really?). One jump and
before the suspecting/ not so suspecting ones trying to get off the train, a swing and a hit. Needless to say it goes both ways, it’s
a free society after all. You got my back, I got yours.<br />
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‘Its gonna be a while to make this present the past, so one might just play
along and make the most of it. Not everyone would be blessed to experience the
insider story. Let's just go numb and observe the jewels one is surrounded with.’ <br />
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So begins the day in the city of dreams..<br />
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sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-59001540920843825582011-05-29T21:15:00.000+05:302011-05-29T21:15:50.607+05:30wise man say.. only fool rush in.. but i cant help.. falling in love... (with u)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">PreScript: d name f d post is jst d random song i recalled while writing this.. thot y not mk it d title of this post.. (<em>i like keeping d titles of my posts on song titles</em>) nothing hidden btween d lines or strings attached to it :P<br />
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a random thot crossed my mind "" WHY IN ALL THE LEGENDARY LOVE STORIES THE GUY AND THE GAL NEVER ENDED WITH EACH OTHER (<em>read romeo juliet, laila majnu .... </em><em>heer ranjha.. cant remmber any other</em>)<br />
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another random thot crossed my mind and i got the answer.. "these stories became legends cause the love always remained ....it never got over"... <br />
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hmm interesting.. now being a stronger logical analytical brains (<em>as some stupid application on FB suggested smtym back.. well evn sm ppl say so</em>) i have come to blv dat d only reason for that was because the relationships ended when it was at its peak.. had these guys settled with each other... married and stuff.. d love wud hv ended for sure.. hmm.. maybe its not jst random tots..but impression f talks arnd, for lots f ppl r tokin f d movie pyar ka punchnama.. i blv its based on similar lines.. as in how love goes in wonderland once d lovebirds end toghtr.. i hvnt seen d movie but guess dats wot its all abt.. still this post aint no revw abt d movie (<em>havnt seen it in d 1st place...</em>) jst thots .. plus been a while (like alwaz) dat i last blogged...so...<br />
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"wot is today .. one day will be.." nothing remains.. (<em>unless ur some mythological god or goddess</em>) or d soul funda of we never exist we never perish..well i dnt knw .. am jst one ordinary lesser mortal.... but unfortuntly or maybe fortunately human beings r capable f all sorts f emotions.. evn d lazy least interested ppl like me... d love bug bites all f us at sm point or d other.... turns out nice for few.. not so nice for others.. (<em>read me :P(had too put d smiley.. else it mite sound am goin devdas here.. wich aint d case..)</em>) but in either of d cases it ENDS.. love ka THE END (<em>another movie hvnt seen , but d title makes it pretty clear.. probably its d air arnd.. making ppl make such movies des days.. n for ppl like me who cant mk movies.. we hv options like dis one..</em>) <br />
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now none can challenge d laws of universe... love is a funny concept.. or maybe its jst an idea n nthng else... since d day we were born.. d love interest keeps changing in our life.. n so does d idea n expression f love.. for a small baby.. all love means is his/her mother and father.. still more for d mother.... it starts 2 grows wid d ppl arnd who d kid stays wid d most.. be it a auties.. or uncles or grandparents... come school life n d kid has a new found attachment 4d frnds.. d previous attachmnts n love take a back seat n frnds r d only world to us... times move on n D LOVE is encountered n this is wen all other love n attachmnts fade away.. its funny how we want d good times to alwaz remain.. but we get bttr times n d previous good times end up being jst history... funny thing in evry attachmnt n LOVE d expressing needs differ.. d way a mother loves a child no frnd can.. d way attachmnts n bonds r wid frnd no1 else can.. n d fateful D LOVE is only for dat one special to be.. (<em>am not talking f falling in love wid evry 3rd day type f ppl here ... though dey seem to hv found n given a totaly new idea 2d idea f LOVE.. well dats there way f expression... who is anyone to say anything...evry1 loves d way they want</em>) <br />
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is it that d love n feelings blossom wid d ones u spend most f d quality time wid?? be it a baby wid his/her mom.. or a teenager wid his/her frnds.. or d time wid dat special someone?? but change is d only constant.. can we really stagnate our lives in times?? NO CAN DO<br />
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how does d way n expression f love change?? am jst amazed at d phenomena... d gods n goddesses sure wud b laffing looking dwn at how dey hv d poor humans mixd up in des feeling f love... <strong>now a great philospher(<em>if i may say</em>).. a not so average human being.. and a good friend of mine, he once said love is universal.. d idea of loving jst one person or few ppl arnd us is bogus.. if u understand true love u will love evry1 n any1 arnd u.. cos d feeling of love makes u forgive evry1 n care for all.. n dats d idea f love.. to care for sm1... n d day u understnd dis.. u will get over d stupid notion ppl hv f being in love n having feeling n stuff... well as much as i respect n appreciate dis person</strong>.. am unable to apply d advice or suggestion or philosphy in my life.. probably dats part f me being a lesser mortal.. i like d idea n feel f d things he said.. but i guess i cant tk d philosphy in my life dat easily... wish i cud.. things wud hv been way easier den..<br />
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coming back to d random thot dat got me typing here... d eternal love stories.. none of dem had d shaadi ka rona dhona in dem.. i mean dey had rona dhona but f d other kind... jst like dey say 4a sportsman to retire wen dey r at d top... des lovers decided to retire (<em>only in a diff kind.. n against der will i gues.. not sure.. not much int2 knwing der stories...</em>) jst wen d whole world knew f dem being hopelessly in love.. dey got d names in history by never being toghter.. as in not on d worldy world i.e. (<em>maybe they ended up togehter in aftr life.. but how does it mattrs.. well dats a totaly diffrnt thot.. not to mix up here... else am gona wrote a post inside des brackets :P</em>) , dats wot made der stories special.. <br />
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how many such stories wud hv been rmmberd.. if like d old hindi cinema, where hero heroine have an hapi ending were der...none wud remmber dem.. ppl hv an tendency to keep d pain n sad memories wid dem easily while 4get d gud n happy times easily.. wot were d gods thinking making dis mankind.. jst having a good laf. .to keep demslves entertaind.. well dey gota be entertaind for they r d 1s who live forever.. so fair enuf on der part 2 mk d foolish mortals down here like dis...<br />
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D love some say is d most wonderful feeling... but its not unconditional :P... no sir.. it has the *condition applied" tag with it... its wonderful if its two sided... not one sided.. else its anything but wonderful.. infact its WONDERFOOL :P.. though personaly i say love is a domain of a fool.. n we all are fools at some point or d other in our lives... its jst dat some f us accept it.. while sm f us decide nvr to traverse d foolish ways... n be ignorant on purpose.. den der r d psycho hopelessly in love ppl.. who r making d professions f psychologist a hit... psychology hons is D in thing for ppl.. n y not.. der r fools who will get in2 depression over jst one love.. n 4get all rest f d other lovely expression d ppl arnd.. wid whome dey got to knw how it feels 2b in love.. curse D LOVE :X... how does few yrs.. or months evn days for some make rest d a life worthless?? i fail to understnd.. or maybe i dont wan2 <br />
understnd ... evn if i do.. wots d point?? for wot is , will be one day.. nothing gona last.. but philosphy teaches us.. its not d destination dat counts... but d journey.. aint dis exactly d reason y all d legendary love stories became legendary (<em>2 much legendary.. gota be bardney from how i met your mother :P</em>)in d 1st place?? cos they never reachd d destination.. d journey is all dey were stuck in.. had they reachd d destination.. well den by my analysis.. dat wudnt hv counted :P :P<br />
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well not much to say anymore... der is no end to this LOVE.... i dont want D LOVE to end.. am hapi in d journey.. d destination is d treasure hunt wich is enticing only till its not in hand... once we have d prize... d feeling begin to take a dwnhill slope.. let d feelings be wen dey r at d peak... y screw up wots beautiful 4 smthing dat cant be.. "a sheep in hand is bttr dan 2 in bush" dey say.. guess fair enuf.. no mattr how "truely madly deeply" in love u r.. it will end.. one way or d other.. for d lucky few its "till death do us part".. for rest f d fools .. well dey r foolish enuf 2 screw up d love demslves... <br />
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PostScript: nothing against no1 or D LOVE.. jst random thots.. hope no1 takes dis offensively.. hardly ne1 one reads.. but still.. :P<br />
ppl who r able to be n hv D love reciprocated from D person.. lucky u.. keep it.. dnt let it die before u do :P .. d others be it d unlucky onesided fools.. <br />
or d fall in love evryday bigger fools.... jst keep d idea alive ... maybe one day u understnd d true eternal universal love like d friend f mine said.. <br />
as on now LOVE KA D END :P ;P<br />
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</div>sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-14387687502941365772011-01-31T20:57:00.000+05:302011-01-31T20:57:11.959+05:302D OT n back..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Have been thinking of penning down this for long now, but guess the 4 months long break has made me even more lazy <br />
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How i managed a break this long.. well take up a surgery which puts you into bed rest for straight 2 months and then requires a lot of well structured exercise , if I may say physiotherapy .. for me it was the ligament injury which got me the much needed break from the “office office” game we all play... the injury which happened somewhere in June 2009, just a day after I got back from one of the most interesting, exciting, tiring and what all of a trip with the “Sharma brothers”.. unfortunately the injury happened, but fortunately it did not happen during the travel. But like they say, it’s all destined, what has to happen, happens! Even my “janampatri” it seems had this injury written in it :P.. Probably some bad karma of mine from before this life.. who knows.. <br />
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Tried every know alternative in my scope to avoid the surgery, ranging from homeopathy to alternate sciences with the HEALERS trying to heal my injury by sending energies, but nothing really worked 100%.. I’ll like to believe that all this did some good instead of thinking nothing happened. For surgery was my last resort and even the year long experiments with rest and medicines could not help me avoid it. This post is in way just for me... I want to remember these times after and during the surgery for they made me realise few things... no matter how short lived these realisations will be for me.. still wanted to pen down every detail before I forget and find it hard to recollect how things happened.. and how things happen...<br />
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Now I have never had much trips to the hospital and am one of those who hate going to the doctors.. even as a child I hated going to the doctor for when they ask questions and expect you to give exact precise answers, it scares me, what if I somehow give him a wrong answer and he gives me some medicine which might make it worse for me.. but nevertheless every time we get sick , we end up visiting the doctor... being admitted and getting a surgery done took more then an year in the making.. and now after the surgery, it’s still long before things get the way they are the best... normal as some may say.. <br />
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The journey to the OT was scary and I almost gave up before the surgery began...<br />
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Being stripped to bare skin and asked just to wear to hospital clothes, the injections, the cutting of the skin, slicing of the tissues, drilling of the bone and stitching seal the deal... phewww... kudos to the doctors who do it.. but ask me, kudos to patients who go through it.. but alas we don’t even have an option .. <br />
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I almost panicked before the anaesthetics could numb my lower body... the procedure required to give me a small injection in my lower back to numb that portion and then from there put in the bigger injection into my spine and numb the lower body for the surgery...just writing this gives me goose bumps ,, but I went through all of it ... looking back I wish no one has to go through any such procedures... <br />
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To watch the whole procedure happening in front of you.. when your skin is being cut open.. the drilling machine making a hole in your bone,,, u cant feel it for the anaesthesia but the vibration can be felt by the upper body.. SCARY.. but you cant back out once it’s opened up .. it’s a one way road then.<br />
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Once the surgery was complete I realised how easy life has been and how ignorant I had been for am blessed with everything. Walking with clutches to move around.. even the most basic of human activities became a task. I won’t say I pity or sympathise with the people who live their lives on clutches, for it can’t take the pain away from them, but rather I salute them, and have upmost respect for them. It was tough, to move around minimum and with help of the clutches, the visit to the loo.. phew , and with the antibiotics not suiting with my tummy, the trips were very frequent. Not to be able to shower for a month and just do with sponge baths.. not a good feeling at all... but when the pain plays its part nothing else comes to the mind.. be it the hygiene or anything.. It shows how weak and fragile as they would say we humans are. Brings you way down to earth...<br />
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Officially (literally and otherwise) 4 long months of leave are over now... and the office working routines gona pick up soon sometime ... this aint a good feeling either but it had to resume sometime.. guess now with the money in the bank hitting all time low, gota get back to “oh so nice” corporate life. .. sigh so used to this do nothing and just lay back lifestyle now.. gona be real tough.. but gota do I gota do... let’s see what’s next in store for me... <br />
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</div>sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-32520278588598178852010-11-16T16:09:00.001+05:302010-11-17T16:30:15.750+05:30black illusionTHE TRUTH WILL MAKE YOU FREE..<br />
this was and still i believe is the GOLDEN rule of my school...sure the truth does makes us free.. free from almost everything but everyone gotta pay a price for this freedom to come... now when there is a cost to pay, how is the concept of "free" working with the truth ???was watching this movie "valentine's day" (and why was i watching this?? lets see, have seen almost all the good action ,thriller ,comedy movies i got , all that is left are the sappy ramonaticas.. and i dont have anything against romantic comedies..i liked "notting hill" and "sweet november"...among others... so ended up watching this one too.. besides i also saw "harry met sally"-nice movie, "serendipity"-not bad, "remmember me"- sad boring NONSENSE... in the past few weeks) and one of the lines in the movie got me wondering if this can make a blog post?? after all been long since i last visited my page.. <br />
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we all encounter times in life where the so called ghosts from past or some secret/fact we prefer to stay unknown come visiting us... or atleast this sure is the case in romantic movies... things we think we can do better without, truth which we dont want to accept but cant ignore either for long... things which are not in our control.. or sometimes are our own wrong choices or decision for the times and circumstances... there are the times we gota take the wrong turn.. or some lineage you gota carry forward with you without any choices... just when you think things are going perfect for you and nothing can go wrong, the skeletons from the closet come knocking... now have i got any such closets full of ghosts am scared of?? lets c... or should i <br />
be taking a generall perspective and take the onus of me by saying no one is perfect.. we all have our dirty closets which we dont want to clean up.. or refuse to acknowlegde most of the times... but how long before knock knock knockong on heavens' door.. <br />
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how one can go on to build a perfect world by keeping one little (or more than just one in some cases) secret aside for the fear of that one things ruinung up it all.. but the great minds will say gota make the base strong and not lay the world with some skeletons underneath... in any world the ghosts will do there job and come haunting.. hmm seems am out of words and just writing the same thing in different ways.. something i picked up in my MCA days to fill up the answer sheets ;p.. but well gota be rusty writing after this long and doing nothing but lying on bed for 40 odd days now.. so anyhow what got me thinking was no matter how dark d secret, in romantic movies the ending goes happy more then often for kiss and make up and THE END.. <br />
seems the concept fits well in real life too.. not d kiss and make up but once ur meet ur THE END, people tend to forgive you and remmember only your good side ,not the not so good which you tried to avoid in the<br />
first place.. but the same people might not be very convinced of your decisions till the time you were hanging on.. funny aint it??<br />
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so where do we set the boundaries for how much amount of not so truth should be included in the perfect worlds?? to be free from the fear of being haunted by the ghosts... or to evaluate which ghost wont be that scary and which one would be... facing our worst fear and becoming a good person , but everyone can see <br />
there own skeleton in a light where they would feel it isnt that bad why cant people acceplt it.. but go across the table and some else's skeleton would be unacceptable to that same person.. the concept TRUST always facinates me, how people say they do.. but one small doubt and the "I DO" changes to "DO I".. no amount of trust can ever make the slightest of doubt go away.. but the vice versa can happen in a fraction on a split second... how one unknown blast from d past can lit the fire of betrayal and end up in nothing but ashes of good times.. (:P not bad.. still not that rusty am i?? or is too lame?? i'll give myself benefit of the doubt..) trust they say lays the strongest foundation for mankind.. but why the same trust has the weakest of base for itself?? like i said funny i find trust.. many times we hear people saying i trust you... the funny acts can begin then and there itself... with the other person thinking.. no you dont ur just saying.. self doubting is it?? or the person saying just for the heck of it and get away with it.. well if we doubt then trust is the land of unknown for us.<br />
but if everything is fine and there is no doubt in anyone regarding anyone else then i believe some TRUTH can be kept at bay and done without... for in the no doubt all trust situation.. sometimes truth will be a heavy price to pay to be free.. counter me saying with that amount of trust none can shake the foundation, but that's where the human psychi comes into play and it sure is twisted.. ou never know when the best of person can become the worst of nightmares... where does the trust goes away then?? or are we too weak to acknowlegde the truth.. be it our own or someone else's?? but why does so called or framed as "betrayal" of one person matters more then some one else?? the more you count on the person the more trust-doubt-hurt factor comes in.. while the insignificant's truth remains insignificant and they still keep the same place.. guess the higher we rise the greater the fall funda plays well here... <br />
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too many question i ask in my post some say.. but never give the answers.. well if i had the answers i guess i would not be talking about things like theses in the first place.. plus we all know preaching is way more easy than to practise.. we may say great things but when gota face the situations ourselves.. who knows where we might flip out.. still i believe irrespective of the skeletons and ghosts.. somewhere down if things and people are meant to be ... none of the paranormal activies matter(please bear with my attempt at metaphors here.. only if they are.. never was into wren and martin during school) the test of one's character and relationships only make them stronger, provided they were strong enough to go through the turbulent times in the first place.... too many conditions?? philoshy-easy to preach and not so easy to practise? well what can i say.. i aint no one.. and none in this world are perfect... lets c how long before my skeletons show me the middle finger and screw things up... or do they get a middle finger from me once and for all... well my old rescuer time comes for me here and says let me take you through and when it will be right it will play the cards itself.. and my weakness allows it to plays the cards as per its convinience.. why rush in the ghosts when time is on y side :P :P.... or is it?? well only the almighty time can answer that... till then alls well with the world... AMEN<br />
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P.S. hmm not bad dint turn out that small post after all.. but some habits shuold die hard... some traits of a human being should never change... else he/she loses there own selves.. hopefully no sms style this time , tried my best to keep it out, but aint gona check for that, so let things be..<br />
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(now these were the words which got this post in the making..hit me deep and got me wondering if lies can be good at times)sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-53577499395912509482010-07-04T14:59:00.002+05:302010-07-04T17:47:32.331+05:30born to booze<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_yxIBKTRY1iU/TC9_R42m8II/AAAAAAAAAEY/3BLkHv_sy90/s1600/3.bmp" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" rw="true" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_yxIBKTRY1iU/TC9_R42m8II/AAAAAAAAAEY/3BLkHv_sy90/s320/3.bmp" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">dis gvs u an insite on how i hapnd 2 get d drinking habit.. well growing up i was alwaz tot by my folks dat alcohol is bad.. n ppl who drink alcohol r evn worse... only bad ppl get drunk.. n evn d gud 1s who drink become bad... the DEMON ALCOHOL.. n d gud kid dat i was(stil am :P) i alwaz stayed away from d daru gang.. but destiny had odr plans for me.. n soon i realised how i hv been in a misconception f associating dear alcohol wid d wrong... </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">fisrt tym evr i ws tricked by a frnd , luckily 4me i dint get tipsy evn after 4 pegs n 2 shots f vodka.. since den der ws no looking back... vodka ws history n i soon got 2 my calling ..SCOTCH WHISKEY.. some1 askd me wots d diff btwen d 2 ,, n i gues scotch is more smoother dan whiskey.. rest who cares.. drink it n u'ill knw all d differences.. pun intended here :P</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">alil socialising here n der with d alcohol, so dat i bttr b sober b4 getin back home.. well, d folks still got der prejudice against d poor thing.. so bttr y mix d 2.. n on dat i remmber drink 2 health drink 2 happiness. but never mix ur drink else u drink 2 il-health... or mayb somtym u shud drink 2 il-health :P.. cos by d end of it all drinking is d only concern.. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">i alwaz blv dat 90% f d ppl who get drunk only act stupid n r very much aware of wot dey r upto.. some jst tk an excuse 2 act stupid n some hv it in der head dat once dey drink dey ougth 2get tipsy.. my exprnce says.. yes u talk stupid ,, or is it dat u mk lots f sense once drunk... for some call it d truth syrup... haha.. jst felt like :P but der r d real heroes who actually get sloshed bad with excess f alcohol.. n evry1 needs 2get d hero in dem out once in a while.. ;p alwaz heard of hangover remedies but d truth is none f dos evr work.. n 1 shud nvr tk any f dos.. best remedy - drink again so dat d hangovr gets drunk itself :P.. n once its ovr... get andr 1.. only if u gota get home or ofyc next day,, .. well den u gota mk use f wichevr remedy works 4u..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">enuf said tho not enuf done yet.... dis post is a pictorial tribute (2d first n hopefull d last tym dat i puked)... d day indeed a rathr early day(1am) wen i got drunk so bad dat i lost 3-4 hours f memory... d fatefull day rather it started at nite ..so d fatefull nite ws one f my frnds brday/housewarming party.. now if ur drinkin n dnt hv 2go back home :P den u shud nvr stop drinking unless d drinks r all ovr.. n dat nite v tuk d onus of getin all d bottles empty... n hell yeah we did.. :P only 2 get all dizzy d next morning rathr few hours later.. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">u wana avoid d hangover do not sleep or rather sleep for proper long hours... so dat once u get up u r completely normal.. mayb a lil headache.. but dats worth it... i mean imagine getin up in d morning bangin in d balcony door thinkin its d loo door :P.. den finding ur belt on d floor, shoes n sox scattered... wallet n fone misplaced n if u wear specs den dos wud b mislocated 2.. n still u go hell wid it lemme sleep 4 somtym 1st.... :P can it get bttr... hmm having said dat i think it can.. probably next tym d mixing f d drinks hapn, den will knw of my next hangover.. n so will d d blosphere... :P</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;">n rest r bttr kept in d closet :P :P </div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_yxIBKTRY1iU/TDBSh61nd6I/AAAAAAAAAEg/kt4Q47fF74Y/s1600/2.bmp" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" rw="true" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_yxIBKTRY1iU/TDBSh61nd6I/AAAAAAAAAEg/kt4Q47fF74Y/s320/2.bmp" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;">read it somewhere.. alcohol does not solves any problem.. but neither dos milk... so CHEERS!!!</div>sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-81443174835867615522010-05-29T01:06:00.002+05:302010-05-29T11:42:49.927+05:30tangled up in you<em><span style="color: cyan;">"in this world where nothing else is true... here i am..... still tangled up in u..."</span></em><br />
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finally the 3yr long MCA came 2 an end cpl of days ago.. thot f posting dis 1 dat day itself but dint really feel lyk typing den.. but d 3 yrs , dis blogshpere n d ppl abt whome d post is goin 2b desrvd dis 1...d final day f colg,, d last viva f dem all.. smthing made me feel amazing dat day.... ws happy beynd happiness...sm say how can ending f d colg can mk u feel so,, fair enuf... but dunno wot was it.. <br />
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nostalgia has been in d air 4 smtym now.. actually i felt it started alil early 4 sm f us :P... evn now dis post myt b a lil early ,, but guess sm yrs dwn d line reading it wud mk dat NOSTALGIA factor come alive... so it comes now.. but d essence f it mite tk smtym 2 surface.. (did dat make sense?? well am not a literature guy or a english teacher soo alls well :P)<br />
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goin back 2d 1st yr f colg.. d very 1st day ..1AUG 2007 ..SAD it ws.. lookin at d classmates i ws goin 2 hv 4d next 3yrs.. made me feel "lag gayi yar.. yeh kaisa crowd hai :P".. n den d thot of ok lemme jst b wid sm studious nerds n study here 4 3long yrs n get d degree n hallelujah... but den der ws dis fimiliar face.. sm1 4m my graduation days.. sm1 i had nvr noticed b4.. sm1 i had no contact wid.. but here d face seemd like a blessing in disguise :P.. a female 4m my grad tuition days.. who i nvr interactd wid.. but here it ws lyk .."ohh i knw u " how funny is dat.. ..dey say ppl r destined 2 meet 1 way or d odr.. guess it holds true in evry aspct n way... dis very female went on 2b d gelling factor for 5 more random individuals... probably she had d eye for genuine ppl :P n ws der 4d purpose f bringing in ppl 2ghtr.. d shorter she is in strature d taller she is in her ways n ambitions... the title of "jhansi ki rani"(tho i prefer 2 cal her chotti) mite jst fit her well... 4 incite her evn alil n she will b ready 2 tk on d world.....d precision she can chew d pen n transform it in2 a small lil umbrella ws commandable :P.. n mind u alot f concentration n precision went in2 it... 1yr dwn d line,, dunno how it went by.. n she left 4 greener pastures.. but not b4 she bot sm f totaly opposite ppl 2ght... looking back in tym... doesnt seem it wud hv been posible odrwise.. but den again if things r destined 2b.. den dey will b 1 way or d odr... she still remains chotti n d jhansi ki rani spirit only growin stronger day by day... :P<br />
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den der ws D dude... d master of all n jack of none.. is der anything on dis planet dat d dude cant hv solutin 2?? NONE.. my 1st interaction wid d dude.. n he goes on 2 ask me if i smoke n i need not feel shy if i do :P... unfortunate 4d dude.. i dnt.. alot changed ove tym wid d dude.. not a bad person but guess tyms n company smtyms mks us in2 a diff person altoghtr.. d day we start thinking abt wot odrs think n not wot we think.. dat very day v lose ourselves n d result aint rosy 4 no1.. had my share of bitter sweet exprnces wid d dude... guess not all can b frnds... ppl arnt gud or bad .. but tyms can b tricky... so 3yrs gone by.... i can only wish all d very best 2d dude.. n hope rathr am sure he will do exceedingly well in wotevr he chooses 2do..<br />
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now i'v met many a individuals in my life... but nvr b4 have i come across any on d same lines as f d ones am goin 2 write abt<br />
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dey say ladies 1st.. but am gona make it a lil diff by making ladies man 1st :P.. am sure d ladies wont mind at all on dis... n am not jst sayin dis 4d heck f it... smtym dwn d road i ws enlightend wid d fact dat d persons popularity has alwaz been such... 2d extend of him being called "MM"... wich ws short of marriage material :P... gurls 4m his grad days told him how he ws d guy who dey cud tk home n introduce 2 der family... talk abt fans.. here is a superstar himself... a GEM f a person in evryway f life... ppl develop an instant liking 4him. n in d last 3 yrs not jst women but men hv been attracted 2him alike :P :P... he can very easily b a male version on meneka.. LOL... dunno.. jst felt like writing dat... d guy's philosphy leaves me wondering at tyms... his humour n timing of one liners ... not many can match his wit.. tho i try but guess its natural born talent n not all can match mine eithr :P :P.... jokes apart , a very genuine person n evn a bttr frnd.. wud go n did go totaly opposite , out f his ways 2help out ppl.. i hapnd 2hv exprncd dat 4 my own misfortune :(<br />
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but like i said its all destined so cant really run alway 4m nothin.. tyms n situations r funny.. <br />
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moving ahd of d ladies man... gota get 2d ladies now... 2f der own kind... d 1st tym i got 2 knw dem... :P well d fact dey being 4m a gurls convent made me cautious... thot dey were clever n only acting 2b dumb but wid tym dey prvd me wrong :P :P... dey were neithr clever nor dumb ...while one has a childish like smile n glint in d eye... d odr has elegance n sophistications of a royal princess... while 1 is hasmukh d odr 1 is dadi ma , where ones infectious smile can brighten evn d gloomiest f atmosphere arnd, d odrs dignity n class will mk u try n b in ur best behaviour... needless 2 say both had der own huge fan following ... guys wanting 2 jst say a hi... but only managing d courage 2do d same on social networking :P :P... funny 2wrds d beginning f it all dey hated me 4my rude n to much in d face nature... i 2 dint had much likin 4d 2 eithr.. partially 4 der schooling history :P n partially f d fact dat dey dint approve f my ways f treating ppl n d dislike ws evident... but wid tym d dislikes changed in2....hmmm... appreciations lets say n not likes 2 b politically correct here :P :P.... things chngd wid tym 4 gud n d way dey stand now.. it funny thinking f how n where v started... <br />
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3 long yrs made short by certain ppl... had our shares of ups n downs... d latter being few,, n former being so many dat cant count dem ....n d dwns i blv only bot us evn closer.. 4it made me realse d value n need of des ppl arnd.... remmbr d days f nonstop nonsense lafters 4 no rhyme or reason.. finding d humour in almost nething.. laffing 4 hours dat d jaw starts aching n tears start rolling dwn d cheeks.. of 1 particular individual specially...d bonding tyms at NSP or countless hours at CP... <br />
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remmbering tyms f making fun f almost evry1 :P... d way some walkd.. d way odrs used 2 talk... den d postures few used 2mk .. suggestin as if dey r asking d teachers.. "madam meri maar lo" ROFL.... giving nicknames 2 ppl... d kartik ka mahina incidences :P.. n countless such memories... guess i alone cant recollect dem all.. aftr all i ws not a only 1 ... i had my partners in crime.... <br />
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i alwaz hated d class rooms n lectures,, ws on d low side f d attndence alwaz .. n cudnt stand d administration.. but still am glad i landed up in d colg dat ws ours 4d past 3 yrs... 4 i made sm frnds here who i jst cnt afford 2 lose.. each individual made me realise smthing or d odr.... my post r usually long ..dunno if dis 1 is short or long.. but it sure is very small 2 jott dwn all my memories n praises 4 des individuals.. but guess like sm things sm memories r bttr kept unsaid n unshared... <br />
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P.S. prior 2 starting dis post, jst say a dosti video upload by a talented junior.. wid d jane kyun song 4m dostana bein played in d backgrnd... d song sure fits d bill ... am not makin no radio broadcast request here.. but sure wud dedicate it 2d few close 1s who i sure cant b widout.... :P<br />
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<span style="color: red;">CHEERS!!!</span><br />
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"<em><span style="color: cyan;">how long has it been since this story line begin....... n i hope it never ends .....n goes like dis 4evr</span></em>"<br />
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P.P.S. the start n end quoted lines are 4m d very same song which is d title 4dis post....sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-81595970856348064392010-05-16T15:16:00.002+05:302010-05-16T15:53:38.907+05:30My Jekyll Doesn't Hide<strong><span style="color: red;">stautionary warning:</span></strong> dis post is going 2b reminiscence of my older post....old wine in new bottle types,nothin new in it.. jst dat hvnt posted 4 long so thot will post smthing :P<br />
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smtym during my junior school day i read dis amazing story wich still fascinates me .. the story of<span style="color: red;"> </span><span style="color: #4c1130;">DR JEKYLL and MR HIDE</span>.. tho i dnt remmbr d whole story but d idea f how 1 small portion can change d respctful educated doctor in2 a lost soul rathr a wickd creature at nite is evil.. awesum isnt it...tho 2day i wonder do v really need ne such portion 2 turn in2 1such creature,, b it day or nite?? or is it sm portion dat v require so dat v can b othrWISE... PHILOSOPHY :P .. i so love d subject..specially wen i get 2 gv it 2 ppl.. n bsyds been long now since i last posted smthing her on d blogsphere... (not dat i hv disappointed ne f my fans here :P.. but still) so thot y not jott dwn smthing... this track title seemd nice thot wud mk it d title 4d post.. <br />
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its been awhile n nothin really has been coming 2my head.. well actually nothing really worthwhile posting here.. d head had hundreds f things flickering evyday.. jst not having d peace 2 sort dem out.. n no hope seems 2b on d way for dat in d near future.. so gota let things b n tym play its part.. v all want d perfect world 4 ourselves n keep searchin 4 it all d tym.. smtyms v evn think v jst myt hv got dat .. but b4 v realise its tym 2 move on... in practicalty dat perfect world doesnt exists.. no mattr how hard u try 2 find it u can nvr keep it d way it is... like dey say change is d only constant ,,, so b it.. i blv in d "<em><strong><span style="color: #073763;">tym cycle</span></strong></em>" or "<em><strong><span style="color: #073763;">samay ka chakra</span></strong></em>" shud i say,, 4 wenevr thing arnt goin d rite way 4 me.. i like 2 blv tym will show d way n der is nothing dat i can do 2 mk things rite... more or less d philosphy of let tym tk control f it , is wot keeps me goin.. but dunno wen d tym mite play d spoil sport n throw d short ball wich i wnt b able 2 avoid.. well as i blv ... tym will tk cr f evn dat :P :P..<br />
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nehw coming back 2d title f d post.. wot i thot f posting here... <br />
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now for smtym (shud hv named d post tym n again or smthing like dat mayb ,nvrdless) i hv been noticing or shud i say hv been made 2 notice or realise a certain trend dat i hv had in my life for long now... i like 2 blv dis is how i hv alwaz been... but off late 2 many ppl hv been tryin 2 mk me realise how i'v been (n do i care abt des suggestion n realizations?? well dnt think i do.. but still am posting here for it seemd nice topic 2 squeeze a post out f it :P.. so gota thnx dos ppl for dis...) i am made 2 blv or shud i say i blv ;p.. dat wid me arnd der is no conversation dat remains a conversation.. n more dan often it changes in2 an argument or debate.. n bttr still (4 me atlst) it winds up wid me having d last word ;p almost alwaz.. now is it dat am gud or is it dat am suferring 4m sm disorder 2 hv d last say all d tym .. or is it sm escape routine dat i mite b on2 widout realising it... phewww dats heavy.. nvr gave it a thot but writing here it seems scary,,,, but its more scary 4d ppl arnd dan me so all gud :P or is it??? ... not many r able r handle d pressure n more dan often dey tk d back seat... a frnd rathr EX frnd once said i'll keep losing all my frnds if i dnt stop dis habit f mine... for wich i blv if my frnds cant handle my flaw (like she wud hv had liked me 2 blv it dat its a flaw) den dey arnt my frnds in d 1st place... 4me its like if u wont ovrlook a persons flaws u can nvr bfrnd dem... d sole reason y v r frnds wid ppl dat v r frnds wid is becos v dnt mind der flaws or d odr syd.. but rathr blv in dem n njy d tyms wid dem... u wnt get d diamond till u dig deep in d coal mine :P.. off course u can get d polishd custom made 1 at d stores but u gota pay heavy materialistc price 4it n dey r polishd not in d raw form.... but d 1 u find in d coal mine by all ur efforts is d 1 u gona cherish evn more... dat cost wudnt b materialstc :P :P.. (and i cant help but tap myself on d back 4 dis philosophy :P :P,, excuse me 4 dat)<br />
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sarcasm n comments have become synonomous wid me now.. well dey hv alwaz been der wid me.. for me bsyds me ;p... but guess now its pinching ppl 2 much... n worst still as dey wud feel (bttr still like i wud say) it doesnt mttrs 2me if dey get pissed of... now i knw am gona get sm gyan 4 dis.. well hv been getin in d near past 2 (hmm near past sounds wierd..).. but still if ppl cant stop acting like morons n jackasses,, dey dnt expect me 2 stop torturing dem.. for dey get wot dey gv .... poor souls dey r ... for dey blv i can only strip ppl off der dignity... wot dey dont realise is .. dey alrdy r naked in dat deprtmnt... LOL n i dnt say it out f arrogance .. but i say dis 4 i hv ppl n frnds arnd who hv been der n ovrlookd d flaws (if it is i still wud say :P) n dey knw how it is wen i praise ppl.. like d post title says... MY JEKYLL doesnt HIDE... u act like an asshole arnd me n i'll b ur worst nitemare... u dnt b 1 n u'ill c i aint dat bad aftr all... well i wnt b bad but u still will b an asshole deep dwn insyd so no use... <br />
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all des philosphies hv been working fine 4 me uptill now... :-/ stepping in2 d corporate world has changed a thing or two in less dan 3 months... dunno how long n d jekyll 2 hide transition wud b complete on me... playin ofyc ofyc sure isnt easy... getin in d mud 2 wrestle d pig u hv 2 get dirty .. evn if u try 2 stay out f it.. still ur arnd n d splashes will get u dirty... no mattr where u plan 2 run away its all arnd... only d mud puddle n pigs r diff... n dey r literally licking d arse f ones in front f dem... not a game am gona play... nvr played it nvr will... dey say survival f d fittest .. u not gona get fit by licking assess assholes..<br />
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its funny how ppl change der colors in a split sec ... dis art has baffeled me alwaz.. but i nvr had 2 tk such crap in life... n now gota think 2wc b4 getin d thots across... dat scares me... gota device d ways 2 b mr hide wen in d corporate n dr jekyll wen out in d normal world... but often d portion plays 4 long n b4 v knw its mr hide who has taken ovr in all aspects f life.... <br />
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evry1 has sm1 sitting on top of dem wid a stick in hand 2 spank (:p) or d way it goes 2day bamboo 2 ahhmmm ahhmmm... nehw dats not imp how u address d issue.. wot imp is y tk dat bamboo or stick or any crap... ?? nw here d old refuge "<span style="background-color: white; color: #20124d;"><em><strong>tym</strong></em></span> "comes in2 its tricky mode n mks u do wot u nvr thot u will... all our lives v keep working hard 2 get in2 d corporate n once in der it gets evn worse.. atlst dats wot my 2 odd months f corpor8 life suggets.. now its not dat bad eithr... for i like 2 blv things cud hv been evn worse... n alwaz picture d worst case scenario 2 mk myself content wid wot is arnd... but den nostalgia f d tyms n ppl 4m dat once existent perfect world mks me wonder where am i n doin wot??<br />
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hmm how did i start n where am i goin now... (i mean 2 say dat 4d flow f d post :P) guess shud stop now.. else i'll get bored writing 4gt abt ppl reading dis... so gues aftr a long hibernation like a fellow blogger said... here is my latest post :P... dunno wen d nxt instalment wil surface.. tho ending dis smthing has alrdy croppd up in d mind.. not on des lines smthin dat most f d ppl who read my posts knw... but still myt b fun givin d photographc insite on it... chalo till den dis is all i got... <br />
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<span style="color: #20124d;">P.S. i dnt think i can stop d habit f commenting .. its deep down insyd f me ;p... bsyds i blv d 1s who cant match d wit end up sulking sayin evrything is a topic f debate or argumnt 4me.. for der r d 1s who njy des discussions n more dan often end up outwitting me n having d last words.. :P </span>sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-27897277727093697212010-01-20T22:43:00.003+05:302010-01-22T23:39:14.633+05:30HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! congratulations n celebrations....<div style="text-align: center;">well had nothin 2 blog of late things arnt such dat need 2b blogged down... rather dey shud disappear smwhre in d long lost world but still dats how life is goin 2b still 2 start 4 most f us<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">n now jst 2 days ago she ws cutting her 1st beday cake.. well not really d 1st 1.. she has been cuttin cakes 4 each month of completion so guess dis ws 1 thing she hs alrdy perfectd 2 perfection :P<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> am scared of kids, n vice versa, we have dis mutual thing dat dey r scared f me n am not very comfrtble arnd dem eithr, n it ws d same wid my neice 2, i dint gathred d courage 2 pik her up in my arms .. not b4 she ws 6months old... dat to 4 a min or so i held her , trust me dat ws one f dos very tense minutes f my life, now am not gud wid delicate things.. n wot more delicate dan a cute lil kiddo, ws so scared if i wud drop her or held her 2 hard dat she mite cry... so alwaz admired her 4m a certain distance dat made me n her comfrtable, i said mutual 4 she 2 wud run away n hide herself in comfrt f her mommy or her mommy's mommy .. i dnt blame d poor kid 4 dat, 4 often evn grown up adults get intimidatd by me leave asyds infants... n am not jst sayin dat.. it is d case,,, i remmber meeting an old tym school frnd aftr 3 4 yrs while she ws takin a stroll in d park... n d way her mom gt scared thinking who is dis guy n y does my daughter knw his :P haha ya dats wot ws written on her face... tho smhw i find dat amussing :P ..i still do<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">so nvrmind d frnd's mom 4 d lady f d moment is sm1 else,,, sm1 who now is not scared f me anymore,, guess she has matured enuf n accptd d fact dat her uncle (mama) is alwaz goin 2b wierd like dis :P so now she does runs away rather sports a wide spread smile looking at me.. dat 1 smile of a child ,,wot wonders it does v all knw... only wen u knw d kid is smiling 4u it mks ur day evn bttr :D... <br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">ws fun 2 watch her try n sit in her early day(well evn still she in in early days but a yr old nvrdless) but fall 2d side like dat humpty dumpty toy :P.. i knw sm mite say how rude or mean 2 compare her like dis but d fact is it ws so CUTE... ,,, wen she startd goin wayward in her walker jst bumping in2 random stuff n still b laffing cheerfull... no wonder d expression" laf like a child ".. i smhw relate 2d expression more now... cos seeing is blving :P... wonders happn n sure dey keep on hapnin wid a kid arnd... her 1st brday n she ws standing (wid a lil support negligble tho)by herself.... waiting 4d day her crawls wud b convertd 2 lil walks... d small lil words she has learnd 2 mummble... MAMA ..PAPAIYA... BUA NANA... words v hear all our life but d same coming out f her mouth makes dem priceless,, my folks sit 4 hrs ovr d fone wen she is not arnd jst 2 listen 2 des small words 4m her n dat brightens d atmosphere arnd.. tho i find dat pretty lame :-/.. still dat lil voice on d speaker makes me smile 2 :D.. n ya i jst love n cant find nething more adorable wen she sneezes :P :P...its awesum... tho wish d cold (n odr such stuff)stay away 4m her <br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">1 lilttle kiddo n she can capture any no f ppl in d house ,she sits in d middle n has all arnd her jst wantin 2 say der name or mk a gesture 2wrds dem or jst smile at dem.. am lucky 2 get alot f smiles 4m her... :) n often she mks u laf hard loud... does her routine of poo poo n pee pee n wen her mom will scold her 4 spoliling d clothes she wil laf n hv dat glint in d eye ..as if sayin hehe u clean my poo poo i'll jst lie here n laf :P... smtyms feels she is goin 2 grow up in2 very mischievious kiddo n y not she is alrdy pamperd 2 ervy possble extent .... loves d outdoors, jst any1 who can tk her out 4a walk,,she literally jumps in2 der arms.. n refuses 2 get dwn,, also will start crying if u stop roaming n sit dwn or stand still... <br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">dey say kids knw all d secrets f life n death n till d tym d kiddo starts 2 speak he/she remmbers al f his/her pastlife.. evry act dey do, evry way dey behave dey r very much aware of wot dey r up2.. only cant express in words,, n slowly dis memory starts evading dem n b4 dey start 2 speak dey have der brains as brand new hard disk wid no bakcup.. dunno how much fact or fiction is associated wid dis funda.. but 1 thing 4sure kids sure knw n can sense d atmosphere arnd dem... 4 if dey knw dey r bein scolded in real dey mk d puppy face or der innocent face.. well kids alwaz look innocent .. only wot do i say wen talkin f 1.. nehw whtr der memory holds d secret or not.. 1 secret dey sure hold ,, d secret f makin ppl arnd happy on any occassion n in any circumstances.. 4 1smile n d day is goin 2b fine.. any tym f d day things go dwn jst gota b reminded f dat smling toothless jaw :P... n ya she has 6 teeth now btw..4 in d upper jaw n 2 in d middle of d bottom 1... no more d POOPLI smile...... still it does wonders :)<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">AND also... dis is not jst 1 reason 2 post 2day.. remmberd a song 4m school tym it went<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">2 of my dearest friends got placed 2day :D... CONGRATULATIONS 2 both f dem ... u mk me proud:P :P...it feels happy wen ppl who deserve things n r well worthy f dem get dem...n am really glad 2day 4 not only des2 desrvd being placed dey r cpl f close few 4m d colg 4me... both f dem placed 2ghtr at d same firm n wot bttr finally a workplace near der home :P all des yrs dey had 2 travel places 2 reach colg n made words like puntuality n regularity mk sense 4me.. tho i still cudnt mk use f dem evn aftr getin d meaing well :P :P....<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">so congratualtions 2my sweet little kiddo 4 turning an yr old,,, n congrats 2d 2 ladies 4 turning a new stone in der lives n makin a new start 4 dem selves... celebration 4 dem n ME 4 having such wonderfull ppl arnd<br />
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</div>sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-12202182744675881502009-11-07T23:26:00.002+05:302009-11-08T15:24:00.457+05:30liFE biRtH bLoOd DooM"what is life, except excuse for death... n death is nothing but an escape from life"<br />
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some quote i found online... d circle f life n death... well known topic.. nothin new u guys gona find in dis post.. <br />
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random n irrelevent connction between sm lines u myt feel.. but kept dis in drafts 4 long ... certain hapnin in d past got me started writin dis post.. so wot evr gets 2d brain.... , am jotin it dwn... all need not b related well .. jst d idea of life n death mite revolve thruout.. so hv fun<br />
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reading dis post u mite jst feel sad n go back in tym not like d feeling... but dats not my intention here.. tho i knw its no gud writin dis post .. i personally dont like readin such works wich r talkin abt reality n philosophical stuff.. rathr wud njoy readin smthing dat can mk me smile n get me laffing.. only felt like postin here .. so got down doin dis... now d concept f evrything dat starts gota end... all is perishable, nothin remains 4vr. how many tyms v hear dis n get across such fundas in life.. but still dnt want any such thing 2 hapn wid us.. v loose wots close 2 us .. smthin or sm1 v cant think f life widout.. but d fact is v still continue 2 live ... our tym is still not ovr.. n hence v gota go on till d tym is up 4 us... <br />
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d concept of attachment detachment is funny 4 me, smhw feel dat v human being as per our convnience get attachd n detachd as n wen requird... myt not b d case wid all , but most f us n dat % f ppl including me i feel ,r nothin but polishd hypocrites ... hw does hypocrcy works here,, i dunno.. probably foolin our own selves f how detachd v r .. while d truth mayb d othr way round... i personally am kind f a person who wont b affected much or b moved by news of death n all.. smhw it seems 2me dat evntually its gona hapn.. i dunno how 2 react if sm1 says der so n so died.. i dnt understnd y ppl say sorry wen dey hear f such news?? ok u feel sory 4d persons lose, but den again u dint do no nothin n der ws nothin u cud have had done 2 stop it.. y r v sory den??is dis has now become a standard way of behaving wen smthin like dat hapns... i 2 wud jst say d same thing probably cos v realy dnt knw wot 2 say... do v say 'dats sad'.. yes it is.. is der a point askin 'r u ok'.. no u fool defintly d person is not ok... n worse still evry 3rd person walkin in ask d same ques of 'how n wen ' it hapnd<br />
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now ppl wont eat, as in wen sm1 expires arnd dem.... dey wont feel like goin ne whr aftr getin 2knw such news... dey instantly get sad n feel its all over ... n dis is not dat sm near n dear 2 dem died.. but any1 dey knew 4m smwhr... dats bein sensitv 2d news n behaving like a human being i guess... but dis is wot gets me wondering... mayb smthin wrong wid me?? am i 2 insensitve 2wards ppl n life ?? cos if i get 2 hear such news .. i tend 2 b in d same frame f mind dat i ws proir 2 it.. i wnt stop eatin.. or stop wot i ws goin 2do d next moment...well dats me....<br />
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dey say as v grow up, v ourselves start understndin wots hapnin arnd.. v become more n more sensitv 2 such tyms.... but dunno wots wrong wid me.. i hear news of sm1 passing away n am unmoved... b it sm1 i barely knew.. or sm1 i knew well.. or sm1 i dint know at all.. its d same reaction 4 me... 'OK' .. does dat means am 2 insensitv 2b a human bein ?? i hope not... does dat means losing ne1 close 2me wont affct me eithr.. i feel not... cos d idea f losing sm1 who mttrs 2me,, mks me jittery.. knowin its all gona end n death is d final destination of life.. wich v all will 1 day or d othr reach,, but d only way i feel i can cope up wid losing my dear 1s is dat i die b4 dat.. dats how strong n detached i am... or how insecure n weak i am.. hmm dats only 4 tym 2 tell..... but its funny cos smhw i cannot relate 2 any situations or ceremonies wich mk ppl go on extremes... i dnt like goin 2 cremenations.. n i dnt like attendin marriages eithr.. but at tyms v r complied 2do so... der is no comparison btween d emotions invld in d 2 ceremonies.. but neithr of dem mks me feel like bein der.. call me weird but dat hw it is 4me...antisocial mayb.. but wot can i do if such emotions dnt come natural 2me.. or mayb i'v conditiond myself wid tym..not 2 react much n b cold 2 all such evnts... tho smtyms it shakes me bad.... imagine v decide not 2 get in touch wid sm1 again in our live n less v knw , it jst mite b d case... how does it feels wen u hv argumnt wid sm1.. u develop grudges 4 certain ppl n decide 2 stay away 4m dem 4 alwaz... but if it so hapns dat u get d news d der demise .... how do u feel.. its like d last confrontation wid dat person ws a fite.... now d person is gone 4 real n in dis life v arnt getin in touch again wid dem.. (xactly wot v decideed,, only not dis way),wot if v feel smwhr it ws our fault n shud hv got d records strait wid dat person.. or evn if it ws dat both d parties were at fault, wot gud is it doin 2 dcyd not 2 get in each odrs way in dis life tym ?? so v dcyd 2 set things asyd but b4 v knw.. its 2 late now.. n wot r v left wid,,, a guilt insyd cursing our ownselves ..d last words u had wid d person were smthin dat jst myt haunt u 4evr.... so jst 2 mk sure no such thing hapns..shud v b leting morons be demselves d bearing wid dem.. cos v dnt want 2 regrets later??? or do v doom dem 2 hell n keep dem asyd , live our lives peacefully??? den der r chances f u hatin a person n evry1 knws wot d jerk he/she ws in der lifetym but wen dey die.. well ,,,all go on sayin wot a wonderfull person he or she ws.... n how dey wud b missd.. but bringing forth d truth wud b rude n bad.. 4 not 2 tk bad of sm1 who is dead... isnt it so? but wen d person ws alive.. curse him/her like hell.. wot a wonderfull concept v ppl have... <span style="color: red;"><strong><em>respect d dead n mock d living... </em></strong></span><br />
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sm say d ultimate way f life is bein detachd n not feeling nethin.. but lyk i said v nvr knw wen n wot will get us attchd 2 it or dem.. lookin at d world arnd wot do v get 2 keep wid us... wot all can v possbly gain... in d same aspct... wot can v possbly loose....hmm heavy stuff isnt it ... n dnt v all like 2 talk n sound philosophical.. but hw many f us practice wot v preach?? i dbt not many.. <br />
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dnt hv much 2 rite now... guess wud leave dis here only.. dis mite b 1f d short post 4d readers .. so wont get dem complaining...sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-75505122032850940162009-10-17T22:54:00.002+05:302009-10-17T22:57:34.579+05:30d TAG of innocent guilt...anothr of tags i got, kinda strnge dis 1 .. did not get it in d 1st go.. aftr askin d tagger it seems here v hve certian questions n gota gv 1 word ans 2 dem...where innocent says no n guilty means yes in d tag... so will get ovr wid dis now.. not much 2do in dis tag... dey say tags r gr8 way 2knw more f ppl... well go ahd knw more f me.. <br />
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RULE 2- You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!<br />
RULE 3- Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag to your friends to answer this.<br />
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Asked someone to marry you? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Danced on a table in a bar? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Ever told a lie? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Kissed a picture? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Slept in until 5 PM? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Fallen asleep at work/school? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Held a snake? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Been suspended from school? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Worked at a fast food restaurant? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Stolen from a store? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Been fired from a job? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Done something you regret? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Kissed in the rain? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Sat on a roof top? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Kissed someone you shouldn't? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Sang in the shower? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Shaved your head? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Had a boxing membership? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Made a boyfriend cry? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Been in a band? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Shot a gun? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Donated Blood? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Eaten alligator meat? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Eaten cheesecake? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Still love someone you shouldn't? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Have/had a tattoo? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Liked someone, but will never tell who? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Been too honest? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Ruined a surprise? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn't walk after wards? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Erased someone in your friends list? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Joined a pageant? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? <span style="color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Had communication with your ex? <span style="background-color: black; color: blue;">Innocent.</span><br />
Got totally drunk on the night before exam? <span style="color: red;">Guilty.</span><br />
Got totally angry that you cried so hard? <span style="color: red;">Guilty</span>.<br />
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as 4 taggin ppl... guess whosoevr wants 2 do it...sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-51354140449182832722009-10-07T19:47:00.008+05:302009-10-10T19:30:46.055+05:30DUMB DUMB DUMB....THE dUMB dUMBER dUMBEST QUIZ. seems like d funny quizzes have had alrdy made der way in2 blogger 4m facebook n all.. got 2do dis 1 by monica... lets c wot i score <br />
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Here's the quiz<br />
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[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking<br />
<span style="color: red;">(worse still d gum got stuck in my hair, hair on d head, thot shud specify :P...) </span><br />
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[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking<br />
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[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door<br />
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[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle<br />
<span style="color: red;">(jumping of d moving bus qualifies i guess)</span><br />
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[x] You have thought of something funny while walking by yourself<br />
<span style="color: red;">(hapns alot..)</span><br />
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[x] Laughed, then watched people give you weird looks<br />
<span style="color: red;">(hapns all d tym)</span><br />
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[x] You have run into a tree/bush.<br />
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[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow<br />
<span style="color: red;">(hahaha dint knew dat.. )</span><br />
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[x] You have tried to lick your elbow… a few times<br />
<span style="color: red;">( :P jst tried after reading d above statement, no success tho)</span><br />
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[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little star have the same rhythm.<br />
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[x] You just tried to sing them.<br />
<span style="color: red;">(hi dey do kinda hv d same ryhme,, not dat dumb a quiz i guess,, only makin ppl smarter)</span><br />
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[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.<br />
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[ ] You have choked on your own spit .<br />
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[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.<br />
<span style="color: red;">(got d 1st 2 parts... d 3rd 1 got way 2 wierd) </span><br />
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[ ] You’ve never seen the Matrix.<br />
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[ ] You type only with two fingers.<br />
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[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire<br />
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[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.<br />
<span style="color: red;">(now d water gt in2 nose cos f stupid lafs)</span><br />
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[x] You have caught yourself drooling.<br />
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[x] You have fallen asleep in class and fell outta your chair<br />
<span style="color: red;">(fallen asleep yes,, fell outta chair yes... but not both at d same tym.. )</span><br />
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[x] You stared hard at someone trying to figure whether the person was he or she<br />
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[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking<br />
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[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about<br />
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[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you<br />
<span style="color: red;">(some evn shake der heads wen dey knw dey gota talk 2me now :P :P)</span><br />
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[x] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.<br />
<span style="color: red;">(dont understand d concept f inside voice tho.... depends tym 2 tym it seems)</span><br />
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[x] You use your fingers to do simple math<br />
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[x] You have eaten a bug<br />
<span style="color: red;">(not knowingly.. myt hv munched few at nites wid d food) </span><br />
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[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important<br />
<span style="color: red;">(not exactly... got nothing bttr 2do if think in 1 way...n have alot f stuff 2 tk care f if think d othr way)</span><br />
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[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it<br />
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[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand<br />
<span style="color: red;">(in hands ?? hahaha evn more funny ..as a kid wen got 2 wear d specs initially ws searching 4 my specs all arnd only 2 find myself wearing dem on d eyes wen searchin 4 it in front f d mirror :P :P... wow d quiz is made 4 me it seems :P :P)</span><br />
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[ ] You have ran around naked in your house.<br />
<span style="color: red;">(hahahahahha ok... hmm probably one day wen i'll hv my own house n live alone den jst myt do dis :P :P.. not run arnd tho.. walkin wud b jst fine)</span><br />
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[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t.<br />
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[ ] You break a lot of things.<br />
<span style="color: red;">(not alot .. but things keep breakin here n der ...)</span><br />
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[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you.<br />
<span style="color: red;">(wot type of big words??..askin dat question dumb?? but still big words differ 4 all)</span><br />
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[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused<br />
<span style="color: red;">(well can tilt or do othr random stuf wen confused n helloo wen confused ur supposd 2do random stuff)</span><br />
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[x] You have fallen out of your chair before<br />
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[ ] Mistook your teacher to be a student<br />
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[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling or wall<br />
<span style="color: red;">(hmmm well need not specialy be lyin in bed... jst gota b vela n nothin 2do like rite now :P :P)</span><br />
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[x] The word “ummmmm” is used many times a day.<br />
<span style="color: red;">(it hapns most wen in viva n interviews i guess :D)</span><br />
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[x] Have you opened your mouth to say something but then you pretended as if you were yawning because you forgot what you wanted to say.<br />
<span style="color: red;">(smtyms not dat i 4gt but lookin at d person 2 whome ws goin 2say... decyd against sayin it ..hence d yawn or smile or random face)</span><br />
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TOTAL 29<br />
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<span style="color: white;">I am (29/40)*100 = <span style="color: #cfe2f3;">72.5%</span> DUMB!!!</span><br />
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chalo if not d academics ... getin a score f 70 + not bad... probably my dad wud b hapi ... hahahahhahahahah<br />
n who i wud like 2 compare my dumbness wid... hmm guess all in d list f followers n whosoevr reading dis.. n do lemme knw once u thru wid d dumbness :P :P... n complete it soon.. d sooner u knw d bettr it is 4u my frnd,,, go chk ur dumbness... BE A MAN... or WOMAN... wotevr b ur casesobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-16592817855542631322009-09-26T02:29:00.000+05:302009-09-26T02:29:34.794+05:30the unforgiven II"what i've felt , what i've known<br />
sick n tired , i stand alone<br />
could u there?<br />
cos am d 1 who waits 4u<br />
or r u UNFORGIVEN too"<br />
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well dats 1 f d songs 4m metallica dat i heard wen i started listening 2 d band.. alwaz loved d song n since d tym i started bloggin had dis in mind 2 use d title as name f ne f my post.. felt it looks fine 4 wot am thinking 2 type now so jst thot wud start it off wid few lines 4m d song only... hence d para in d start.. no pun intended der.. ppl need not mk horses up der brains run wild.. 4 d post is yet 2 begin :P :P<br />
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so nehw lemme get dwn wid d post.. now smtyms it hapns dat i write n talk irrelevnt stuff.. ppl evn hv hard tym readin or getin 2 understnd wot am tryin 2 say.. funny der r tyms wen i myself find it hard 2 understnd wot am i sayin or wot do i want in life... 4 smtym now my brain has been fcukd up..refusing 2 work at all... n evn if it has been working.. only d wierdest f not so hapnin thots hv been botherin me.. n 2 mk it all worse.. i hv been devoting tym thinkin ovr dem... d things wich hv been botherin n trblin me r d most irrelevnt f stuff.. but wen ur head is 2 go wrong .. nothin can help u out.. u get stuck in d quick sand.. n d more u try 2 get outta it d more u get stk in2 it.. u try n get urself out f a tangled web n d more u struggle 2 get out d more tangled up u r in it.. probably d same hs been my case off late... d more n more i try not 2 get my brain trbld d more worse it got n blew it away at d best of tyms 2 mk d worst of situations..<br />
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generally am not sm1 who thinks ovr certain things alot... 4me it hapns .. if its 4 my gud den alls well.. if not so gud den so b it... wud c wot nxt n gota move on, but wen d let go... n mv on phenomena keeps hapnin tym n again dats wen d funny thinking part of my brains get working.. or rathr shud i say d wierd mechanism up der starts workin.. it has been pretty rusty uptill now ,4 a long tym hasnt made use f it.. but wen it starts kickin... its like not willing 2 stop..now read dis post smwhr.. abt escapism n dunno y .. (probably i knw y) seemd as if am no gud but escaping all arnd me 2... n bein nothin but a coward by letting go n not caring much 4 all arnd me.. thot d move on n will c later attitude myt help but escapism is nvr d answer 2nething.. n extreme of nething is bein an escapist.... so got my share on tangling up in d web... n worse dat cud hapn... messd up few ,not so tangld up things n ppl arnd in d web...n dats wot makin me go mad... now dis post here is reminding me f d very 1st post dat i wrote.. d 1 wid wich i started off my bloggin career (:D ya ok... )...ws goin thru a similar phase den but still it ws diff .. only my fuckd up mood n irritable behaviour ws d same..<br />
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i pity my frnds n ppl who overlook such deeds of mine n still choose 2b my frnds... dey sure dint do no wrong 2 deserve my wrath(hmmm heavy word here .. got only dis at d tym , so will let it b).. 4 widout ne fault f ders i still go on 2 mk d atmosphere wierd 4 dem.... spoiling sm1s special day by bein d total jerk.. well not many can do dat.. but i can n hi did so wid d worst possble timings... cud i get bttr in bein worse ??? i dbt it... feel funny wen i say dis but things wich bothred me wud find appreciation in othrs eyes... now comeon how many of us wud get irritated at ppl 4 bein all mannerd n culturd n dignified.. or at d 1s who r greatest f souls arnd n overlook all flaws in ppl n still do gud evn 2 dos who do bad 2 dem?? now how many of us can get irritated 4m such acts n ppl wid such high standards in life?? well beat dis all such acts of mannerism n dignity got me iritated n 2 mk things worse.. i let it trbl me wd few of my frnds arnd... as worse as it gets .. i let my mood b fuckd up wid frnds who r in evry aspct of life far bttr souls dan me .. n if nethin i bttr get sm gud qualty f dem.. but no sir i rathr dcyd 2gt my brain fuckd up wid dem.....<br />
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remmbr last tym u were mad at sm1 n dat got u mad at ur own self .. 4 u knew dat it ws u who ws behavin wierd at bein trbld by d sincerity(or wot shud i write here??) of ppl arnd... yes i write wierd stuff.. dunno wot comes nxt aftr wat n der is no flow n probably no sense in certain statemnts i type.. but its still gud 4 i can b far more fuckd up dan dis.. so my brain goes off ...n l8r i realise how big a jackass i am by bein mad at ppl who hvnt done no wrong ... n den it gets me mad at myself 4 y am i bein such a jerk ..... spins ur head readin dis... well jst think wot i hv had been thru.... ur mad ur frustated but d only person u can tk it out on is urself.. so eithr ways ur not goin 2 get away wid dis frustations n ugly air arnd.. 4 ur d 1 havin it.... ur d 1 2b blamed 4 it ... n probabaly ur d only 1 who desrves all dis crap ... wid all dis arnd ... i start 2 wonder wot hv d 1s arnd done 2desrve all dis?? guess only fault of ders wud b dat dey knw me n still hv der concern 4 wots trblin me... now wot am i suppsd 2 say.. its my own insignificant n disturbing thots ... n if any1 needs 2b blamed its me... smhw feel its d funda of attachmnt n detachmnt dat gets my head go round n round at tyms... not many dat am attchd 2.... its not easy 4me 2gt atchd eithr.. but detachmnt is smthin dat mks it all ugly.. n if 1 cannot get detachd 4m his attchmnts den its hell waitin 4u ... <br />
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evry1 has der weak points n low in life.. probably i went thru 1f d lows f my life in d past week... now dey say no1 is perfct..well hence proved am not evn near 2 bein perfct 4 sure.. only thing i myt b perfect at wud b imperfection... but den again aint dat bad eithr.. have seen worse souls arnd.. but wen v r no gud ourself v dnt hv d rite 2 point fingers at othrs.. do v?? no v dnt..cos blame game is easy ...sit dwn n analyse stuff n it all comes dnw 2 bein ur own fault... atlst d case wid me dis tym ... goin thru such lot 4 no rhyme or reason i ended up realising jst 1 thing.... its nvr ne1 elses fault... no1 can mk ur life miserable but u urself.... if ne1 is 2b blamed 4 ur plight its u again... in d weak moments d decisions dat v tk thinkin v r strong enuf r d worst f decisions n dey only mk us realise how weak v r.. n pretending 2b all strong n unmoved by all arnd v only blow away d few who actually r d support dat v hv... but does all dis keep any meaning aftr u hv been a fool??.. spoil up things 4 ppl n den realising ur mistk wich all d tym u were aware of ,, does sayin sorry help?? very convinient word SORRY... but if v really mean it ... den y gv a chance 4 othrs 2 hear it 4m u ... cos d sorry state can nvr b gud.. n if v r in it den v r all total waste.. <br />
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behve like jerks n end up disappointing ppl... der r levels in life dat ppl maintain n if v think evn 1 level below of our mental state den v r doomed bad... imagine bein messd up wid d stuff dat u alwaz detest .... dey say dont stoop dwn ur own level but in d weakest of moments u nvr knw were u end up... probably cursing urself by d end f it all 4 bein such a trash... but no1 is perfct n its only in tyms like des wen u need 2 sit dwn n recollect urself 2b able 2 hold ur head still high.. irrespectv of wot u hv been thru 4 no fault f ne1 but ur own.. not evn a fault but only random wierd irrelevnt thots ..... so goin thru all dis i cud only gt 1 thing outta it..(wid help f few frends) 2 much of thinkin can get u mentally disturbd... 2 survive in d world u gota b able 2 maintain ur own kool n if any distrbance is 2 hapn... it bttr not involve u... nothing is permannt n humans beins r weak... u can nvr hold on2 ne1 or nething... so no point wonderin ovr wot wen u mite lose it.. thinking ovr it n losin wot u hv at present rite now 4d momnt ... damn u spoil d present 4 thinking ovr d future ,, d othr way round.. wid past exprnce ,,limiting urself in d presnt,, again so not hapnin... now i hv alwaz been told by ppl dat am jst 2 cautious at tyms n in order 2 not hurt sm1 n mk sure nothin goes wrong.. hahaha..dat extra effort screws it all up... assumptions on baseless issues mk me tk steps wich jst dnt mk no sense... n d ppl arnd me... well dey only wonder wots trbling me... while am only tryin 2 mk sure nothin is trbls dem... d problem is .. if i get slightest d idea or hint dat sm1 arnd me is not vry comfrtablr ...b it any reason.. i tend 2 gt on d backfoot n b all cautious... n being so i get uncmfrtble myself.. so ne1 arnd feeling uncmfrtble..mkes me uncmfrtble... n dat mks d air arnd wierd... n funny story..it seems d uncmfrtin issues r only baseless n non existant.. only dat ovrcautious attitude often mk me bein a total fool... tym n again i felt it is lyk dat.. but dint made sense 4 i ws pretty convncd of wot i do is rite.. but wen 1 n all hv d same opinion n say no1 can understnd d sudden chnge of behaviour.... i smhw felt probably alil dif appraoch in life wont hurt... cos its des vry ppl 4 whome i smtyms act diffrntly.. but dat dey find it wierd n dis seems wierd 2me.. 4 its all 2 mixd up... heads spinning again?? dnt wory gues am abt 2 get ovr now... so nehw... i guess i wrote wot i wanted 2... not many can mk sense of it ... n if u can den u mite b left wondering.. wotevr b d case... d gud thing is.. its d week gone by... as 4me.. wot all i typed here is only makin me smile looking at it.. have had d wierd issues screw me up enuf .. so no more its an issue... got my head all cleared up... in d process ended disappointed a few .. but feel dat disappointmnt gt dem thinkin 2 blog :P :P so hahaha... its all gud.. as 4 me yes evry1 goes thru der bad n weak phases.. i went thru mine... but now am gud again... it feels gud once again making fun f ppl :P :P.. getin 2 sport dos mean grins n finding humuor in almost abt evrything..( sm f u mite find dis wierd n read pyscho.. but haha ur free 2 think wot evr.. dnt care)<br />
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i still get 2 b wid my frnds..who hv been mature enuf n tolerated me evn in my worse of moods.. hats off 2 u guys... am pleasently surprised at how ppl can ovrlook n b all dignified.. hmm smthing i said b4 in d blog 2 dint i ??? :P :P.. d optimistc n living life d fullest is smthing i gota pik up 4m u guys... tho still i wud prefer goin on 2 mk fun f ppl.. 4 like i said no1 but ourselves n responslbe 4 our plights,.. no1 can mk fun f us unless v allow it 2 hapn ourselves... now jst 2 mk sure i dnt get attacks 4m social workers ... i dnt mean 2 disrescpect n rub ne1 of der dignity while makin fun f dem... no no not d case... but wen i comes 2 njoyin life 2d fullest.. i mite b alil mean in my own ways..... so d week gone by is past 4 me... present is all gud.. n dnt care abt d future..i'v 4goten all my stupidity... few frnds hv been mature enuf 2 let go n 4gt it 2.. alil request 2 othr few 2 4gt it n not talk abt it n keep d air heavy still.. i behvd like a total moron.. not neccsary 4u 2 behve like 1 :P :P... u alrdy gt ur point across n i understood no matter wot "widout GOPALJI koi VIKAS ni hoga" :P :P.... n othr way round "VIKAS ke liye GOPALJI zaruri hai"... hahahahhahahhaha ... lol well dis wud not mk sense 2 few... but i 1s who can understnd d lines wud defin8ly knw wot am sayin :P :P.... its has alwaz been like dat since centuaries... n will remain like dat 4 tyms 2 come....<br />
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am glad 4 i feel i wud have had done alot of gud karmas in my past lives ..:P:P 4 in dis life i can find company f d few elite n dignified ppl who r way beyond d normal human dimensions... havin such souls as frnds is a blessing n if i cud b evn slightly like dem.. my life wud b way neat n millions f notches up 4m wot i hv... but hi not complaining... wot all is hapnin 4me is still 2 gud 4me.. n dey r d uplifted souls.. i need 2 work my way 2 match der levels... till den am glad bein stuck in dis mean bad world... 4 evn tho d world mite d evil infested .. i hv my angels arnd me 2 tk gud care f me :P :P... wid guardians like des... my life is gud... so gota cherish wot all i hv in present n not b bothrd of wot mite hapn in future wen dey wont b arnd... y think so, i say.... dey say all gud things come 2 an end.. so do all bad things.. 2 side f d coins.. y flip it n get dat 100% of d 50 %.. i say rathr roll d coin along n let d gud n bad roll along wid u... its lot eaiser 2 let d coin roll n let it dcyd 4 itself wot side its goin 2b 4us den flipping it n d thots d getin bad 1 trbling u al thru.... now i read dis msg smwhr n loved it.. cudnt b bttr timing 4me 2 come across dis... evn used it as a status msg on facebook.. n here m ending my post wid it ....now cant say hope u guys had fun readin it.. but alls well dat ends well .. quotes mk it so much easier it say stuff :P:P.... <br />
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P.S. (using it 4d 1st tym in my post :P :P)thot aftr all des awrds n tags my next post wud b smthin wer i wud talk abt d tags n awrds,, but den dis post came up.. but no worries i'll probably get dat 1 here soon... cos wid tags n awrds smwhr it seems blogger has become tagger .. not dat am criticizing dat... but den again wid d amt f tags smwhr it kills d spirit of blogs .. 4 tags get u write certain formulated stuf.. n wot all i mean by dat wud get 2it later... till den i leave u wid dis<br />
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<strong><em><span style="color: red;">"Doubt holds you landlocked in paralysis unable to move either way. The time you spent doubting is the time you are not a...live. So, rid yourself of the doubt, take that step one way or another, your heart knows what is best, but take it right now"</span></em></strong>sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-85483084471398914612009-09-19T22:07:00.001+05:302009-09-19T22:12:42.144+05:30AWARDS SEASON in d blogsphere....2 more awards... ok... am starting 2 wonder how gud my blogs r... or r dey?? cos off late its not much of blog but tags n awrds.. so d real bloggin is not here ,only posting... smthing cooking up in d mind so probably wud mk it in a post soon... <br />
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well coming 2 dis.. pleasent surprise.. only recently came across dis fellow blogger n she has been generous enuf 2 gv me 2 awrds so am flatterd... like i said b4.. many more desrving bloggers.. (hmmm will mk a post soon on all dis...) ya ok... but appreciation in any form in welcome.. infact appreciatd ..now i dnt mind getin awrds but its intersting wen u gt 2knw wot post or posts made sm1 gave u dat awrd.... cos den it wud feel more deserving .. but a n awrd is an awrd after all... so will accpt it wholeheartedly n a big :D... it feels nice ..tho my brain n funny way f thinking alwaz makes me c an opinion not many wud agree on or like... so dat opinion n dos thots wud b up in some post soon.... 4d tym am gona proudly display d awrds on my page n thank hapibirdie 4 bein so kind.... n will tk d opportunity 2 gv it away 2 sm i find desrving of dis awrd far more dan me .. tho dey alrdy mite hv it ..still gota pass 2d blogs dat mk me feel dey gota hv dis on der display... <br />
n thnx 2d birdie again..b hapi alwaz<br />
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Questions & Your Answers: <br />
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(i) The person who tagged you: happy birdie<br />
(ii) His/her site's title and url: <a href="http://hitaishi9.blogspot.com/">http://hitaishi9.blogspot.com/</a><br />
(iii) Date when you were tagged: 17 September 2009<br />
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1) monica @ <a href="http://ruminationsmyspc.blogspot.com/">http://ruminationsmyspc.blogspot.com/</a>... most deserving candidate in my list <br />
2) sugandha @ <a href="http://whysoserioustoday.blogspot.com/">http://whysoserioustoday.blogspot.com/</a>... funny blogs she rites at tyms.. n fun blogs r best read 4me <br />
3) parul @ <a href="http://rambble-on.blogspot.com/">http://rambble-on.blogspot.com/</a>... not many blogs by her.. but fun she is... n ya her brday 2mrw...so here is alil gift :P :P hapi brday.. n get more motivated by dis n start up sm serious fun bloggin <br />
4) roshmi @ <a href="http://notapennyformythoughts.blogspot.com/">http://notapennyformythoughts.blogspot.com/</a>... mythology n history ... dis is ur link <br />
5) kasab iangurl @ <a href="http://kasabiangirl.blogspot.com/">http://kasabiangirl.blogspot.com/</a>... now dats a hardcore blogger... alrdy many awrds 4 her... probably dis 1 mite b repeated .. but all gud <br />
6)hapibirdie @ <a href="http://hitaishi9.blogspot.com/">http://hitaishi9.blogspot.com/</a>... giving it back 2 whome i gt it 4m... read a few post f her n dey were fun.. so nw dat i can gv away d awrds... she gets it 4m me 2 <br />
7) rane @ <a href="http://soulofawoman-rane.blogspot.com/">http://soulofawoman-rane.blogspot.com/</a> .. now amm not much in2 reading poetry .. but certain posts f her made me go hahaha.. well i hv dis nack of goin hahahaha on almost evrythin .. n nething wid few obvious excption.. so guess wud gv her d awrd 2.. <br />
8) grl nxt door @ <a href="http://moments-i-will-cherish.blogspot.com/">http://moments-i-will-cherish.blogspot.com/</a>.. now few f her posts dat i read , gv a picture of how it is 2b getin in d corporate world n workin out der... n ne awrd wich can mk me :D.. gets sm appreciations 4m me.. <br />
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n now d awards dat d birdie gave 2me <br />
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</div>:P :P .... dis is kool.. 2 in 1 awrds.. kinda excited how gud a blogger i am :P :P 4 ppl deceiding 2 gv such awrds.. indeed it seems lyk an awrd season in d blogsphere 2me...sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-56366723113471911792009-09-12T20:58:00.001+05:302009-09-12T21:08:33.677+05:30superior scribblernot bad ... geting awards on d blogsphere if not smwhr else :P :P .. not used 2 getin awards tho.. but all gud .. now MONICA(<a href="http://ruminationsmyspc.blogspot.com/">http://ruminationsmyspc.blogspot.com/</a>) has been generous enuf on awarding me wid dis 1 n few b4.. but dis is diff 4m d 1s b4 4 it seems only lucky few hv been getin dis 1 :P :P (chalo sm apne muh miya mitho hapnin here... no worries :P) but seriously i feel wid such awrds... der r many who desrve it far more n bttr dan me.. ppl r dedicatd n so attachd 2 der blogs.. d way dey tke effrt in makin a gud post n working on der pages... i dnt feel i can match der intensity.... now reasons 4 y i wud b bloggin here is wen i feel like takin d fuckd up part f my brain out n den wen i wud c wot i hv jotted dwn i wud realise wot d heck.... its all not dat bad aftr all..its only dat am feelin such...so its all gud .. besyds geting 2 cmmnt on posts :P :P well dats i thing i like 2do .. .. so blog awrds r welcome only der r ppl more deserving .. but if ne1 feels i cud get 1 ... hi i dnt mind :P :P so thnk u monica.. i like d secnd haf f d awrd more tho.. scribbler ..ohh yes dat sounds like me.... superior,... hmm if u say so.. tho am jst like an averge joe.. nothin superior... :P :P.. but still wud b glad 2 display it on my page... <br />
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now 4d awrd n its rules<br />
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* Each Superior Scribbler must in turn pass The Award on to 5 most-deserving Bloggy Friends.<br />
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* Each Superior Scribbler must link to the author & the name of the blog from whom he/she has received The Award.<br />
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* Each Superior Scribbler must display The Award on his/her blog, and link to This Post, which explains The Award.<br />
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* Each Blogger who wins The Superior Scribbler Award must visit this post and add his/her name to the Mr. Linky List.<br />
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* Each Superior Scribbler must post these rules on his/her blog. <br />
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(now am alil confused 4 it says most deserving bloggy frnds?? cos dat ways den few alrdy havin dis awrd r getin it again... fair enuf?? or shud it b like 5 new 1s in d list??? am confsd guess will gv 2d most desrving who i find r desrving on d blogsphere.. n ya wots wid d mr. linky list??? wots dat n how 2 add name der?? help me out ppl.. ) <br />
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1. monica at <a href="http://ruminationsmyspc.blogspot.com/">http://ruminationsmyspc.blogspot.com/</a>.. no surprise der... (tho it shud b superior writer n not scribbler 4 her)now she ws my inspiration behind starting up dis bloggin n all.. n also d 1 thru whome i came across dis blogging world ..d 1st blog i evr read ....so if at all any1 likes my posts n wot i write ,..den i owe it 2 her... so gota gv her sm credit f getin me across d blogsphere ... its fun out here.. or rathr in d blog world :P :P thnx ... gues alrdy u ppl hv read her posts.. if not u shud do dat, simple living high thinking... dats her as 4 her blogs... read n u wud knw bttr <br />
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2. puneet at <a href="http://perplexing-thoughts.blogspot.com/">http://perplexing-thoughts.blogspot.com/</a> .. he's a childhood frnd... very naive 2d blogging world...(saale ko bool bool ke suru hi karva di blogging) n its not dat he's a frnd n dats y am givin him dis awrd... i genuinly like wot he writes.. he's alwaz at his witty best.. jst like he is as a person... am sure very soon he is goin 2b a big star in d blogsphere.. CHEERS brother <br />
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3.roshmi at <a href="http://notapennyformythoughts.blogspot.com/">http://notapennyformythoughts.blogspot.com/</a>.. (again not a scribbler)now her post r alwaz interesting 2 read 4 d facts dat she gathers n puts up.. probably she has a lot f vedic knwlgde n smtyms searchs on net alot.. now u can find such stuff on net 2.. but she compiles it well .. tho hers r post evn more lenghty dan mine... u gota sit dwn 2read dem.. but once thru u sure wud b gaining alot f knwlgde 4m it.. so yes its fun 2 read her posts.. its like a google in its own :P :P.. <br />
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4.sugandha at <a href="http://whysoserioustoday.blogspot.com/">http://whysoserioustoday.blogspot.com/</a>.. once in a while visit her posts n i hv fun reading dem.. got 2 read alot f funny stuff on her pages(besyds f othr not so funny..4 intellctual ppl who like posts wich mk sense... not much f a fan of thot provoking posts tho... not against dem eithr..only prefer d lite hearted 1 more)... including THE BRO CODE.... a whole post devoted 2it.. wot can i say.. i got speechless... 4 ws laffing out loud :P :P..n few f her baba bashing post ..u bet dey r funny....so thot wud drop her d scrbbler awrd... <br />
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5.parul at <a href="http://rambble-on.blogspot.com/">http://rambble-on.blogspot.com/</a> <br />
<a href="http://atworkk.blogspot.com/">http://atworkk.blogspot.com/</a> <br />
<a href="http://thoughtsunblocked.blogspot.com/">http://thoughtsunblocked.blogspot.com/</a> <br />
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ok now she doesnt writes much.. but dats probably bcos she made 3 diff pages n writes only on 1 n has 4goten othrs links of hers :P :P..but d scrbbler awrd sure 4 her....not becos she is a gud frnd..well mayb cos f dat 2 :P :P..but knowing her in person 1 can find her presence in d posts she writes.. alwaz smiling n all chirpy ..hmm guess superior smile awrd wud do more justce 4 her.. but nvrdless she gets dis 4m me 2... <br />
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DISCLAIMER: now me awarding dis 2 des 5 doesnt means dat d othr r not scribbling well ...as in d 1s i like 2 read... only mayb d 1st 5 names wich got 2 my head got d HONOUR :P :P... so evry1 reading dis n provided u blog .. or rathr scribbler u r a winner of dis prestigious awrds... n i'll b glad 2 awrd it 2 u ...lol,,,:P :D hahahahaha <br />
but d fact remains... best 5 in my list u got ur name in my post.. so CHEERS!!!sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-91956879203611775212009-09-10T00:34:00.003+05:302009-09-12T18:22:33.320+05:30the 8 + 1 tag...another tag i gota 2... 2nd 1 4m d same person....now i dnt find it easy 2do des tags but like mst f d ppl i 2 njoy reading tags.. so guess i'll do it nehw ..besyds seems ppl find it easier 2 read d tags dan my posts... but dats not really a reason y i am doin dis....probably its cos wen a gud frnds tags u,it ought 2b done sooner or later... moreover felt lyk completing it 2day so here it goes..n yes its a frnds brday n 09/09/09.... so mayb shud add 1 more point at end of each1 heren makes it 9 tags....hmm ya shud do dat n will tk d liberty f doin it<br />
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<em><strong><span style="color: red;">9 favorite dishes I love to eat</span></strong></em><br />
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1. Chicken salad-works 4me all d tym provided its made as per d taste.. seldom ne1 mkes a salad bad.<br />
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2. Rajma chawal-1 dish can savour all d tym.. 1f d most sought aftr lunch dishes. <br />
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3. Chocolate truffle- funny am writing it as number 3.. but its jst dat randomly wots gets 2 my head... now d numbers r not d priority...so dark rich alil bitter chocolate is game 4 me<br />
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4. Tandoori chicken-n let me include all d tikkas n kababs in it.. so its lyk d chicken coming outta tandoor....<br />
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5. A certain FISH dish ..now d name seems 2 escape me rite now...but it sm white fish wid gud marination..n not all fish dishes dat i like...jst dis 1 <br />
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6. KIWI- dats 1 fruit i love 2 eat... diff 4m d usual 1s<br />
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7. d typical butter chicken daal makhani n missi roti combination..wid obviously diff types f chicken preparations.<br />
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8. daal ka halwa-1f d very few indian sweets i like.. 4 rest r a lil 2 sweet<br />
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9. Sprouts- healthy n lite.. tho i dnt hv dem regularly n its rathr junk dat i eat... but still i like 2 eat dem tym n again... mks me feel gud abt a healthy diet..at leats 4 once<br />
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(now der r many dishes n i cant fit in wid jst 9 options.. at d same tym writing des 9 were no easy eithr...)<br />
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<em><strong><span style="color: red;">9 things bothering me right now </span></strong></em><br />
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1. the knee injury n 4 how long its gona keep me on back foot.<br />
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2. not being able 2 set my priorities n makin a complete fool f self 4 nothing..its like gota get d frustations out but its no gud n only mks tyms worse 4me (n few who i care abt arnd me)...well still cant help dat..dats hw its goin 2b.<br />
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3. not bein able 2get started wid working out.. jst wen i got goin.. gt bed ridden n dat2 4 long....<br />
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4. d hipocrisy n pretentious air arnd.. gets me suffocating n feel like ending it all .<br />
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5. not bein able 2 drive on my own .. n a fact of not bein able 2 ride my bike 4 a yr ... dat hurts.<br />
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6. not bein able 2 get all serious n using d who cares attitude 2much in my life.. probably shud b alil more serious.. but damn who cares.<br />
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7. being unable 2 mk my mind free f all arnd me 4 sm tym n getting sm peaceful relaxing thots... its all 2 jammed up rite now....<br />
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8. disgusting ppl who think dey r oversmart n can get der things done n probably mk use f ur resources 4 der own benefit.... knwin dis n still not being able 2 get rid 4 such ppl... 4 if its not much f a trbl 4 me will still do dem a favor evn knowin wot jerks dey gona turn out 2b later.... <br />
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9. d exmz coming up n no preparation..besyds d final semester jst not seem 2b gettin ovr.. gota get ovr wid dis MCA n wid studies now... damn.. hv been studyin now 4 more dan 20 yrs now.. n still no gud... wot crap<br />
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(wonder y i let such stuff bother me but tym n again d stupid lil thigs come back 2 haunt me n feel lyk running away .. but dats no options eithr ...evry1 gta go thru der share f shit.. so do i)<br />
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<em><strong><span style="color: red;">9 Movies I would never say no to</span></strong></em><br />
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1. notting hill- 1f d sweetest movies evr made...<br />
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2. tropic thunder- amazing comedy... probably d best ben stiller evr did... <br />
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3. dil chahta hai- dnt think need 2say nething abt dis 1 <br />
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4. andaz apna apna- all tym fav.. dunno how many tyms hv watched it.. still find it funny<br />
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5. hmm now not technically a movie here... but d edward noton movies... from 'american history x' to 'the illusionist'.. dis guy does great work.. b it primal fear or the score or fight club .. u name it... <br />
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6. the departed- kill dicaprio n d movie is a sure shot hit... n jack nicholson is top notch in his costella act<br />
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7. the dark knight- probably d only batman movie dat i like<br />
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8. rock n rolla- talk style n dis is ur movie<br />
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9. BORAT- now dis is undbtedly 1f d most disgusting comedies evr made,, but get a grp f frnds n u gona hv a lafter roit watchin dis 1...n d guy who did dis borat act is ourstanding...<br />
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(again jst dat des movies came up in mind so jotted dem down here... bet der r many more.. specially d spoofs.. not all f dem but few r jst awesum)<br />
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<span style="color: red;"><em><strong>9 things I plan to do in this week </strong></em></span><br />
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1. well get over wid dis tag.. n am abt 2do dat so all gud.<br />
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2. kick off wid studies n do sm serious work.<br />
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3. get sm aim in life n decide wot i wan2 do wid it.... (well dats a thot not jst 4 dis week but rather 1 wich has been in n out f my mind tym n again...)<br />
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4. start up a healthy eating habit n cut out on d junk( again a life long funda n not jst 4d week).<br />
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5. not b botherd f d things(ppl) dat(dos) hv been or do bother me n b able 2 exist peacefully wid evry1 arnd.<br />
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6. catch up wid few close frnds n hv a gud tym wid dem ..4getin all dat has been trbling n fucking up my brain(dis is 1 dat needs 2b done almost each week )<br />
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7. eat n drink n talk loud ...<br />
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8. well aftr cmpleting dis tag n wid certain ppl reading it.. myt jst gv me sm peice f der mind or rathr dey wud chose not 2 speak at all.. not dat am lookin 4wrd 2 it... or plan 2do.. but things mostly dnt hapn d way i plan dem 2b so... will c ...wot reactions i get... or get nothin at all.. probably loose wot i hv...<br />
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9. b a gud person n not bother n b rude 2 othrs.... (again smthing not only 4d week but 4 alwaz.. but dunno wen dat gona hapn)<br />
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<em><strong><span style="color: red;">9 sounds that annoy me </span></strong></em><br />
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1. continuos honking wid stupid so calld fancy horns... irritate n annoy me like hell..feel like getin out n beating up dat fool<br />
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2. d tone f certain ppl speakin... der voice is really annoyin.. probably rude on my part but dats how it is.<br />
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3. d sound f paper rubbing of d chalk of blackboard. <br />
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4. d disturbance on d fone due 2 netwrk trbl n all.<br />
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5. d noise dat a crow makes.<br />
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6. newborns crying continuosly 4 no ryhme or reason.<br />
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7. d screeching sound f a table or chair bein dragged along d floor.<br />
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8. d noise f old furniture ..probably rusty old staircases.<br />
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9. loud n noisy snores... <br />
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<em><strong><span style="color: red;">9 reasons I love life right now </span></strong></em><br />
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1. for wot all i hv in life..look at many arnd n feel am so privilgd 2hv d things ppl n life dat i hv.<br />
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2. gota go 2d colg as lil as possble n stay home sleep eat n rest.... feels gud.<br />
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3. hainvg frnds who r der 2 lift up my spirits wenevr am donw n out... n who dont botr 2 pik n drop me evn if dey gota go in cmplete oppo direction.. well dis is 1 thing wich mks me feel gud 4 der r ppl i can count on.. at d same tym feels bad 4 bothering dem so much all 4 my trbls.<br />
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4. d food n beverages dat r der 4me 2 savour..wot wud life b widout such delicacies arnd.<br />
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5. look 4 1n u will find many fools arnd who make dis life worth while living.. widout dem it all wud b so boring, again a rude thing 2 mk fun f ppl but den again wen ppl demselves act stupid n wierd ..der is not much u can do but hv a gud laf..<br />
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6. 4d family i hv n d frnd who r a family 4me outsyd my home.... cant think of life widout dem... 4 dey r d reason who keep me goin on<br />
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7. hv been in a pretty fuckd up frame f mind wid few f d most precisous ppl of late.. but wid things sorted out,, it feels gud...<br />
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8. being able 2 accompany ppl who r gems in evry aspct f life n getin 2 bfrnd dem..well certainly not smthing i wud hv thot of..(lets c 4 how long).<br />
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9. funny but true ..certain ppl at tyms seek my advc.. makes me feel gud,, as in can b f help 2 sm1.. it seems nice<br />
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<span style="color: red;"><em><strong>9 traits I really admire in people </strong></em></span><br />
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1. Honesty & loyalty- bein in ur face be it gud or bad... it means alot.. 2 speak in front f d person <br />
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2. respecting others n 1self...many arnd in order 2 respct n mk othrs feel gud... smtyms lose respct in der own eyes..so not hapin<br />
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3. d quality f treating all alike irrespectv f who n 4m where dey r....<br />
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4. humility- again more or less like d previous 1s ...<br />
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5. strong character- no matter how stupid n funny 1 behaves ..but wen it gets dwn 2 character ... d1 who can hold der head up high ..hv gr8 amt f respct in my eye<br />
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6. friendliness- being able 2 mix up wid ppl easily n making new 1s arnd u comfrtable instantly is smthng not many can do.<br />
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7. a gud sense f humour- its needed 4d kind f life n tyms v r living in... genuine gud n not so ugly humour wich wont hurt sm1 is 1 qualty vry few ppl have... now laffin at cost f othrs.. not a humuor many wud approve of (hmm well i aint got no rite 2 say dis 4 i do it all d tym) <br />
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8. sm1 who can hold a grp of ppl togthr is sm1 i respct alot 4d person can mk ppl who r way apart 4m each othr 2gt along.. not an easy task<br />
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9. well dis 1 lemme say 4 frnds n not generally 4 ppl arnd me.. i genuinely respct n feel comfrtable wid frnds being alil informal wid each othr n not alwaz behavin in a vry dignified manner ..now come on wid frnd u gota get lose n not b formal n cautious.. yes der r limits up2 wich u gota go.. but dats wot depends person 2 person... but at tyms cpl f frnd behve so formal dat it seems its jst a formal hi hello thing v hv arnd n wid such formality it makes me uncomfrtble n wonder if v r frnds or jst bunch f ppl hanging 2gthr.... 1 quality wot i admire in ppl who r 1 way or d othr my gud frnds is dat dey can b free n informal n b cmfrtable wid me arnd ..so dat i can b cmfrtble 2 .. at tyms it gets 2 formal n d fact dat v r frnds seems like an obligation.... on d contrary der r fools who r obligation 4me talk as if dey r d best f frnds n it pisses me off like hell... <br />
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<strong><em><span style="color: red;">9 things I see myself doing in the next five years</span></em></strong><br />
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1. givin shit 2 ppl in der face as n wen i feel like.<br />
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2. havin d grp f frnds i do n cherish at d moment 4 5 yrs 4m now n alwaz.<br />
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3. being able 2 decide finally wot i wan2 do in life(probably shud do it b4 d tym f 5yrs)<br />
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4. earning gud money doin smthing dat i wud like 2do n am gud at.(stil dunno wot dats goin 2b) <br />
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5. becoming a gud person n having more peace widin.<br />
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6. finding dat 1 perfect woman n settling dwn in anthr 4 5 yrs.<br />
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7. being happy in evry aspect f life n getin 2c all dos who i care abt arnd me happy.<br />
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8. probably blogging evn more n more stuff .<br />
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9. havin d same ease n comfrt wid certain frnds dat i do now... hope it all remains d same... <br />
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<em><strong><span style="color: red;">9 things that annoy me </span></strong></em><br />
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(now am adding dis on my own..jst feel like so here i tk d liberty again.. mayb not d best f things 2do.. but freedom f speech .. am makin use f it...)<br />
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1. ppl being all gud on ur face n talking shit behing u... hv balls dude.. talk on d face... ugot a problme wid <br />
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2. well said dis b4... frnds acting 2 formal n dignified,,, irritates me smtyms... but den wot am i sayin here ..dat d elegance n class ppl hv.. dey gota get rid f it?? ...yes dey do wen wid frnds... i dnt think 2wc at tyms 4 askin or rathr i tell my frnds 2 do stuff 4me.. funny thing... d more informal i can get.. d btrr is d frndship 4me... now dat doesnt means ppl shudnt b respcting each othr.....hmm nehw guess d1s who knw wot am speaking f will understnd, rest can remain all formal n classy... not smthing i fancy in frndship.. tho respct it immensely as a charactr in ppl as a person<br />
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3. ppl acting wierd wen photographs r bein taken n claiming of not bein so fotogenic.. well u aint gota b fotogenic 2 get clickd ..its abt d memories n tyms ppl capture in pic dan whtr u look gud or bad.... n go ahd n delete ur clickd pic... well annoyin n can b irritating.. but den again wid memories 2b captured... formalities need 2b kept aside n ppl gota b der free selves.. else d idea f clickin d keepin memories is nothing more dan a formality itself<br />
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4. ppl taklin f 1 thing n only 1 thing all d fuckin tym... 4 exmple say all u hv in life is dance dance dance.... seriously der is much more in life.. now i hv jst used an exmple nothing more.. no pun intended here<br />
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5. mean jackasses who act smart n think othrs dnt knw wot dey r up2.. u fool its evident n stop behavin like a jerk.<br />
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6. gud 4 nothin ppl showin der importnce in petty things dey hv control ovr.. bugger get out of d small pond ur living in n der is a world outsyd.<br />
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7. d fake attitude n d act f tryin 2b kool.. dunno wot gets 2 head f ppl n wot all dey will do 2 categorise demselves as kool.... but reality is u end up being fools.<br />
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8. ppl showin how busy dey r n workin4 othrs while d truth is dey r doin nothin d jst acting pricey.... go fuck urself morons... <br />
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9. finally d mr dude m miss dudette characters.... get a life<br />
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(now dey say dat am 2 rude n annoying at tyms myself n need 2 improve on dat... wid so many such advices arnd ... probably dey r correct in sayin so... but dats hw it is wid me.. a few readin des specifc 9 things mite jst feel like hitting me in d face or getin annoyd by me.. u hv all d rite in d world 2 do dat so go ahd...as on my part no bad blood in it)<br />
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<strong><em><span style="color: red;">9 Bloggers I tag </span></em></strong><br />
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(now dis is again a task 4me.. 4 dunno who 9 am goin 2 tag.. cos most f d followers i hv seem 2hv alrdy done dis tag.. but still funny thing,, cos here i can den tag few ppl... who atlst r gud 4 smthing... cos few hardly seem 2b readin d post,,, it seems like its, u follow me n i follow u world rathr dan follow n read wot u like.. so am glad ...if not 4 readin d post... i can mk use in such tags f few bloggers here... now i follow sm blog 4 i like 2 read d post f d author n not 2 get d person 2 follow my links... so genuinly its not d i follw u n u follow or vice versa philosphy wid me.. ne1 doin dat is more dan welcome 2b offended by my rudeness n do as dey like...)<br />
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1. Puneet at <a href="http://perplexing-thoughts.blogspot.com/">http://perplexing-thoughts.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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2. megha at <a href="http://guptamegha.blogspot.com/">http://guptamegha.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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3. pooja at <a href="http://poojamahimkar.blogspot.com/">http://poojamahimkar.blogspot.com/</a><br />
4. girk next door at <a href="http://moments-i-will-cherish.blogspot.com/">http://moments-i-will-cherish.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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5. rane at <a href="http://soulofawoman-rane.blogspot.com/">http://soulofawoman-rane.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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6. vj sophie at <a href="http://sophieorphic007.blogspot.com/">http://sophieorphic007.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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7. swati at <a href="http://si-cest-la-vie.blogspot.com/">http://si-cest-la-vie.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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8. roshmi at <a href="http://notapennyformythoughts.blogspot.com/">http://notapennyformythoughts.blogspot.com/</a> <br />
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9 aditi at <a href="http://nothingsprioritizedinmymind.blogspot.com/">http://nothingsprioritizedinmymind.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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(n c i cud tag 9 ppl... dats not bad at all..now hv fun ppl..if u wan2 do d tags.. or ur free not 2do dem...jst dat i had 2 tag 9 n i did so.. now its ur call)<br />
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now am taggin few other ppl..or rather ne1 i follow or ne who follws me... in dis..... 4 its not d 8 tag rathr 9 tags :P :P... as 4 dos who hv alrdy cmpleted it well u can only do d part u hvnt in d previous post.. but u gota mk all ur 8 to 9s..so hahahahahaha.. hv fun ..n am not givin any number now so as 2 keep d figure 9 intact... njoy<br />
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*monica at <a href="http://ruminationsmyspc.blogspot.com/">http://ruminationsmyspc.blogspot.com/</a><br />
*parul at <a href="http://rambble-on.blogspot.com/">http://rambble-on.blogspot.com/</a><br />
* happy birdie at <a href="http://hitaishi9.blogspot.com/">http://hitaishi9.blogspot.com/</a><br />
*kasabiangurl at <a href="http://kasabiangirl.blogspot.com/">http://kasabiangirl.blogspot.com/</a><br />
*sugandha at <a href="http://whysoserioustoday.blogspot.com/">http://whysoserioustoday.blogspot.com/</a><br />
*jalpari at <a href="http://nainabarse.blogspot.com/">http://nainabarse.blogspot.com/</a>sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-69837865308223511052009-08-24T23:47:00.005+05:302009-08-25T18:48:50.504+05:30"not a post... jst a long comment..."well ppl dis post f mine is not a post in itself but rather a commnt i wrote 4 a certain blog dat i came across.. a frnd gave d link n said how gud d post ws, so decided 2go thru it 2.. n yes true 2her words indeed a vry well written post.. but off late wen i read such posts wid social issues n stuff like dat.. my brains work in a very random n strange way.. i cmpltly agree wid wot is bein written abt certain hapnings n issues worryin d whole f human kind n also how d very humans in d society r d culprits n victims... so aftr goin thru dis amazingly written post, i decided 2 drop a cmmnt on how my brains work on reading stuff like dat,,, not many wud agree wid my ways n thots but its all gud.. am not here 2 convince ne1 rather jst play wid words n jot down my own ideas.. so i wrote dis cmmnt but cudnt publish it... 4 like a day did not get y its not allowing me 2 publish.. seemd as if d owner f d blog had sm spam managmnt or rathr control system wich dint allow my commnt 2b published....(if not ppl mite think f getin 1 now :P :P).. but later i realisd my commnt had exceeded d word limit allowd 2b publishd.. so had 2 brk down d commnt in2 3 parts n publish it... n den i thot dis is rathr a big commnt, shud hv had made a post out of it.. thot ovr it n yes not a bad idea considering hw lazy i am 2 think n write smthing....hmm guess i hardly think wen i write smthing... nehw..also no gud ideas cooking up.....wich wud mk me write smthing worth writing 4me n readin 4d ppl..... here i had sm write up n it surely cud add 2my posts.. so not talkin randomly any further.. well hv done it thru out d post... so nvrmind... am dropping d link of d post at d end 4 wich i posted dis commnt,(n now my blog) so d ppl curious 4 wot made me write all dis can read.. its like a prequel on rathr underlying basis of dis blog of mine.. hope a author f d post doesnt minds,, n has no copywrite issues... so here is sm write up wich is vry diff 4m wot all i hv posted till now.... lets c how ppl find dis.... n yes d cmmnt(ie dis blog) mite not b as gud as d post 4 wich dis cmmnt came 4m me..so dat post is sure worth reading .. nehw here is d commnt... (4d post go2 d link at d end)<br />
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now i dint read ur tk on advantages f bein a woman .... n yes sure dat wud hv been funny... but on d other side f d coin it gets all d more bizzare n hell 4bein a woman.. yes wot all u wrote here is all abt d society n d stupid stigmas attchd wid it..n evn worse dat wen it comes 2crime against woman , its not only d men but also women involvd at tyms.. now u talk f soaps on color.. ders a certain shw on ndtv imagine wich shows hows a village bein headed by a woman has all its stigmas f bein a gurl der.. n its dat very lady governing d village who goes on enticing crime against d woman (jst thot shud let evry1 knw am not watching des soaps or following dem ..no no :P its jst dat my folks watch dem n i hapn 2 b der at tyms .. so dats how i get dat knwlgd.. but knwlgde never goes waste so ..:P :P), nehw comin back 2d post n d serious issues.. wot am tryin 2 say is.. very well written n gud thot provokin post.. d issues u hv displayed in d true colors.. but d ugly part f d society is while v all like 2 discuss n talk n debate on such issues.. none f us does nothin more den dat.. (now am not sayin u dnt do nething.. am talkin off ppl like me)general masses ..v all knw wots hapnin but wot do v do?? u knw its not jst wid ur post or any othr issue.. wot i find strange is dat more n more such post come up but hardly ne1 goes on n does smthin abt it n den write a post whr dey wud tell how 2 mk sure dat such elemnts f our society get civilized n humane.. not against any organization or any individuals.. but how many .. say evn NGOs claimin 2 wrk 4 issues r doin any gud? excpt d parties?? yes wot all u wrote is very shamefull n disgusting on our society's part n like it or not all f us r part of it... n not wid d woman issues n all but generally i feel.. (now dats my n only my perception.).. dat instead of discussing d issues wich all of us r very much aware of .. y not talk f smthin v ourselves have, or sm1 v knw has done ...smthin in order 2 sort out d issues.. dat will mk evn a bttr post.... n no i hvnt done nething.. i cud b categorised as 1 f d lazy laid back gud 4 nothing souls who do nothin n jst wild away his tym... so probably u can evn skip my commnt as in no need 2gv it a thot.. (but am f dos who feel dat yes issues need 2b discussd at tyms.. n probably 1 f dos tyms wen u writin here ..) but come on dude.. al of us who can write n read here i guess r dis much aware f wots hapnin in d society.. if v jst post n talk here.. its no gud... can ne1 think f smthin dat will mk our's a bttr society.. well i certainly cant.. nw i dnt mean 2 criticise u or potray anything negatv abt d post. ...dats not d case.. infact d post is vry nicely written such a senstive isuue .. guess u hv penned it dwn really well.. but dude as i mentiond above.. men ..women .. wen d crime against women is done v find cases whr mostly men r d jackasses.. but at tyms d female specimen is part f it 2 against her very species.. so its d mind n thots n up bringing dat mks such feaks who r worse den parasites.... n u talk f how west world has less f crime against woman.. yes less but d crime is still der... so as long as d pervertd minds r at work.. b it in men or women.. d situation is only gona worsen... u knw smhw gets 2me dat its not actually d disadvntg f bein a women.. but rathr d disadvntge of belongin 2 d kinda society dat v hv.. wots mks me sick is its not only d interiors but also d metros n well educated ( well atlst der degrees says so,) morons 2 r invlvd in all sort of acts agnst women...<br />
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y is it dat in west world wer u say crime rate is less, dat women can walk arnd free at nite n not in our society... dats 4 our stupid traditions n stuff.. values ppl talk f .. n here v r discussin d advntages n disadvntage f out stupid traditions n values... its like yes alot f gud things dat r being follwd 4m ages in ur country mk it.. but on d flip syd.. all such crimes r 2 becos f d traditional mind sets f fools n ppl who mk use f d tradition as per der convneince.. but wot if v talk f a taliban culture?? guess its d curse 2b a woman der... so on scale f relativty sm mite argue how bttr our society is.... hmm, now dis is wot am sayin... debating discussing .. well v all hv evolvd such dat v can mk ourselves n at tyms evn odrs blv our point f view.. n v can sit n talk n talk n talk... whr do v reach?? any conclusion?? yes on ur part u wrote on advntges n disadvntages... but dnt v hv des 2 in evry single aspect f life???d 1s who r doin crimes aganst d females r freaks.. no1 can mk dem walk n d righteous path.. so u wana get 2dem.. u gota become freaks urselves... now der r ppl sitting n preaching wot gud is it if v become freaks ourselves in order 2 tackle d jerks... but its d iron wich cuts d iron.. so r v strong enuf 2b iron ourselves 2 cut n slaughter d perverted rusted iron??.. do dat n u hv d human rights ppl who seem 2do nothing wen a woman is bein raped but if d masses hit d rapist d human rights ppl wud b der 2 protect him.... dats d society my frnd.. <br />
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a thot or 2 here n der n v ppl move ahd... well d 1s who try 2do smthing will argues wot can v do.. evn if v try v end up in trbl oursleves.. but ppl its like wen it hapns wid u or sm1 u knw (i hope n pray dats nvr d case 4 ne1)..dats wen d real traversity f d crime v get 2knw... n only den it seems d tym gets 4 us 2 act... till den, v dont understnd nething beyond posting abt it or debating on it.. n hi u did mention wot a piece f cake it ws wen dis issue ws given 4 debating...so temme...aftr d debate ended,, how many whr thinkin f doin smthing 4d issues, n how many were hapi 4 getin such an easy toicp 2talk on??? dats hw v ppl r...so yes a vry thot provoking post.. but readin is no gud if v jst read n go back 2 our lives doin nothin... am 1 f dos..d useless fools who jst talk n do nothin.. so d 1s who do smthing feel free 2 critisize me.... but if honestly v need 2do smthin 4 such issues... it has 2 begin on our own ends..wid v ourselves doin our bit n hopin d same is wot d rest arnd us r doin.. n not postin how bad it is rathr postin wot hs 2b done 2 mk it bttr... ne1(n am not sayin dis only 4d author f dis post) who gets offended by readin dis comment n feels like hittin me out sayin wot r u doin 2 talk like dis.. den yes am 1f dos USELESS N GUD 4 NOTHIN souls... all i can do is talk n commnt here... n if u guys r doin smthin besids postin den yes ur far bttr den me.. if not . well wot can i say... n if u genuinly r doin smthing 4d causes den u cud nvr b offended by wot i wrote here.. cos u wud knw d truth of d system bttr dan me.. far more bttr den me..<br />
pheeww ,, guess wrote alot..well i hv dat tendency .. but all things apart ... gud 2c 1 male bretheren doin so well in d bloggin deppt whr uptill now i hv only come across women who can write... so gud goin man.. tho i still maintain.. d female specimen way ahd in dis dppt..(n many more deppt f life 2 :P.. gota b politically correct) but here is 1 guy followin close behind :P..(pun intended)...hahaha..n i mean 2 say in d bloggin deppt.. generally,, ohh yes u ladies do hv many of my species followin behind,, n hi v dont mind u ladies leading us :P :P(n dat is supposd 2b taken in lite humour n not in accrdnce wid d post n its issues..)..now like i alwaz say.. dnt pay no heed 2 wot i write here.. cos i nvr listen 2 wot ppl tell me how n wot 2 post.. so niethr shud u or ne1 listen 2me....<br />
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http://thesolitarywriter.blogspot.com/2009/08/disadvantages-of-being-girl.html?showComment=1251046703467sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-18897669220527035672009-08-08T16:59:00.001+05:302009-08-08T17:09:39.070+05:30Schizophrenic Conversationsfor d past sm tym i'v been getin d privilge of readin certain blogs wich mk me laff out real hard.... all des blogs have been on SEX.. :P by wich i mean gender as in d male n female .. or rather shud i b typin female n male, jst 2 mk sure dat i dnt gv a pictre f egoistic male psyche by writin it 1st,, but seriously i dnt care who gets wot pictr by readin dis,, anther f d egoistic traits?? hahahaha now am not f a blogger ,,its jst dat i wirte wen i wan2 or feel like not a regular here... but i do like readin stuff n getin 2 pass my expertise on dem, mani ppl tend not 2 2like dat .. but den again who cares.. hmm mayb shud hv titled d post who cares,, but dint seems catchy 2me..<br />SCHIZOPHRENIC CONVERSATIONS did.. :P now i had no clue wot dis means but i like 2 use songs title as my post name so dis 1 seemd nice .. u findout d meain f it urself(if ur accepting d fact ur not smart enuf ..like me...n i mean 2 say here.. dat am not vry smart eithr.. ) on blackle.com.. its a energy savin engine of google so use dat ppl n contribute in savin d planet.. well getin back 2d post.. now d title may or may not mk sense 2 wot u read<br />here.. but nvrdless u dnt need 2 relate 2 nethin u read here.. read it ..hv fun .. n go back 2ur same ol (boring if i may say so :P)life.. i guess since childhood hv alwaz come across dis stupid lil phenomenon whr d 2 sexes hv been tryin 2 outdo d othr n prove nothin.. tho wid yrs passin by d male specimen hv dcided not 2b wastin tym in it ..cos der r mani bttr othr things 2do :P...while d fairer sex as dey wud(but if i use stronger sex 4 men i wud b inviting trbl so i rathr not :D) like 2b calld i smhw find stil stk up wid d same ol stupid who is bttr den d othr issues..<br /><br />CHAUVINIST PIGS.... :P now i hear dat word alot.. not dat am cald 1 all d tym.. ohh no no.. jst d women arnd like makin use f it alot .. i doubt haf f dem dnt evn knw d meanin f it .. jst dat dey like d heavy word n it mks dem feel gud sayin it... so d evry 3rd conversation dey gota bitch abt d men arnd dats wot u gona hear.. i find it funny ..hahahahahaha wot is it dat mks d women feel gud abt male bashing n y do evry 3rd females wants to c a guy bein beaten up by his gurl?? othrs terms like bastards .. dogs.. well u women wil hv mani more only i hv been blessed enuf not 2 hear beyond dis :P.. .. lemme tel u ladies 1 thing men r not chauvinist pigs or dogs or ne othr<br />stuff u like 2 relate dem wid.... trust me v can b far worse den dat :P ... but like i said if v wan2. but den again humans beings hv dis tendency.. wid mem women alike ..dat dey can b n do wotdey wan2 ..wid d kind f situation dey r in .. n wot d tyms expects f dem.. i find it really funny wen women equate guys 2 dog.. now if ur sayin men=dogs.. n ur d fairer sex 4 us den normal maths says women=bitches.. prove me wrong :D.. wot mk u call urself a bitch.. i pity u ladies ..hahahahahahahaha n am not sayin it ur sayin it urself .. n besides u say men r<br />not 2b trusted.. anthr funny thing.. dogs r supposd 2b d most trusted n like dey say dey r man's best frnd.. ahh evn d sayin goes man's best frnd.. well i dint made dat so catch d person who made it.. but if not goin in2 d technicality dogs r 2b best frnd 2 human beings.. bttr?? now i tend 2 find a positv wen women cal men dogs. its only dat ur sayin dat dey r d best frnd n most trust worthy is it?? c human beings can percv n get wot dey wan2 out f nething n evrything.. or is it jst d men in dis case?? lol besides dntvd guys lauuvvv d bitches :P :P mayb women wnt find d humour here but sure all my bretheren will...<br /><br />tym n again d posts dat i read went sayin dat d women ends up being hurt n bein d jerk men r dnt really care n jst tend 2 njoy lives in evry aspct widout no emotions n stuff... d laauuuuvvv mks d females a sentimental fool n guys tk advntge f it.. now temme so mani years f evolution n u women still think ur d fools in all srt f emotinos?? wot is it ladies.. y do u wan2 underestimate urselves so much??cos wen itr cums 2 laauuuuv u can b waaayyyyy beyond den bein jst fools.. n u knw it.. den y blame d guy wen u urself dnt mk strong stands.. movies n books portray stuff<br />wich is 2 get u all sappy n stupid.. i smhow belive dat women r smarter den d stupid romanticas dat u read.. but den u talk f male bashin n how dat mks u feel gud n i cant help laffin.. now cumon lets keep d male female aside n think generally 4 once.. u say male bashin is fun n u like dat.. ok.. now netym wid 2 opponents d general masses alwaz welcums d victory f d underdogs n not d stronger 1s.. its dat wen d stronger 1 is bashed ppl arnd like it more.. now wen u say u like male bashin ..wot r u sayin?? u saying dat women r d weaker sex?? all des years so mani personalities men n women alike hv been tryin 2 brk dis myth n gurls 2day still r holdin on2 it?? u find a sense f pride wen a guy is hit out hard?? well evry1s tks more pride wen u defeat d stronger opppnent as compared 2 wen hv a weaker 1.. seriously think abt it..wots dats mks u feel gud wid male bashing??? i can only find d fact funny.. now if ur sayin dat bash up d fools who r born jerks n dunno how b behave in d civilized world wid human beings.. den go ahd beat dem up hard.. n trust me ur opposite sex wud b thr 2 help u out in dat bashin.. u c male bashin or<br />not.. wen needed d male specimen arnd u e alwaz goin 2b der.. now d thing wich i find wierd is dat certain guys 2r advocating d fact dat men jerks n dey dunno how 2 respect women.. i feel sorry 4d dudes n seriously such specimens need 2 GET A LIFE.. u tralk abt perversions n like it or not.. evry livivng bein has dem..wid only levels varyin .. u gota knw whr u gota draw d line d live respectfully in d world.. u trip ovr d line ur nothin but a !#$#!%$!$%& ,... n it holds gud 4 both d sexes.. d women mite arguee dat mostly men r d freaks n women d victims.. well not<br />denyin dat.. but den again u ladies r mature enuf 2 knw wots rite wots not.. who 2b wid who not.. d crime against women r so much on d high n due 2d fear f being attacked u bttr not move out at nite.. but at d same tym u feel safe n relaxd wid ur male counter parts arnd.. u c its d same male specimen dat u bash up n d same u wan2 b it.. (unless ur not sm1 who follows d natures laws :P) like it or not dats how it is supposd 2b.. now getin back 2d dudes who think dey wud get 2 befrnd women wid der men bashin speeches n by potrayin how much disgusted dey r 2b<br />1.. it gvs only 1 messge out jackass.. eithr ur not strait, or ur as perverted as d speeches or thots u share,its ur own frustations n by potrayin such a picture ur probably getin d most dirt 4 ur d artist f it.. besides i blv ladies 2day r smart enuf 2 dat ur jst a jerks whose actin like evn a bigger 1.<br /><br />anthr thing wich mks me go haha is dat women claim 2b d weaker 1 in laauuuuvvv .. while d funny story is in most f d cases u mk d guy dance arnd on ur finger tips.. i knw cpl f frnds who r no more den jst puppets in der gurls hands n i laff ahrd at it.. i mean cumon d guy wud b waitin 4 hours 4d women.. now dis 1 is funny... dude u dnt hold ur gurls bag.. its s ladies bag n u look funny holdin it.. but ask d ladies dey say it cute cos dey r merely fooling u.. :D lol... all d stupid ass things a guy gota do 4d lady love only cos she finds dem sweet.. n if nething oges wrong n guy is 2b blamed 4.. evr realisd by a guy wud cheat.. well u mk hium do such stupid stuff ..wot is d poor chap expctd 2do.. cos u want let go f him easily .so he aint got no clue how 2 brk up.. cos deep donw u knw.. dis 1 u were able 2 mk move as per ur requiremnt wot if d nxt 1 wnt b d same.. c u start thinkin abt it.. u gt skeleton in ur own closet.. n bash up d poor chap... :P ahh.. n d idea dat men r not emotinal n play wid gurls sentiments.. lemme tell u 1 thing.. d male spicies is far more emotional wen compared 2d opposite sex, coswhile u gurl hv found a way f cryin n tekin all ur negatv emotions out, d process does not comes vry natural 2us guys.. not preachin d men dont cry things.. but wid women its a tear here n der like 4 alwaz.. dats not our case,, n u blame d guy aftr brk up..lol.. i find dis funny. but u c aftr a brk d gurl cries n has 10 shoulders 2 lean on.. n in no tym u find dat true laauuvv of urs yet again.. while d guy is like ok.. now where 2go :P :P,,, n if he cries den hahaha is wot he gets 4m us frnds.. cos cryin like a lil gurl... aww soo sweet lol...hahahahahahahaha funny thing..lemme share an equation wid u .. probably all f u hv read dis n it makes sense.. n gurls wid not a gud sense of humur plzz u can go past dis.. only d1s who can read it..(nehw u all gona read it :P).. its funny n kinda stupid, but still d person who came up wid dis ws sure a smart head.. n smhw dunno y i feel it ws a female specimen who must hv had derived dis<br /><br />MONEY * TIME = GIRL (dats true ask d guys n u probably knw it urself)<br />MONEY * MONEY = GIRL (for dey say TIME=MONEY)<br />(MONEY)2 = GIRL (as in money square)<br />(/EVIL)2 = GIRL (as in money is root of all evil)<br />EVIL = GIRL (cos d underroot n square cancel each othr :P)<br />n hence pure evil u women :D.. but dnt v laauuuvvvv d evil :P<br /><br />cumin back 2 post brk up ...den der r guys who go 4 on excessive alcohol n drugs.. well dey r fools n if dey act like 1 den not evn d almghty god can help dem...<br /><br />so all am sayin is ...gud or bad its totaly ur cal.. u dcyd wot u wan2 do u wanna keep getin ur pleasures f bashing men or try n b on not so bashfull side.. u knw not a suitabl example here.. but i blv human beings can fit in wot evr dey mk up der mind 4.. so its on u ladies now... v all knw 1 rotten apple spoils d rest all 2.. now u dcyd u wanna bash dat 1 rotten apple or pik d 1 wich is not so rotten?? u wana concentrate all ur energies on d rotten 1s wich u knw can nvr 2 gud again.. n in d tym u mk merry basjin it.. der r chances f d smarter women takin away d gud 1s..while u wll b stk wid ur bashin... dnt let d bashful guys tk away all ur tym n d not so bashful 1s u miss out.. as u all r mature enuf ..so lets not enter dis stupid debate of wich sex is superior.. cos eithr wayz SEX is superior hahahaha .. (d women i feel will go ahhh here while d men will hv gud laf like me).. now men n women r suposd 2b toghtr ..it hs alwaz been like dat n will b like dat 4alwaz.. n if it mk any bttr 4 u females..den yes i accpt here on my part n mani othrs who think like me.. dat women r indeed d stronger sex (only not physically) n kudos 2d women power.. no if or BUTT attached :P...but still u wan2 write on how u like d male bashin do dat.. cos its 2 much fun readin it.. n seriously u ladies gota improve ur sense f humuor... yes not d humuor whr it gets ugly n disgusting but al neat fun u mst knw how 2 njoy... now i dunno wot all i hv written up here.. cant afford 2 read it n chk.. guess wud b long post ..yet again,, but den so much i gota say lol.... n i hv tried 2 mk it more readbl 4 d ppl by makin paras...spare me on d short hand .. cant help usin dem..<br /><br />n probably aftr readin dis post.. a few ppl who knw me personally wud b like OKAY.. but i assume dat dey knw me far more bttr den dis n r mature enuf wid gud sense f humuor not 2tk things othrwise.. but nvrdless. here i hv anthr post :P feels gud.. cos postin is 1 big task 4me.. moreovr not much 2 write des days. so njoy dis post .. thot wud gv a disclaimer in start f it.. but den dat wud kill d fun of it so .. njoy :P :Psobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-22809018274957085582009-07-22T22:56:00.001+05:302009-07-22T23:42:37.807+05:30I have been tagged!monica has tagged me n being d lazy person i am its goin 2 tk a toll on me..n worse still hv 2 type it again..... 4d 1st 1 gt erased n a blank draft gt saved..nehw i will try to be honest with answers here.<br />The rules:<br />* Link the person who tagged you.<br />* Post these rules on your blog.<br />* Share your ABCs..<br />* Tag 3 people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.<br />* Let the 3 tagged people know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.<br />* Do not tag the same person repeatedly but try to tag different people, so that there is a big network of bloggers doing this tag!<br />The ABC of me...all that there is about me :p.. well almost..<br />A – Available/Single? single<br />B – Best friend? like d 2 othr frnds f mine.. d whole concept f best frnd doesnt goes wid me.. hv few gud n close frnds.... but unlike d odr 2.. i'll rather not name my near n dear 1s here.. dey knw who dey r.... besides in order 2b politically correct if i gota write names f all in 1 certain grp den it wnt b wot its supposd 2b :P:P .. so yes hv my own close knit frnds who i cant b widout <br />C – Cake or Pie? Cake cake cake all d way<br />D – Drink of choice? JD wid water n soda,nimbupani as in lemonade ,WATER n yes lots f juices<br />E – Essential item you use every day? My specs.. intellignt ans monica.. hope u dnt mind me borrowin d asn 4m urs.. but cant thnk f nethin bttr after readin specs as d asn.. n guess dis is 1 similarity btwen me n u.. :P:P rest all toh am nowhr near ur standards..<br />F – Favorite colour? black.. mks u look thin :D<br />G - (ok if none f u fillin d abc dint notice dat G is miisin in it den am surprised... so on suggestion f a frnd who hapn 2b d same 1 who tagged me.. am addin a ques wid g in d questnr.. addin d missing link)Good ,Bad, or Ugly? bad<br />H – Hometown? Saddi dilli<br />I – Indulgence? have many guess depends on d mood .. eatind n fooling arnd cud b majors 1s tho<br />J – January or February? January...new years kicks off.. n nite b4 have a gud reason 2 get drunk n b all hapi<br />K – Kids & their names? Not yet n so no names either.<br />L – Life is incomplete without? many things n ppl.. but all dos things n ppl gota get u HAPPINESS<br />M – Marriage date? dunno... can sm1 tell me??<br />N – Number of siblings? 2 sisters<br />O – Oranges or Apples? oranges<br />P – Phobias/Fears? bein all alone n losin d near n dear 1s...<br />Q – Quote for today? not jst 4 2day but 4 alwaz ""life is endless,so we never die,we were never really born" Dr. Brian Weiss 4m d book many lives many masters<br />R – Reason to smile? do u need a reason 2 smile???<br />S – Season? F.R.I.E.N.D.S. all 10 seasons :P:P<br />T – Tag 3 People? I tag thee,... wel who do i tag.. 2 3 f d ppl i knw hv alrdy been tagged n not mani i knw blog.. so lets c..<br />adam-<a href="http://ad-rustinpeace.blogspot.com/">http://ad-rustinpeace.blogspot.com/</a><br />aditi-<a href="http://nothingsprioritizedinmymind.blogspot.com/">http://nothingsprioritizedinmymind.blogspot.com/</a><br />viren-well d sailor aint got no blog link i have.besides d fool wud b smwhr in d sea so wnt fill dis neway<br />U – Unknown fact about me?.. hmm let d unknw remains such.. or guess der r mani unknw so can tell 1.. hmm ya ok ..so here it goes , can b very manipltv n mk use f hypocrisy at tyms... detest both d traits but u get wot u gv me.. so dcyd wot u want.. u b gud wid me i'll b my best.. now if dats not gud enuf 4 u den ur in wrong company... b bad n i dunno wots coming 4u<br />V – Vegetable you don't like?BOTTLE GOURD.. :P:P wonderin wot dis is find 4 urself.. i had 2 look out its name<br />W – Worst habit? being too moody n not forgiving easily<br />X – X-rays you've had? jst gt 1 done recently... wondering ws dat so i can fill up in dis quiz???left leg .. 4d knee... wot i got xrayed<br />Y – Your favorite food? d list is very long.. cant name any.. cos if i miss out on ne dish it wnt do justice 2 dos....<br />Z – Zodiac sign? GEMINI<br />n finally done hope dis tym it saves fine n gets published widout fail ....sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-31650328293369738722009-07-04T18:33:00.000+05:302009-07-04T18:34:44.487+05:30EXPEDITION 2 ABNORMALIAok dis is goin 2b really long.. so if u cant go thru d full thing it all gud not ur fault.. but i dnt like 2 write in parts so.. guess will put it all in ds1 only.. no 2b continued n stuff.. so if u tired readin ,u can gv up den n der itself.... njoy if u can...<br />d past few weeks hv been prtty evntful 4me.. on n move, n now cumin few weeks r goin 2b bed ridden .. wot a contrast.. its hardly been a week thru n am alrdy tired of stayin n bed all d tym.. hmm not smthing i thot i cud say, but v can nvr b 2 sure f nething can v??? ahh question marks, such a trademark of my blogs or as it seems 2me, but nvrdless am here bloggin more stuff so its all gud. now nothin hs been on d mind 4 past sm tym, d previous 1s were on d same lines n dint wanted 2 tk d ideas ne ahd , nw i alwaz ask myself y am i bloggin .... dis tym arnd am not havin ne thots in d mind dat i wanna get out here,, but rather its jst dat gt nothin much 2do wid lyin on bed 24x7.. so here i am tryin 2 wild away my tym n urs.. n ya lemme tk sm pride wen i say dis.. :P a few ppl luk 4wrd 2 readin my blogs ,hahaha .. ya ok so on public demand :P here is anthr 1 to kill ur tym.. now dis is goin 2b unlike wwot i hv cum up wid previously,, n lemme say dis am takin inspiration n idea f writin dis blog 4m a person whose writin skills r as smooth as d dance moves ne exprt can do... :D.. d person hs been a source f inspiration 4 few othrs in d past 2...so d idea isnt smthing new, probably u hv read such post b4, only yes d content wud b wot u definately hvnt read newhr else dats 4 sure.. now a cpl f weeks back i went a helluvah roadtrip.. d most random n sudden trip i hv evr cum across.. courtesy A FEW GOOD MEN :P :P actually 2 gud men.. get a cal friday nyt 2 mv out early sunday mornin n am game 4 it,, but arnd 11pm it changes n v gota mv out saturday mornin itself.. now wot am i supposd 2do.. get up pack my bags arnd 5 early mornin n tell my folks.. hi am leavin 4 arnd a week so c ya .. now luckily 4me it got 2 aftrnoon 4d journey 2 begin..so had sm tym 2 gathr d stuff 4d trip... n ya literally gathred d stuff.. lets c borrowed sneakers 4m 1 frnd.. floaters 4m anthr n d small bag pack 4m d 3rd,, so dats how d preprations started.. vry unlike me but alot unlikely was 2 hapn on d road, so dis ws nothin .. i nvr thot so.. but evrything hapns 4d 1st tym in life.. n alot hapnd .. a week long or rather 6days 2b precise trip seemed like a gud month long outing. hv alwaz hrd f d idea of brkfast in paris, lunch in london n so on in movies but exprncd d phenomenon myself.. well not exactly london paris... but brkfast at srinagar, lunch in joshimath n dinnr in badrinath.. well not smthin i wud hv thot off.. but den again thot nothin 4 wot ws 2 hapn n dats gud.. cos nothin hapnd dat 1 wud hv imagined,, but den again dat is d beauty f d roadtrip . now kicked off 4m delhi arnd 2 n landed in rishikesh arnd 9 in nyt.. now had 2 spend d nyt der,, n move out early mornin arnd 4 nxt day.n yes v did dat.. were up by 2:30 n on d road at 3:45AM..so had 2 stay 4d nyt.. n no hotel had ne room availbl al were full, so whr did v put up 4d nyt :D.. well sm myt think meyb camps n tents,, n hell no ur wrong, v slept 4d nyt on d terrace of a gaushala .. 4dos who cant understnd dat.. it d cow house whr :D.. nw dats exprnc trust me.. n strange as it myt sound.. it ws a fun exprnc not bad at all.. so nehw.. out f d gaushala n on d road .. had brkfast at d tea stall in srinagar arn 6 or 7 i guess... n on d road again.. njoyin d view n d dust n heat along wid it.. had 2 cover d nose wid hankerchf.. n ya hahah "push push .. shake shake it" now dos were d lines f a song dat seems 2 keep appearin in between of all songs at ramdon interval.. lol... nvr hrd more of it cos chnged it aftr d intro.. but funny story d intro alwaz played.. :D.. so b4 v realisd dat all d pushin n shakin stopped v were in joshimath.. cooled d car der 4 smtym n had lunch... d gates had der timins 2 move outta der n go ahd 2 badrinath.. so once d doors opened v were again on d run.. now v were headin 2 high places 2 escape d heat ,, but lil v knew not much refuge3 up above eithr.. now evnin landed in d DEVBHOOMI .. badrinath .. d alltitude got me alil breathless but guess wsnt much of a trbl..nehw tuk shower n went 2d temple.. n aftr dat.. were in bed dozin hard.. nxt ws again an early mornin.. gt ready had alil brkfast n left 4 MANA.. now dats d last village n ders no civilizations as such beyond dat point.. parkd d car der n went ahd 4 sm trekkin .. n hel yeah sure gt a lot 2 trek aftr dat :P... saw d "hindustan ki akhri dukan" missd out on d "hindustan ki akhri chai ki dunak" tho due 2 tym issues... but nvrdless wot v saw ws more 2 remmbr n cherish den 2 crib wot v dint get 2c.. d 4-5 km trek made us reach VASUDHARA.. now i'v nevr seen a beauty like dat.. water fall or wot.. u dnt knw but sure pleasure 4 eyes.. n yeah nt 2 miss out saw a glacier in front f me.. rathr sat ryt nxt 2it... enroute 2 d destination is wen i exprncd d real peace n solace... it sure explaind y all d babas find high mountains 2 meditate as ideal places... no sound excpt n nature's voice... no mattr how tired u wud get , once u reach wot u headin 4.. its all gone.. but hi only once u start ur way back whr 2 came 4m. dats wen u realise u gota b getin tired... so aftr d 10 km trek gt 2d car n continued d journey... on d way my fellow mates tuk dips in d holy river GANGES.. now i dint .. guess my sins cant b washed away in ganges :P.. but goin on wid d journey v reachd govindghat by 4 in d evnin.. now had 2 cross ovr d ghat n get 2 d start f 13km uphill trek 2 reach... smplace whose name i still cant remmber.. nehw .. anth of exprncs dat were 2 cum my way :D :P... 4d 1st tym in my life i had 2 use a public loo ... not a exprnc i wud hv wanted 2 hv .. but den again wen nature calls u cant defy it can u?? :P... so nehw govindghat v had 2 cross.. now it ws getin dark n d trek isnt lighted at nites so dey dnt allow u aftr a certain tym 2 go... but der ws a developmnt.. d usual bridge ws now a hangin brigde in true respect as one f its chords ws broken courtesy(wid all due respect 2d community) 500+ khalsas n der curiosity 2c d gushin water 4m a dam.. :P.. so went pass d temporary arngmnt n started d trek.. now gota realise have had alrdy trkd 10 km in d day.. now des 13 were not cumin vry rosy 2me.. now d 13 km strech is a wild way.. small villages in between but no plce 2 put up.. so eithr ur at d start or d end f it.. v sure started but my enrgy reservoirs sure were givin up, d othr2 only had 2 stop 4 me else guess dey cud hv had went all d way.... luckily 4 us aftr 3km v got sm shelter.. n beat dis d rooms were completed only like 3 4 days b4.. d finishing stil ws 2b done..so i considered ourselves damn lucky.. had dat not been der.. v wud hv been left all out in d dark n stranded in sm wild habitat 4 hours.. n 3km in between were d jungles.. wid wild bears n dunno wot else der... so dat room came as a great refuge 2 us.. toh i did feel alil bad 4 makin d othr 2 stop becos f me.. but cumon fallin f d clif wud hv benn worse so decided in stayin in 4d nyt.. nxt yet again a early mornin.. left d place at 5 n started d trek 2 d place whr v had 2 reach ... n 4m der u have valley of flowers 1 way 3km trek n hemkund sahib 8km trek.. d plans kept chngin thruout d journey,, while v were plannin 2 visit both d places.. once up der.. cud only manage valley f flower... n dat 2 saw d flowers on d way 2 valley n stopped 1 km b4 d valley... phew... damn am tired writin dis.. wonder how ppl gona read thru dis.. but hell yeah i went thru d whole trip.. n givin all d details wont b possble.. but still will write wot all i can..now d trek ws takin toll ovr me, so i decided 2 go slow n steady.. njoyin d view along n not stressin myself, dis sure made me lack behind my fellow mates but den again i cud no way match der stamina n strnght.. so i went on wid my speed njoyin d view n wonderin wot all ws i goin 2gt across on dis trip...` now ppl getin dwn were offerin glucose n toffees on d way... strngly no 1 was offrin water tho.. but den again khalsa zindabad :P.. again no offense der.. but an observation, so arnd 10 11 gt 2 d place whose name i dnt knw.. had brunch der n headed d valley f flowers.. now dis ws a beauty u gota c atlst once in ur lifetym... all natural habitat in d best way possble.. d whole exprnc wos amazin.. n guess wot in d very valley v played on our lives.. n am not jst sayin dis.. v actually were dat stupid 2 do dat... so nehw.. saw it all njoyd d view n went back 2 our refuge.. n gt our feet back in d bed.... so all dis n only only 2 3 dats thru in d trip.. phew.... hmm will tk a brk yaha...<br />n now i start again so early nxt morning v left again.. v hi so in 2 days v trekked arnd 40km dat 2 on hill slopes.. livin dangerously :P :P.. but njoyin evry momnet f it, so completin dis v headed back 2 govindghat d nxt early morning, n hi guess wot d hanging bridge awaited us.. now wid shaky legs v had 2 cross dat shaky bridge,, n ask me valley of flower made my heart sink once.. dis ws d 2nd tym d JAI MATA DI chants started in an undying way.. n hell yea v crossed it 1 piece,.. 4m der d journey down retracked...n ya trust me like dey say.. its not ovr yet.. ritely said by my mates .. picture abhi baki hai mere dost.. seems alot ws still 2 hapn.. n yes it did.. 1st tym in my life i tuk shower under a waterfall.. d natural shower.... d rest 2 washed d car.. :P :P.. i must say i ws blessed enuf 2go wid a company nt mani can get.. evn while trekkin i dint had 2 kary d bagpack.. cos it ws like 4gt abt karyin d bag.. it ws more den enuf if i cud kary myself :D... n still i lagged behind n it tuk me a hour more den d othr 2 2cmplt d 40km... but hi by d end f it all i did it :D.. so alls well .. n cumin back 2d natural shower.. it ws like lemme go in 1 last tym .. d water d so pure n cold.. cud sit in a pool of it 4 hrs, now v washed d car (technically not me bt d othr 2) n ourselves n went ahd on d journey.. nw on our way back 2 rishikesh v hapn v meet a naga baba... who dat is.. well d babas who do all d shrines visit on feet.. n naga as in naked.. now noble company dat i had alng..n i mean it 4 real. no sarcasm involvd... d baba askd if v had a vacnt seat n gv him lift till rishikesh..n :P :P der v go anthr f d xprnces,, now personally am not d kind of person or a KIND person 2 do such favor 2 ne1 specially sm random strnger,, but d noble n good soul dat my frnd is.. he decided v tk him along.. nehw v were goin der,, now again like i said.. i wudnt hv done dat.. wud hv apologised 2d baba(dats no gud tho.. no harm in takin d poor chap along but still dats me) n moved ahd.. but my frnd sure thinks othrwaz... n v gt d baba along wid us 2 rishikesh :D... xprnc?? oh yea .. sure it was.... n now d last nyt of d trip ... dis is whr v stayed d 1st nyt in rishikesh.. dis is whr v gota b on d last 2.. only dis tym not d gaushala.. :P :D... now raftin ws nvr on our minds... ask me wen movin out. i ws goin 2 valley f flowers only.. n wot all dint i c in btwen..... so now raftin.. hmm i ws alrdy getin home sick n tired on d run but... like dey say picture abhi baki hai... so jaha did so much.. yeh bhi sahi.... so nxt day raftin is wot v went 4... n me bein scared of water did it... n hell yeah i sat in d vry front f d raft... :P again not hw it ws supposd 2b but der i ended... funny story behind dat 2.. went in d waters ..wents thru d rapids...evn peeled of alil skin off my thumb while rowin.... had a cpl f assholes who were raftin wid us.. who seemd 2knew it all... n were true jackasses 2d core.. but evn der presence cud not hamper our excitemnt... tho wen it came 2 jumpin in d water 4m d rock... my fear gt d bttr f me n i chicknd out der.. but koi ni nxt tym ke liye bhi kuch rakhna chahiye :P.... so dis tym ganga snan bhi ho gaya.. paap dhule ya ni dat i dnt knw.. but talk abt havin a gud tym?? had a gr8 tym... alil road trip out off no whr ended up as d proper adventure trip wid all sort f exprncs n evnts in it... n like i said... 1 week seemd like a whole month, landed back in delhi d vry same day at nyt... so did wot all n ws all fine.. sure ws tired n whole body needed rest, but wot has 2 hapn hapns... nothin hapnd on d whole trip but.. 2 days later getin dwn on d ladder i twist my knee, lockin d knee cap... probably sm muscle gt damaged(i hope not tho.. no xray n MRI findin nethin in my case) so now on bed thru out d month.... :( had a trainin 2tk care off.. nvr went 2d concerd workplce aftr 4th f june n cant go in near future eithr ... mixed thots der.. but tryin 2 find d positv in it,, am glad no fractre hapnd.. n wid tym hopefully it will heal on itself widout no surgery requird..so lets c wots more in store in d cumin days... as 4 d past cpl f weeks.. wot all havnt a went thru... n still dunno wot all am supoosd 2... so kudos if u hv mangd 2 read dis far.. n am glad sm1 did :P.. cos i myself wudnt read suc h a long post... gets borin 2 read so much in 1 go, ohh i 4gt d most hapnin part f d trip.. d bhoole tigers :P like my frnd wud call dem.. i alwaz hrd ppl sayin nvr go on mountains in ur car .. n hill drivin is tof n risky n wot allonly SUV's gud wen u goin on mountains... v guys went in d small car n no worries der... n beat dis n khalsa army goes on bikes n scooters.... guts n wot all needed 2do dis... only my sikh brethren can do dat... hats off 2u guys.... so wid dis i guess i shud stop.. readin all dis myt not appeal 2u much, but trust me ppl u gota go 2d places i mentiond... yes der wud b bttr places.. but dis ws among d best dat i hv been 2 n sure wud like 2 visit dem again smtym ...dnt hv d pic wid me yet else sure wud hv attached few along wid d blog....nehw till d tym i gt back 2d places again dis blog will help me remmber d trip wich i wnt 4gt in d near future...sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-34930283728184592792009-03-03T15:30:00.000+05:302009-03-03T15:43:14.063+05:30PhOnEy sMiLeS & FaKe hElLosnow been sm tym since i last blogged so myt b a lil rusty dis tym arnd.. but nvrthless anthr beginning at last evr wondered y 1 wud bolg??is it d daily evnts 1 wud put dnw??or d frustations v nvr share out in d open??? random thots wich seems so wierd n strange??? or smtyms mayb jst 4d fun of it.. y am i writin dis thing?? mani reasons i guess , well 4 starters gt nothin bttr 2do, been on an extnded holiday mode so thot y not do smthin 4d society (:P ok bloggin doin smthin 4d society hahahaha ahhmmm...)newaz reasons... hmmm, comin across ppl in life... say sm 4m d past aftr long times or new 1s, wonderin how does each n evry day brings abt new changes in ppl, der way of life, d way of thinkin... 1 new addition 2a person n der perspctv change 2wards evrything.. how dey start speakin each othrs tongue.. d influence v hv on our peers n vice versa, now is dis influence makin us bttr ppl, or makin us 4gt who v r?? dey say good n bad 2 sides of d same coin but wot r v getin?? is it head or tails 4us?? n who is d 1 flippin dis coin?? y does its alwaz d gud syd all wan2 c n show n nvr cum across d bad 1?? amidst all dis goodness n friendly air do v realise dat so mani tyms v r jst fakin arnd.. b it our behaviour , d way v meet othrs... like d title sez ..phoney smiles n fake hellos.. while inside u knw wots goin on.. how well u like d company f d person presnt, d comfrt level dat person has wid ur presence... all pretendin hw elated dey r 2b der while d reality is far 4m wot it seems,, but smtyms maby des is wots requrd, jst 2 shw smthin dats not aftr all u gt ur whole life ahd of u.. dis person dis moment will soon b a thing of past den y not jst let dis thing b.. aft all des fake smiles only makin d worst go away, ..wot wen d harsh emotions replace dis sweet air tho not real n uncmfrtabl.. hw comfrtable is reality goin 2b?? newaz guess dat all 4 d individuals 2 dcd demslves n work out wots best ... in d words f a gr8 soul"choose wot u wish 2 blv.. choose wot u wish 2 c, ... cos v live no more"d falsehood v kary along is d1 wich mks it all kickin.. smtyms mks evry1 stick 2gtr.. or mayb dats nthr thot 2 jst mk 1 blv its all gud, funny thing u meet a random person 4m past n eithr f u jst cant stand each othr but how u gona hugg dem n sport ur best smile evr.. n how all d phrases like "stay in touch" "lets mk a scn soon" "will catch u later" n ya ofcourse share d mobiles numbers.. hahaha only 2 nvr call in most f d cases.. like i said funny story ... n evn more crazy d social networkings.. wid ppl comin across each othr almst evry day but d best interaction dey can hv wud b on sm social netwrkin.. mayb cos it easy not 2 hv 2put up d fake smiles der cos d smileys do dat work :P like dis 1 n mani more... wots der dat mks a person get along wid 1 while cant stand sm1 esle... goin by d theory f algebre.. well thot shud use in my bloggin bein a mathematical student....dey say X=y n y=z makes x=z,,, but x bein comfrtbl wid y n y bein wid z doesnt neccrly mks x gud wid z n thus d phoney hellos surface 2 save a law of great mathematicians... lolzz.. so it goes well dwn in history 2... ok mayb its easy 2 deal dis way wid our past.. but d past ws present 1 day n wot used 2 hapn den?? nthr funny story :P think abt it n u gona hv a gud laf, smtyms it feels lyf's 2 short 2hv things against sm1 n y waste it in jst makin thing worse.. n smtyms jst certain things becum soooooooooo long dat all d friction comes out loud.. so shrt sweet life wid long bittr exprnces... so let all d fakenss n pheny hellos prevail cos d smile do lie along wid dem.. u nver knw wen des plastc smiles mayb wash away all dats not 2b ....n all v wud b left wid wud b d Smiles n hellos .... n ofcourse in d tyms of technology y 4gt d smileys:P :) ;) :> :X n mani more ..guess certain of us r bttr den othrs in placin d smileys .. certainly ppl i knw who r bttr den me at dat... nehw enuf of d blog 4now,, nothin more comin 2d head.. so till d tym it cooks up smthin again lets all b wid d smiles n hellos wid nothin phoeny or fake......sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2451836724968196698.post-69108208761819868882008-12-29T00:53:00.000+05:302008-12-29T01:57:02.087+05:30demise of sanityok ..y am i writin dis ??? y dnt knw .. is it gona mk ne sense??? i cant say.. guess smtyms in life v jst do thing v really dnt knw y v doin dem.. or mayb v dnt wan2 knw smthings... at certain points in life 1 gota look back n realise wot hv v got out of it.. or wot hv v given 2 life.... or is it jst 22yrs of total waste, whr sme othr soul wud hv had mde bttr use of d life given, gota ask 1self am i livin or jst existin, u feel ur life sux.. its all hell 4u , whiled reality is dat its bttr den mani othr arnd u, but am i doin justice 2 dis life am livin??? wot is 1 supposd 2do wen nothin in life is goin ryt 4 u n d time passin by only mskes it worse ..... d air arnd u gloomy n all negative vibes 365 days a yr, how long is 1 supposd 2 jst keep der minds away 4m d reality arnd dem... is it ryt 2 tk d easy way out cos u knw ur not strng enuf 2 tk d ryt way , 2do d ryt thing.... do v need 2 mend d ways n face d hardships or ignore d consequenses.... does d fake world 1 spins arnd gona b of ne refuge or only pave way or our own graves ,,, wot hapns wen d only 1's u care bout mk u all frustated n irritated??? u cant stand dem but cant affrd 2 loose dem eithr... wot does it tks 2 hv a peacefull life.. or is it jst d grave whr 1 can rest in peace??? o i 4gt not evn der cos dats only beginnin of d othr life.. damn des selfhelp life chngin exprenc books... wen d doomsday is ryt on ur head n u hv no whr no run wot is 1 2do den??? b all lost?? kill d soul?? commit suicide?? no my frnd cant evn do dat cos d suicidal efforts only gona mk u live d hardships f life u hv had uptil den once again.. dnt v here bout d karmas n life lessons, so killin 1self 1 f d easist way so out f options now.... now wot ???jst live wid a world filld wid gloom u4?? d ppl who care bout r all wot hapnd?? wots wrong?? but dey cant help unless u allow dem 2.. but do u really desrve des ppl??? des r d 1s who help u outta ur daily routine life n gv u a reson 2 live, but do v really desrve dem??? bein d lame lazy loser , gona lose dem all 1day , den wot??? r v livin or jst existin?? is ne gud left in us?? can v find 1 reason not 2 mk life of des ppl.... d family d frnds, horrble jst bcos our brains r fuckd up like hell??? dey dint do nothin wrong 2 desrve a fool like us, jst like v cant find a reason wot did v do 2desrve des souls arnd us???y is it dat d 1s u care bout r d 1s wid whome u often end up messin up ur relation wid???is it really worth it?? but wot wen things jst nvr go ryt 4u??? its only d wrong which keeps on hapnin ryt 4u??? a wise man said once"u nvr knw wen u so damn high on d blessed hellride".. n bamm... u end up in ur own grave.. do d death march n fall dwn wid nothin 2 cling on2... nvr did nethin ryt??? no gud in ur own life.. but yes can critisize othrs,mke dem look likde fool... wen ws d last tym v saw our own true image in d mirror?? wnt it b easy 2 c our true selves den 2 show othrs der?? cant appreciate others... but knw wot guys.. give me smthin dat is worth applaudin,, dat i genuinly gud.. i knw wot all crap u do jst 2 mk n image f u.... b all awesum n gr8... do dat b hapi ... but hi... i dnt tell u d crap u do is ryt or wrong.. so spare me n dnt tell me wots wrong n wots wrong wid me.. cos ya nothin can b ryt wid me,,dnt u fuckin gimme ne advc n attitude... am tryin 2 look myself in d mirror .. u do d same..<br />am not a gud person n am jst f9 wid dat... i cant do nothin ryt... dats my problem let me handle dat.. am bein unreasnbl, so let it b... its a total waste f life in me... allw me 2 drag my sorry arse 2my grave ... let d insanity prevail arnd me... cos i cant run away 4m smthin dat makes me... wots life wots death??? life's ultimate destination???is it d end dat mattrs or how v achvd it??? wot lesson am i 2 learn 4m dis life.. wots makin d head go bizzare.. y cant it all b d way it alwaz hv it untill smtym now... n sm wud say BE OPTIMISTIC.... be hapi dnt wory all wud b f9.. like d selfhelp books say.... but can i run away 4m d reality??? n pretend 2b all hapi n optimistc wen day in day out u jst find same old gloominess arnd u??? isnt it human nature not 2 tk nothin beynd a saturation point?? u dnt do nothin wrong n ppl keep on poitin fingers at u 4 smthin u nvr did... y cant dey jst let 1 b in peace... but r des trbls really arnd us?? or is it jst a state f mind??can sm1 else really mk life terrible 4 ppl or is it 1 demselves makin our own lives hell n findin excuses 2 blame it on othrs??? u knw it all n stil u do it wrong??? who is 2 blame 4 1s plight??? fuck d crazy brains cos it only makes life bizzare.. shud v live in d moment n not think of wot will cum outta it or b all calculatv?? is der ne1 who is goin 2 b der 4u alwaz or u will go jst d way u came?? bare naked in evry aspct of life..... hv i lost my sanity or am i on d verge of losin it??? whr do des thots cum 4m?? n y do dey blow my brains away... hw long is dis phase of dis hellride gona continue?? ?whr am gona land aftr dis?? wot crap am i bloggin here?? is it in true sense d demise of sanity????sobhithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03802261027381408336noreply@blogger.com7